always strive to be better. don't do it for others, do it for yourself, because at the end of the day. when they're gone, and you're the only one left, it's up to you if you want to keep fighting.

Queen Of The King Sized Bed (Prod. by Taha)

some things don't happen when you want them to. sometimes you make big mistakes. get over it, move on, and do better cause life isn't about focusing on one thing.

Xavier: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCrIZX6MSaUgyxzr27loJkDw

Lyrics:
Wish I did things a little differently
Got my regrets there a piece of me
Now I'm sitting in my dirt
Looking up a people questioning my worth
I'm so plain 
Think I might've lost my brain
I'm so lame
Would you wanna call my name?

Chilling with a lump in my throat
Calling for a bitch that wanna take my poke
Maybe I don't feel that bad
Or maybe I'm more confident when I'm sad
I'll come through
If I like you its times two
Maybe times four if the feeling is more
But I doubt that
Sorry but I tend to get bored
Cause I'm in love with a girl
But we don't talk anymore
It's so shitty 
But I don't need your pitty
Cause I'm still trash
And I mad you feel bad
And I know it 
Yeah I know it
And I'm sorry
I'm so sorry

I wanted this time to be different
I honestly hoped I had changed
She's killing me slowly
I'm feeling so lonely
And now I'm just stuck with the pain
I'm sad
You're sad right
You're glad
For this night
You knew that we weren't something
But you let me stay through that night
I'm mad, for my life
I know, we weren't fine
You held me closely
Then you told me that I would be alright

There's something (x4)
There's something you wanted to say
I'm running (x3)
I'm running cause I just didn't wanna face

That fact that I didn't feel shit
For me or for my close friends
Sitting back feeling dead at my desk
sixteen, why the fuck am I depressed
I was the bad guy
That's why
Loved too hard
And then died met again with a broken heart
I'm so selfish 
I just wanted the love
But it seems to fade when I'm smoking some bud
Now I hate this
Nothing ever seems fun
Except looking at the barrel of a loaded gun
Now 21
Thinking that I found my world
Loves the way I sing even loves my curls
Blessing or a dream it don't matter to me
Cause I'm already addicted like some nicotene
Still sad
But I started being glad
Of everthing that I'll have and what I've had
I'm at peace
Thinking that I'll still be me
When I'm finished with my life and my destiny
It's all real
It's not done yet so I'll chill
Whats coming next I don't...

Some Times Aren't The Right Time (Prod. by Xavier) (2020)

Music is my only way to vent. Nobody really gets it. Lyrics down below.

Check out wetgropes
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sfm2Mj5a-aw&t=55s

Lyrics:
Imma a free trial
If ya need hug
Hit me speed dial
Low on funds 
But we kick it in style
Give my love 
Only for a short while
I wont budge 
When you say I'm sorry
I wont budge 
If you miss my party

Just make sure
That you cancel
The due date
If you don't want this
For the long way

I got issues
Yeah I know it
Darling I'll miss you
I won't show it
How can I fix you
When I'm broken
Now I'm lost
On the interstate

And I need you
Yeah I know it
How do I please you
When I'm hurting
Thinking I'm see through
I'm worthless
Lose my mind
In another place

I'm so down
Baby I'm bound
Will you feel me now
Or are we falling apart

Cause I'm doing what I can
Can't you see that I try
Only wanna hold your hand
When we rise to the sky
Tried to be a different man
Be the love of her life
Should've stayed the way I was
Am I starting the fight?
I ain't blaming anybody
It's fault of our youth
I want forever
But a trials all I get 
What's the use?
Getting sad
Didn't last
Why do I always lose?

Imma a free trial
If ya need hug
Hit me speed dial
Low funds yeah
But we kick it in style
Give my love 
Only for a short while
I wont budge 
When you say I'm sorry
I wont budge 
If you miss my party

Just make sure
That you cancel
The due date
If you don't want this
For the long way

I got issues
Yeah I know it
Darling I'll miss you
I won't show it
How can I fix you
When I'm broken
Now I'm lost
On the interstate

And I need you
Yeah I know it
How do I please you
When I'm hurting
Thinking I'm see through
I'm worthless
Lose my mind
In another place

free trial (prod. by wetgropes)

