lyrics:

"hey"
"how are u today?"
"wanna see what i just made?"
"do u ever wonder where the stars all go when nighttime fades?"
"have u had a meal today?"
"wanna make sure ur ok"
"saw u on my timeline and it dont sit right, we just talked yesterday"

and i been contemplating my time here on earth
i isolate myself from all the people i could maybe hurt
theres no way you'd have known it cuz
theres some things i dont show
but one text after another
u all stopped me from letting go

*7 new msgs*

lyrics: lyrics:
ur kinda like a monster 
i try to run away but theres nowhere to hide
and u know u got me locked up
and u threw away the keys when u push me inside
theres nowhere to run
begging on my knees as ur pointing ur gun
theres nowhere to run
so i geuss im stuck with u til my life is done

its one thing
2 nite 
three words
were still alive
i hate how u fucking utilize
those pretty eyes with ur pretty lies

misfortunate event can u  tell me i forget 
told me youll make up for it i think that its time to quit
darling, darling, tell me are u falling
darling, darling, tell me are u all in

tell me tell me are u really out to get me now 
tell me baby do u like to see me breaking down
opposite of a masochist u wanna see me bleed
already broken down but u wont stop attacking me 

talkin down to me ur words keep surrounding me 
u know ur allowed to be someone that ur proud to be
hate urself so u gotta take it out on me
ur breaking down only where noone else can see

its one thing
2 nite 
three words
were still alive
i hate how u fucking utilize
those pretty eyes with ur pretty lies

x2:
misfortunate event can u  tell me i forget 
told me youll make up for it i think that its time to quit
darling, darling, tell me are u falling
darling, darling, tell me are u all in


#emorap #altrock #alternativerock #hyperpop

all in (prod tnvr)

@decayinganyways 
prod @tnvr555 

we fall in love in the backseat 
lean in closer and you’ll kiss me 
pretty smile for the taxi 
hold ur gun and say you’ll kill me 

it’s something acidic, something so pretty now I’m just burning down
hear me out yelling out 
baby girl never just calming down 
i been going up 
waiting for the crash
nothing ever lasts when the bullets turn to ash

got a ringing in my skull 
screeching loud until I fall
raise the speakers fucking loud 
tell me something that i’ll know 

50 rounds into my chest and i swear that it’s your best 
got your scope into my heart 
let it spark, let it spark 
and i want, for you to see what you’ve done to me 
what you’ve done me 
so hold your gun, hold it tight 
mmm if you kill me we'll just do it right 
“so right”

bullets that i know
are hitting so shallow 
i’m feeling so hollow 
i’m stuck in the gallows 
it’s ohhhh
i’ve fallen right down 
oh i’ve fallen right down 
oh i’ve fallen right down

hold ur gun (sped up)

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hold ur gun w/ decayinganyways (sped up)

prod @tnvr555 

you wake up in the middle of the night
and push my hair out of my face
hear you smiling
turn to your side and i’ll hold you
wake up in the morning
and i’m right where i’m supposed to be
homes complete
it’s you and me
feel at ease
promise you’ll never leave

so say that we worked it out
that it’s all good now
cause i need you here with me
and you know i love you
how i can’t sleep i’m bound
to see you in every dream

take me back now
to the summer where we met
where i was starving for your love
writing songs about our death
and the feelings never die
trust me that i tried my best
but the feelings never die
feels like my heart is in your chest
oh

we got lost a few times
u skipped states
i wrote rhymes
i still hurt every night
i can’t stare in your eyes

i see u in every dream

i see u in every dream [tnvr]

i seen your eyes turn to water
you must be so ahead idk what u wanna hear
from me, now im older
glass feels colder
inside looking out
what if this how they view me from the outside
ur looking down on me
ur looking down now
this blasphemy 
it all comes round 
you were bad for me
im so fucked now

i could take a knife out
put it through my wrist
let you grab it with your hand just so you can twist
i wont tell nobody
youd never hurt a soul
dont try to complicate it
ur doing it wrong
you can try and stop me however you want
ill put a hole through ur head
and then ill spin it off
im sick of being vulnerable
no one listens now
youll never get ahead of me 
ill just rip you down

ur splitting personalities 
i swear nobody gives a shit
walk right over me, ur never nice oh no one bit
i must be such a disgrace, im holding you back
covering my ears oh i love when you laugh
but its bad
i see ur faces walking round like you have
other family you throw me on my ass
never mine and its honestly sad

wrist

lyrics:

intro: ohmace
how far would you go 
to tell me i don’t know 
well drive along the road 

chorus: ohmace
tell me to my face how you feel
thought we were in love it wasn’t real
everytime i fall in love
i feel like i was never enough 
stop calling i know what you want 
stop telling me that i was the one
stop lying you’re not in love 
just tell me that i wasn’t enough 

verse: murph
just tell me that i wasn’t enough
cuz i know what you think
when you look at me that way
yeah it’s so clear to see 
what you really think of me
so go and speak your mind
i ain’t got no time

and you keep on wasting it
stepping out of bounds
baby tell me what you make of it
started with a white lie, 
and that was just a taste of it
now you’re a pro when it comes to faking shit
so i did it on my own 
got my ass off my phone
and i made myself something big 
huh, now you’re saying you’re alone 
and there ain’t no one home 
and you need someone to have fun with

please tell me are you kidding?
cause it feels like everytime i speak 
that you don’t even listen
yeah, i feel like everytime i leave 
you call on him to hit it 
i’ll say it once ill say it again 
i’m only stickin to business, ugh..


chorus: ohmace x murph
tell me to my face how you feel
thought we were in love it wasn’t real
everytime i fall in love
i feel like i was never enough 
stop calling i know what you want 
stop telling me that i was the one
stop lying you’re not in love 
just tell me that i wasn’t enough

never enough w/ b murph [tnvr]

