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one look at me tells her everything she needa know
one look at me tells her everything she needa know
im not her man 
but im the background on her phone
she dont even hit me up
she only want me when im gone

we both get high
she pop pills 
and i smoke dope
she love poppin out 
and i never leave my home 
we nothin alike 
except we both hate to be alone
and i told myself that i could never ever love again

i remember the last time was the last time 
i remember the last time was the last time
i remember the last time was the last time 
i remember the last time was the last time

i know that she'll never need me 
i know 
i know that she'll never leave me 
i know
pls just dont love me 
just leave me alone
pls just dont numb me 
just leave me alone

one look at me tells her everything she needa know
one look at me tells her everything she needa know
im not her man 
but im the background on her phone
she dont even hit me up
she only want me when im gone

we both get high
she pop pills 
and i smoke dope
she love poppin out 
and i never leave my home 
we nothin alike 
except we both hate to be alone
and i told myself that i could never ever love again

i remember the last time was the last time 
i remember the last time was the last time
i remember the last time was the last time 
i remember the last time was the last time

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<3

-emo fruits aka its always the last time since the first last time

BACKGROUND (prod. puhf x 5head)

deep october - dashboard (hurtclub flip)

flesh made in cyprus (prod. trentonkyle)

Tucson (prod. Hurtclub)

(deebø)
Padded rooms, im just talking out my head now
Look myself in the mirror when i break down
Boutta run away and try and keep my head up
Split myself, like im toting twin berretas

Sleep alone and im always in the background
In a dazed fucking state, cause of that loud
On the moon, yeah im feeling interstellar 
Wasting time when im wrtiting all these letters 

Talkin shit bout my life when you on that phone
You knew the consequence was bad, now leave me alone

I jus wanna see the light of day now💔💔
I jus wanna see the light of day💔💔

Yeah shes taken all control
Evil witch, she took my soul
My whole bodies growing mold
Living nightmares that i loathe

(SCRE4M)
aint much to say cuz ian rlly tryna dissapoint 
id rather find a fix with rolling up another joint 
ok i made sum bad decisions ian have a choice 
im tryna get shit thro yo head but you jus get annoyed

why you tryna act all sad in this bitch 
aint makin figures but ill figure path in this bitch uh 
ian tryna make you mad in this bitch
but i hate it when you snappy and u actin like this uh 

fucking with my bro gon leave you dead in a coffin 
couldnt trust yo bitch she been very dishonest 
last thing thats running thru my head is ur comments 
imma find my purpose and i swear it to god 



i know sum ppl couldnt feel me 
quit fuckin wit my head bitch why tf u actin silly
i know the drugs that i been takin aint gon heal me
but all of this fake love that i been gettin finna kill me

(ghøsty)
she want bags
gucci + fendi
fads make em envy
the tabs make you empty
i know when im gone that you gon prolly forget me

i just wanna see the light of day x2

ion feel like talkin about this
if you would, get off my dick
all these people say they fans of me
my song not on they list
i aint tryna make no enemies 
but i wont take no shit

lay a bitch down in her crib if she gon cry about it
i think ima need a hit, no like ill die without it
turned out better than these hoes w no dad
no doubt about it
in da benz, im flippin O’s 
i could make a money mountain

down a fifth & throw it up
you wouldnt even know me now
all my bros been growin up
only ones that held me down
miss my bro, been chokin up
really wish he stuck around
same ones throwin shade at us
same ones in that shit ol town

they wont ever get it tho
i know everything they dont
they be shoppin five below
my bitch shop at mavilo

packin up a Raw cone, to the dome where ill face it
thinkin i see home, i dont know if ill make it

Light of Day ft.DEEBOTWOSEVENOH & ghost (methboiswag)

Take My Heart (Prod. RTB Beats)

no smoke islandkiddd -Prod .CashGioo x Fendi4luv)

featuring @hammy

Produced by me

hammy:
i wanna tell you how i feel i jus can't get the words out
every time i speak its just another let down
living in a world where no one understands me
wake up in the morning damn i feel so empty

no one hits my phone cause they not fw me 
im over this shit yeah im going back to sleep
get out of my head id rather fucking rest in peace
buried in the ground like im buried in these sheets
i had love for you but now theres static in between 
you got my head fucked up i see you in my dreams
youre everywhere i go 
im frozen and alone
stay stagnant in my home cause im better on my own i feel like a ghost when i dissapear and smoke
i don't need no rope
silver chains around my throat
german crystals round my waist
evil thoughts get in my way
like every single day
this constant fucking pain

gg:
i feel so empty
i feel so broken 
i feel so hopeless
i can't control this
i feel like scarface 
bitch im reloaded
homes where the heart is
fuck it im homeless
i wanna tell you how i feel 
tell me if its real
cause i can't deal with my mind no
she gone pop another seal 
do it for the thrill
tell me baby are you down to die hoe
blood on the sheets in my bedroom 
she said boy if you crash imma crash too
hate it when i wake up in a bad mood
girl im faded n it aint even passed 2

hammy:
pacing back n forth i know somethings wrong w me
i can't go to sleep memories keep haunting me
burn me into ash throw me in the fucking sea
down 100 feet where no one can bother me

gg:
i think i lost it paralyzed i can't feel shit
im moving cautious i know that there are leaches 
im nearly off it my life slowly decreasing
i wake up in the morning barely feeling like breathing

hammy:
pass out in the morning
waking up in the evening 
open up my eyes 
i wish i was still dreaming
every single day
still im searching for reason
leave me on the floor bones crushed back bleeding

gg:
leave me on the floor 
leave me feening for more of you
my minds at war hit the dope then i thought of you
knife up in my drawer thats the same one in my spine
and they love that im dead i just wanted to feel alive

LETDOWN FT. HAMMY

Need it,
I want it,
The high from it.

@fatherfuneral
@sadbalmain
mix/master: @darkskyparadox

Deep October - Tree Fell (prod. @sadbalmain)

prod. eris.. mix/master by darkskyparadox

it was a beautiful day
miss you 
I wish you could stay
Meet rock bottom
I just peaked off molly 
and I think I remember your face (x2)

and I'm sea sick
I been swimming to my limit in the deep end
Almost died 
this time I'm sinking
China Shop 
I can never stop thinking
and I mean it
When I say
"you were made for reason"
I don't hate that you came to me tweaking
Just as long as you pick up the pieces
Yeah the pieces..

it was a beautiful day
miss you 
I wish you could stay
Meet rock bottom
I just peaked off molly 
and I think I remember your face (x2)

We never took a vacation..
I wass too high 
and I never knew why I didn't make it
to the vacant little Days Inn
in a desert somewhere deep out of vegas.