Rainbow(in a world of oblivion) ft Heylee Manzeron prod by NEKK

losing sleep and its just getting harder,
-+- mix & master, lyrics by me
prod. domesticsoul -+-
(lyrics)
ive been losing my sleep, and i dont wanna see the day end
ive been losing my sleep, and i dont wanna see the day end
ive been losing feeling, when i feel it in my head
you been so damn jealous, im just talking to all of my friends
cant make you my everything, trying to push me around just
rest a little, while you are thinking about me
life's so little, just want to clear my own head
but it doesn't work, it never works

it never works, just want to clear my head
while you are thinking about me.

i been losing all my sleep
i dont wanna see the day end
when i feel it all in my head
i dont wanna feel a thing
these thoughts are filled with suicide
never to be around again
a hidden message, held within

made and finished 7/12/22

losing sleep (domesticsoul)

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Production: yungdreamer555
Mixing: lil XipZ
Master: lil XipZ
Cover Art: lil XipZ
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LYRICS

[Chorus]
i got big ideas but they never move along
i got big plans but they always fall apart
i been in the mist for way too fucking long
i been in the dark and i dont think theres a light switch

theres no light bitch
monsters in the night bitch
its kinda frightening
but i dont let it bother me

theres no light bitch
monsters in the night bitch
its kinda frightening
but i dont let it bother me

[Verse]
dont let it bother me
i been moving silently
trynna not get caught by my demons but they keep following me

they in my room 
waiting for my doom
waiting for the second i shut my eyes just so they can make a move

lock the doors up
close the blinds
load the gun up
grab my fucking knife
trynna kill all the motherfuckers i despise
the only problem is theyre in my head as their disguise

[Chorus]
i got big ideas but they never move along
i got big plans but they always fall apart
i been in the mist for way too fucking long
i been in the dark and i dont think theres a light switch

theres no light bitch
monsters in the night bitch
its kinda frightening
but i dont let it bother me

theres no light bitch
monsters in the night bitch
its kinda frightening
but i dont let it bother me

Mist. [Prod. yungdreamer555]

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PRODUCED BY THE TALENTED THERSX

LYRICS: 
(seejayxo): 
I been running running running tryna get away 
put the knife up to my neck I love to feel the pain
saw the needle in ur arm I know you feel the same

I been running running running tryna get away 
put the knife up to my neck I love to feel the pain
saw the needle in ur arm I know you feel the same
and if you really wanted me then you would run away 
i’m popping pills like I be popping tags 
you say you love me I ain’t feeling that 
I’m on my own I just be falling back 
I never trust no one how sad is that? x2

(SUDDEN DEATH):
I been trying my hardest just to get away 
all the shit you said it’s like it stuck with me all this fucking pain
I been hiding all my hurt you can see it on my face 
I been trying my hardest just to get away 
twisting my words just like a blade 
not okay 

(SUDDEN DEATH & seejayxo):
i’m popping pills like I be popping tags 
you say you love me I ain’t feeling that 
I’m on my own I just be falling back 
I never trust no one how sad is that?

(seejayxo):
I’m popping pills like I be popping tags 
you say you love me I ain’t feeling that 
I’m on my own I just be falling back 
I never trust no one how sad is that?

needles w/ seejayxo (prod. thersx)

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artist: popularreject
Production: lil XipZ
Mixing: lil XipZ
Master: lil XipZ
Cover Art: lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

[Intro: lil XipZ]
i dont think that ill ever love you more than when your here with me
your touch is just compensation for what you had done to me

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
im burning roses on your grave cuz i dont wanna let you leave
im hoping that the smoke will keep your ghost down underneath my feet

your spirit flys away past me just like a dove inside the wind
you make the days that were not grey turn to be so dark and grim

[Bridge: lil XipZ]
but you always escape, and you always will
you tend haunt my mind, with an intent to kill
you were always fake, so i had known the drill
you used to numb me bad, lovin u was like a pill

[Verse: popularreject]
You make me anxious 
Angst is 
All I feel rn 
You got me freakin out
I just woke up from a dirt nap
Woke up to the flowers that you left me
And I burned them 
Woke up feelin empty 
Feelin empty and deserted 
I’m burnin roses on your grave 
To make you stay
And I’m seein ghosts 
That have your face 
It’s makes me break
I say fuck what they say 
When I’m not 
All okay

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
im burning roses on your grave cuz i dont wanna let you leave
im hoping that the smoke will keep your ghost down underneath my feet

your spirit flys away past me just like a dove inside the wind
you make the days that were not grey turn to be so dark and grim

Burning Roses On Your Grave (w/ popularreject)

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Production: lil XipZ
Mixing: lil XipZ
Master: lil XipZ
Cover Art: Physs
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LYRICS:

i think that u hate me, hate me
n baby thats the issue
way too late to save this, save me
im tired of feeling misused

i be in a prison inside of my mind
black roses rotting im dead inside, girl
im tasting my blood but thats quite alright
licking the tip of the knife cuz im done girl

sorry baby i said i wouldnt do this
but i guess i been cutting again
sorry baby that im so fucking useless
but i needed to try and feel things again

cuz i been feeling numb
im tired as fuck
i cant seem to keep my eyes open
running out of luck
god this fucking sucks
i cant see why i continue to do this

YouHateMeAndThatsTheIssue

(prod is unknown unfortunately, please reach out if you are/know the producer)

what the fuck she say
cant give me brain
well run away
get in the car
your in my way
feel afraid
stay away
I'm not the same
push away
cannot escape
my mental state
is something fake

everyone said that they wanna die
get in my face
kick in the door
you cant say you'll run away
ill keep you trapped inside my heart, uh
running away from the start, uh
nothing you cant make this hard, uh
my music is art, fuck in the car

I know its small, yeah its like you're heart, uh
feelings fall apart, yeah
you always say its hard, to partake
nothing makes me feel the same, as when i met you
I'm goin mental  
I'm goin mental

I don't know why you don't, understand
green eyes in my head, as you hold my hand
no, something doesn't feel right
drugged, out from the night at the club, is she over it?

everyone said that they wanna die
get in my face
kick in the door
you cant say you'll run away
ill keep you trapped inside my heart, uh
running away from the start, uh
nothing you cant make this hard, uh
my music is art, fuck in the car

no I cant get you out of my face
stuck in my head, am I a disgrace?
I just wanna cry! help me get away!
feelin fuckin nauseous, I'm not okay

Impossible, neverland

NAVYXOWER - Landing Zero

Twinny Jay x Got My Groove Back Like Stella

Fade Away (Outro)

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Rainbow(in a world of oblivion) ft Heylee Manzeron prod by NEKK

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