I miss you when I'm gone
You told me that it won’t be long
I really hate this drive home
I’m tearing up singing our song
I’m thinking bout you
You told me that you’ll see me soon
I’m jamming to amnesia
I could never forget about you 

I wanna love you forever
and if forever has an ending 
Then keep me in the dark
Be buried to together
So our love can never die
Eternally held in your arms
And no matter where I’m at you’ll have my heart
I’m gonna show you what it means to be loved
And I’ll never give up on us when it’s hard
If forever has an ending 
Then keep me in the dark

I’ll tell you how I feel
I can’t promise that everything’s real
But I promise to hold you down
Nothing’s gonna hurt you while I’m around
And when I’m not there
Imma send my love through the cold air
Even when it hurts and it’s not fair
Imma hold you down
Nothing’s gonna hurt you while I’m around

I wanna love you forever
and if forever has an ending 
Then keep me in the dark
Be buried to together
So our love can never die
Eternally held in your arms
And no matter where I’m at you’ll have my heart
I’m gonna show you what it means to be loved
And I’ll never give up on us when it’s hard
If forever has an ending 
Then keep me in the dark

if forever has an ending

if forever has an ending (prod. Irby)

Featuring @horoshavibes & @ihateshinigami
Produced by Jacob Lizotte
Mixed by @horoshavibes
Mastered by @anxietyxattacks

LYRICS
Somewhere along the way
I fell deep into a darker place
It's a hole from which I cannot escape
But it takes great strength to admit my mistakes

Just leave the light on for me
We're all deserving of second chances
I hear a voice in the distance call my name
Could this be it
Am I finally saved

Though I was lead astray
I'll surely find my way
Following grace
No matter what it takes

(shinigami)
When it's all said and done
Will you be there for me
Need to find my way back home
'Cause I took a wrong turn again

(Horosha)
So many branching paths
How could you know which one to take
Every choice makes all the difference
They collide and change your fate

But you can't go back in time
No you can't go back in time

So I sit and search through the memories
Sifting through everything,
Trying to find a bit of hope to keep with me
Still not the person I want to be
But it's not too late
As long as I'm alive

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Wrong Turn w/ Horosha (Feat. shinigami) [Prod. Jacob Lizotte]

woah oh oh
ur all that i know
oh no no
i love you so
but i've got a few things yeah to figure out
and i don't wanna leave you here alone my love
alone my love
different setting
a life with no regretting i
can't feel a heartbeat
can't see my blood bleeding, why?
oh she can save me
i fell between the spaces
died
in my own head and i just don't understand it
on the other side of the looking glass
i see a sad reflection
a troubled past
yeah a string of self loathing
i just can't comprehend this
i just can't comprehend this, why?
woah oh oh
ur all that i know
oh no no
i love you so
but i've got a few things yeah to figure out
and i don't wanna leave you here alone my love
alone my love
You’re such a blessing to a life that’s so depressing, I
Can feel my heart beat, beat faster when I’m by your side
She could save me
Thought between the spaces died
In my own my head
Just can’t understand
nothing is perfect but shit we perfect together
i know we young and its early you changed my life for the better
im drinking gin and im faded im probably adding more pressure
i wouldnt changed how i played it but now I love you forever
woah oh oh
ur all that i know
oh no no
i love you so
but i've got a few things yeah to figure out
and i don't wanna leave you here alone my love
alone my love

all that i know [feat. chris birdd]

lyrics:
in the middle of the night
nothing never ever feels right
i swear i think i’m loosing my mind
a girl like you is really hard to find

and stick and stones might break my bones
and when i’m sad, you’re the only one i feel at home
and tears fall, like they say, when it rains it pours
so i stay inside to avoid the cold

love me
hate me
tell i’m dumb
fuck me
break me
after ur done
hold me
show me
what i am worth
or leave me
tell me
what i deserve (x2)

will u ever come back?
will u ever come back?
ohhh
ohhh

and stick and stones might break my bones
and when i’m sad, you’re the only one i feel at home
and tears fall, like they say, when it rains it pours
so i stay inside to avoid the cold

vivid (taymxru)

amv:
https://youtu.be/vXHDlnhLHXA

@owtiss
@yashio20k
baz

[chorus]
won't u put urself in my shoes
can’t u see im trying to survive
won't u open up ur eyes
wish i had a little time
think my heart will turn to ice
never thought u were so blind..
i can't fall asleep at night
won’t u put urself in my shoes
can't u see im trying to survive
won't u open up ur eyes
wish i had a little time
think my heart will turn to ice
never thought u were so blind..
i can't fall asleep at night

[verse]
i go thru it every time
im losing my mind
i can see right thru ur lies
push me to the side
maybe then i'd breath easy
can u even see me?
why can't lovе be easy..
free me
just wantеd u by my side
believe me
everyday i sit and watch
time is bleeding
i dont wna stay awake
tired of thinking
can you hear my heart stop beating?
(can you hear my heart stop beating x4)
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[chorus]
won't u put urself in my shoes
can't u see im trying to survive
won’t u open up ur eyes
wish i had a little time
think my heart will turn to ice
never thought u were so blind..
i can’t fall asleep at night
won't u put urself in my shoes
can’t u see im trying to survive
won't u open up ur eyes
wish i had a little time
think my heart will turn to ice
never thought u were so blind..
i can't fall asleep at night

erasure

survive

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owtiss - survive (yashio & baz)

Carlby is an alternative pop artist from the Midwest. Working alongside producer, @horoshavibes, his music is a blend of pop, emo rock and hip-hop.

Contact - carlbymusic.com/contact

Wrong Turn w/ Horosha (Feat. shinigami) [Prod. Jacob Lizotte]

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