Matt OX - Overwhelming
Produced By @Oogiemane
Mixed By @Yung3m

Overwhelming

Overwhelming (Prod. @OogieMane)

New mix as of February 2019

im just keepin time
trynna keep my life in line
feel like im falling behind
so imma keep on keeping time

im just keepin time
trynna keep my life in line
feel like im falling behind
so imma keep on keeping 

im just trynna keep my head up
trynna keep my chin straight
time it never lets up
im just trynna keep face
not trynna get these checks up
just trynna smile these days
i know it sounds messed up
but lemme set things straight
dont give a damn about the money, not what im about
and i know that that sounds funny but it wont keep me around
yea its nice but money wont change how my lyrics sounds
if theres no more room for smiles in the world just kill me now
cause thats what im trynna do
thats what i hope my music offers you
and if its just some random lonely dude
i hope this gets him through a day or two
when you're in the dark money might not bring you light
don't worry bout tomorrow just try to smile tonight
im just chillin trynna find my rhythm in this life
so im counting with the measures and im trynna get it right

Keeping Time (new mix 02.05.19)

Ride or die.

Go check out Kofi, they have some other good beats yo.
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCRasSgtg1f19OUApitcJdRQ

Art by: https://www.instagram.com/lovreii/

Lyrics:

(Chorus)
Let me take your hand
We can dance
We're inside your room
Trippin with your friends
In the benz
Till the afternoon
Parents on the edge
Are we dead?
Guess it's overdue
Girl you got your fans
And your brands
But I'm here for you

(Verse 1)
Her friends are fake
And they only wanna roll
I got my sense 
And I'll never let her go
She playin hard and I'm
The only one who knows
I'll say it now that 
I might just go for broke

You and I 
Spent to many times
Being high
I don't really mind
We decide
Leave it all behind
We're alone
Stuck inside a lie

(Pre-Chorus)
And she don't realize
That I've been by her side
I'm not that great 
But baby I'll apologize
The only thing I want
Is for you to be mine
I'll treat you right
So

(Chorus)
Let me take your hand
We can dance
We're inside your room
Trippin with your friends
In the benz
Till the afternoon
Parents on the edge
Are we dead?
Guess it's overdue
Girl you got your fans
And your brands
But I'm here for you

(Verse 2)
You don't mind staying inside
Then you cry while saying you're fine
I can see the pain in your eyes
You don't like when I'm in disguise

And I 
Just want to see your face
But you keep
Playing all these games
I miss
When we were all okay
But time has caused us
Both to change

(Pre-Chorus)
And she don't realize
That I've been by her side
I'm not that great 
But baby I'll apologize
The only thing I want
Is for you to be mine
I'll treat you right
So

(Chorus)
Let me take your hand
We can dance
We're inside your room
Trippin with your friends
In the benz
Till the afternoon
Parents on the edge
Are we dead?
Guess it's overdue
Girl you got your fans
And your brands
But I'm here for you

💖Here For You💖 (Prod. by Kofi bæ)

letting out things i had held in
song is out on ALL PLATFORMS 
social media 
instagram: @graveyard
twitter: @musicgraveyard

I Don't Have To Tell You I'm Okay Anymore

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/7wPaF7s1HxSoT5cWrs0RAq?si=LFS52w0rR1u1t0gpA2MLtw

BANDCAMP: https://collidingwithmars.bandcamp.com/track/the-cutest-girl-in-hell-w-bluknight

dedicated to you

composed and produced by colliding with mars and bluknight 
mixed and mastered by lil polearm 
additional vocal engineering by leorinda 
lyrics by colliding with mars 
cover art by colliding with mars and adrelix

lyrics:
[Verse 1] 

If you’re gonna go and waste my time 
Go all the way 
Go all the way 
If you’re gonna go and waste your life 
Go all the way 
Go all the way 

You are not okay 
I feel your steadfast in your sway 
If I’m to take away the pain 
Would you still see the light of day? 
And you know 

[Pre-chorus] 
Diligence is best when served if 
With a cold fist and a gaze of death 

[Chorus] 
Feel you, hold you 
Be there for you 
Know you are more 
Than what 
They say you are 

Don’t go crying to yourself you’re the cutest girl in hell 
And hell is a state of mind 

