these were the best weeks in my whole life

rip my brother this making me sad 😭😭

i hope i die soon, i just wanna fucking die

The lord takes those away who are too pure for life

I've lost so many people so many friends n family

Songs to self-isolate to

Swappin oxygen with smoke in my chest
You can see it everytime i take a breath 
In the depths seein death to the right and the left 
In the night gettin High while I’m lightin up cess
Til the day that I die my mind ain’t findin rest 
You don’t know  shit bout the lives that I led 
If I died right here it’d be my 89th
death 
Ash in the path on the floor where I step 
gettin high passin time in the mourge with my dead 
Died and found death then was forced to forget 
Used to want a family got orphaned instead 
On the floor where I bled where the poor only tread 
Fuckin with me then that’s Russian roulette 
With a full fuckin clip and a gun to ya head 
 My girl says Im smokin too much again 
In the graveyard lightin blunts for my  friends 
Please don’t forget who inspired these kids 
They said I’m fallin off then all their numbers stopped what a bitch irony is 
This governments showin a perfect example of what fuckin modern day tyranny is 
Might Stick a knife in this kid he keep eyein me bitch 
No matter how much I run from demons they seem to just find me again 
In my room thinking I’m better dying again 

At 15 I stayed in my room all adepressed  takin pills that were pressed now I’m overly stressed 
I’m bleedin can’t feel my heart beatin doc said he might have to rip open chest 
If I die don’t you cry just know it’s for the best 
Tell my son that I love em and I tried my best 
I know suicide ain’t designed for the rest 
And they’ll probably think that I’m weak when I’m dead 
But there’s enough life in the lines that I’ve left 
And the people inside of this life that I’ve met
To be someone who they couldn’t ever forget 
Just know I’m findin rest when I’m finally dead 
My girl wouldn’t feel like she should be if I was the one who was dead 
Without me always makin her stressed 
If my brain continues to function I hope that our memories fill up my head 
Atleast it would be like I ain’t even left 
In the graveyard there’s blood to the right and the left 
Ain’t felt alright in my mind or my head 
My whole life alright fine let’s just cut to the end 
In my dreams I’ve seen death almost 5miñlion times so if we talkin honestly what’s one more death 
Cigarettes mixed with cess while I grab on her breast
4 thousands nights we’ve stayed dead in this bed

isho 遺書(prod. farver & pizzle)

2025-07-29-214847867_31072025.m4a

Lyrics:
[Hook]
?
[Verse 1]
ive been feelin sad ive been feelin lonely 
ive been wishin thatd youd come around and hold me
feels like somethings missin even when im with the homies
thinkin back to when you said you loved the old me
i lay in my bed and wish i could go back
wish i wasnt so ugly wish i wasnt  fat
lifes like a ciggaret that shits a drag
used to want it all now i just want you back
i dont live in the present im stuck in the past
love is a drug and i want yours so bad
dont really believe feelings faded that fast
lookin for my heart so im diggin thru the trash
if its just friends then i guess imma be there
gotta learn that lifes not gonna be fair
ive been breathin herbs moe than i breathe air
i fell hard like i tripped on some steep stairs
[Hook]
?
[Verse 2]
i know it ended but my wounds still open
dont know why but im too scared to close em
acting whole but inside im broken
hide my emotions cause im too scared to show them
ridin the wave of life and ive been coastin
our ship got sunk and i stood floatin
knockin back the bottles ill fix it with the potion
but ive turned toxic and oh so potent
i miss you soo much and each day it just hurts
hating mself and i question my worth
maybe a chance aint something i deserve
but im still gonna ask for better or worse
i know you got problems and i cant solve em
but i could be your drug i could try to dissolve em
writing you songs and maybe i should stop it
but writing bout my pain is a habit i cant drop it













prod: @oceanonthebeat
mixed by: @kammichaelmusic

I Miss You... (prod. ocean)

Hope this helps the ones using drugs as a method to cope!
@keegan-hay3s

spotify!

Bad Habits ft. Keegan Hayes (prod. Sarcastic Sounds)

Featuring @sadboyprolific
Prod.By Stan Beatz

Overdose ft. SadBoyProlific (Prod. by StanXun)

#SCFirst

AVAILABLE ON ALL PLATFORMS - https://smarturl.it/masepsycho

instagram: instagram.com/masonrupper
twitter: twitter.com/masonrupper

How To Kill A Rockstar

Psycho!