[Verse 2] 
With your cigarette 
I feel your sense of self regret 
I know you stumble, but don’t fret 
I hope my gaze is less intense 
And I know 

[Pre-chorus] 

[Chorus]

the cutest girl in hell (w/ bluknight)

Art by 
https://teller-of-tragedies.tumblr.com/ on tumblr <3

Produced by

@annie-hb 
&
https://www.instagram.com/quingrunden/ 

Go show some luv <3

Also shoutout to Bootleg Boy for hosting this!! Means the world to me :)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8DxOJwQFzNc

Hope yall enjoy this <3

Hosted by Bootleg <3

Living Pastel Beauty, Chasing Neon Dreams... (prod. Pastels)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zlo0q6cWv8A

Shoutout @ginsengxx & @amadxus for producing this heat 

Also shoutout to Global for hosting it ! The homie fr 

Go Stream/Buy:

http://hyperurl.co/206y7d

Music video coming one day fr

Buy/stream <3

BOYZ DNT CRY [Prod. Amadxus + Ginseng] + MUSIC VIDEO IN BIO !

I don't blame those who have hurt me, just know you did and it changed me..

Please go check out Jalen Tyree he's so awesome @jalentyree

Art by Jalen Tree

Lyrics
Drowing up in my emotions
I don't really understand the notions
That I get
Differnt parts are throwing fits
Differnt voices talking shit
But that don't ever seem to matter
Try to change but it's not enough
Why should I even give a fuck
Not everybody is as stong as you
It's harder for me to get out the blues
But thats not all of it
Anxiety, low confidence
Depression and the constant switch
Between the different me's
The ones nobody sees
And I keep losing faith
Because I try to trust in god
But still I run place
I keep the spirit in my heart
Don't want to run away
But then I try to play my part
And it really aint all that great

I feel myself going under
I feel myself dropping fast
Tell my momma I love her
Tell my dad that I crashed
If I pray a little longer
Maybe I can feel alright
I don't wanna waste another second
Worrin bout life

You tell me that I'll be okay
You tell me that I'll be alright
You don't know whats in my mind
Did you know you made me this way

And I'm not giving you the blame
Just know I'm not fine
I wish that you'd realize
That I'm tryin

You tell me that I'll be okay
You tell me that I'll be alright
You don't know whats in my mind
Did you know you made me this way

Made Me This Way (Feat. JalenTyree) (Prod. by  DillyGotItBumpin)

check out Marow https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCx6PQ1y0mMe3snqzVLn1dYQ


dont own the art

I'm tripping on an ocean
Running through the stars that shine for us
Girl I know your broken
I know you want to love me but theres no trust
There's monsters in the closet
Tonight
I'm feeling kinda nauseous 
Hold tight
Take me to a place where we can dance slow
It never has to end inside my head though

its a bad time
theres voices in your head that mess with your mind
  
come on baby whats the move
tell me what i gotta do
show me how i gotta prove
that im only wanting you

so baby dont you go away
stay up in my bedroom
we dont even have to change
listen to the same toon
sit up on the roof and we can look up at the sky
anything to keep you from having to say goodbye

so baby dont you go away
stay up in my bedroom
we dont even have to change
listen to the same toon
sit up on the roof and we can look up at the sky
anything to keep you from having to say goodbye

when we kiss like boom
staying up till 2
yeah i lose my mind 
when i see those moves
please dont make me choose

we gon do our thing
when i get that ring
then imma get that bread
we gon be all set
with a big soft bed
and a brand new head

that what i want
i want forver
all from the heart
we'll do it together
we'll get so much better
we just gotta start

Im looking in your eyes
looking in your eyes

Her Eyes Only (Prod. by Marow)

FENDIGLOCK – FENDIGLOCK
FENDIGLOCK – Папа

FENDIGLOCK

FENDIGLOCK – Папа

FENDIGLOCK – FENDIGLOCK
FENDIGLOCK & LIL MORTY – Панк

FENDIGLOCK & LIL MORTY – Панк

FENDIGLOCK – FENDIGLOCK
FENDIGLOCK & MAYOT – Тайна
у меня грязный нал не поможет стирочка

FENDIGLOCK & MAYOT – Тайна

FENDIGLOCK – FENDIGLOCK
FENDIGLOCK – Анализы

FENDIGLOCK – Анализы

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