SadBoyProlific - Hopeless

3 3 3 forever
i wrote this song  in mexico
insta @iimlxst

Sun Kissed

Sun Kissed (prod. ryan bevolo)

Stream this on Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/track/7BdlyzVvOqmwPH9dYtZfsx?si=LZrEShAqSpmw0Z2TehbxfQ

Play this on YouTube:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n78Gg6_zEQg

Dead Eyes

Powfu & Promoting Sounds - dead eyes (ft. Ouse)

Produced by @citrusgastank

Mix & mastered by @berler

Artwork by ig @mymindblcknwht

brighter days (prod. citrusgastank)

Lyrics:

[Chorus]
I don't wanna talk to you can you leave me alone
I blocked you on everything your numbers out my phone
Used to be my will to live and now you're just a ghost
Drag that blade right down my wrist I think it's time to go
I don't wanna talk to you can you leave me alone
I blocked you on everything your numbers out my phone
Used to be my will to live and now you're just a ghost
Drag that blade right down my wrist I think it's time to go

[Verse]
Demons so close I could taste them
Tryna cut em down like Jason
They used to say my flow was basic
Had to come through elevate it
I'm just the kid in the back of the class
Only ok when I'm off of the gas
Smokin' till my vision turnin' black
That's the only time that I relax
Homie I know I got problems
But at least I'm honest
With my homie's sippin' tonic
Yeah I've been off that chronic
Lately my stats been poppin'
'Boutta blast off like a rocket
I feel way to awkward
Never been one for talkin'
Society ain't met for me
This can't be my destiny
Most days I wanna rest in peace
Think God fucked up my recipe
Baby imma psycho I know I'm insane
Just talked to my doctor and he said he can't explain
All the fuckin' problems that he found inside my brain
Yeah you're the reason I wanna die everyday, yeah

[Chorus]
I don't wanna talk to you can you leave me alone
I blocked you on everything your numbers out my phone
Used to be my will to live and now you're just a ghost
Drag that blade right down my wrist I think it's time to go
I don't wanna talk to you can you leave me alone
I blocked you on everything your numbers out my phone
Used to be my will to live and now you're just a ghost
Drag that blade right down my wrist I think it's time to go

SadBoyProlific  - Time To Go (Remix)

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SadBoyProlific - Trapped

listen close to my words

produced by Ocean Beats
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpipAjo9fIhDMXOoo0Mm86Q

Listen on Spotify!

@rxseboy - i'm a ghost but it hurts (prod. ocean)

this is a great song from Ouse and Kam Michael

Ouse - i still think of u (ft. Kam Michael)

Rest In Peace Mr.A this ones for you.
produced by : @mental
mixed by :@kammichaelmusic

Gone But Not Forgotten... ft.Snøw (prod.mental)

@sadboyprolific
@le_play

lyrics:

SadBoyProlific:

i hate when im left on my own again
im just a broken kid hoping for someone to hold em quick
lost in emotions and potions this 
is me reaching and you cant even notice it 
you took my heart and then froze it quick
locked up the door and my chest and regret that i opened it 
vision is slow and cant focus i feel like my head is exploding 
shits getting old and my time is approaching 
this is a mindset i think that my minds fuckin broken 
just look at the way that im coping 
ounce nothing less what im smoking
this is the life that ive chosen 
and ive had regrets every step of the way 
puffed up my chest as i left through the flame 
left you for dead and in my head im insane
dead for a red as i bled out in pain

Le Play:
what do you want from me 
this is just honesty cuz honestly ill fall asleep
before it gets hard to breathe 
ill constantly just fall to piece 
you know its hard for me but still you pry so modernly
this is a tragedy or more just like a comedy
keep playing the victim i know all of the lies your tryna sell
im stuck in this room thats full of these mirros all i got is myself
you know i live for the pain 
you know im stuck in the rain 
i do it again and again and again 
and everythings broken and always in vein

boots (Le play X SadBoyProlific)

https://youtu.be/pK5iQpjySIs?si=vXUVLGzcDeRZOxCH

終ることがない苦痛

Gone But Not Forgotten... ft.Snøw (prod.mental)

SadBoyProlific

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