vocals by @brynnmiche (+ sadfem on track 2)
produced/mixed/mastered by sadfem
lyrics written by @brynnmiche (+ sadfem on track 3) except covers written by their respective original artists

samples used (track numbers):
"i walk alone" by @deadyami(1)
"Blue Heart" by Kade Burst (2)
"Problem" by Unicorns Killed My Girlfriend (2)
"manic depressing" by neverminding (3)
"BERRY" by GC (5)
"3AM" by @deadyami (6)
"home" by @deadyami (8)
"20201122 163626" by @the-death-of-karma (9)
drum breaks:
Amen (1, 2, 8, 9)
Funky Drummer (1)
Think (1, 8, 9)
Unwind Yourself (8)
films:
Umbrellas of Cherbourg trailer (5)
Synecdoche, New York (8)

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brynn ﹤/3 + sadfem - barely coping

They always ask me to stop smoking cigarettes
Telling me one day I'll smoke myself to death
But I'll find my place in this world without you here
But I guess I'll stick around for another year

You were never worth it (never worth it)
Begging you to stay with me
I should have known better (known better)
You would never change for me

Head in the smoke
Eyes hazy, staying low
Lost all sight of myself
Who am I now?

Why waste my time when you could have been mine?
I just wanna be everything you need
Got me fucked up in my head again
And it makes it hard to breathe
And I always keep my head in the clouds
'Cause I know I'm absolute in doubt
There’s a reason why I don’t call you back
In the end will you haunt me now?

In the end will you haunt me now?

They always ask me to stop smoking cigarettes
Telling me one day I'll smoke myself to death
But I'll find my place in this world without you here
But I guess I'll stick around for another year

I wanna be someone (somebody else)
To forget who you are
I’m a lot like you (so much like you)
But you tear me apart

Head in the smoke
Eyes hazy, staying low
Lost all sight of myself
Who am I now?

Why waste my time when you could have been mine?
I just wanna be everything you need
Got me fucked up in my head again
And it makes it hard to breathe
And I always keep my head in the clouds
'Cause I know I'm absolute in doubt
There’s a reason why I don’t call you back
In the end will you haunt me now?

In the end will you haunt me now?
In the end will you haunt me now?

I feel like I'm falling all the time
Now i feel weightless, high all the time
Ready to go now, everything's fine
No reason to live, no reason to die

brynn </3 - smoking to death (sadfem remix)

teenage burnout *birdbath

You are
toasted
roasted
finished

I will
end you
with the 
pull of my trigger

I shoot before I aim
I never check the chamber
I will kill and I will maim
If you are near me you are in danger

Got my prop gun in my hand
Ill shoot as fast as I can
Kill kill kill kill some more
I just a got a new high score

Kapow
you're dead
a bullet
in your head

boom bang
into you 
turning red
turning blue

I believe in gun control
so no one can defend themselves
against my prop pistol
I'm a menace of a man

POV: I'm Alec Baldwin and You are Staring Down the Barrel of my Prop Gun

Video

PLZ STFU!!!

nouns - closer

negative xp - wasting my time (acoustic)

Today was not a good day

verse 1
I dont wanna do anything cause everythings gone down the drain
I dont wanna be anyone or anything that can feel pain at all

chorus 
I don't care no I don't care x2
your always bugging me 
wish you would fucking leave x2

verse 2 
I do my best to be a decent human being but everyone makes it so hard
and all thats on my screen and played on the tv makes me wanna say

Don't Care

ts gonna be okay
in the very end
yeah ill make lots of friends
maybe i could make amends

but lifes a joke
and ive known that for a while
even when u see me smile 
know ive been down for awhile

I dont know whats wrong
everything seems fine
ive just been down on my luck
maybe i just need to fuck

some sunny day
i'll start anew
its gonna be okay
in the very end
yeah ill make lots of friends
maybe i could make amends

but lifes a joke
and ive known that for a while
even when u see me smile 
know ive been down for awhile

I dont know whats wrong
everything seems fine 
ive just been down on my luck
maybe i just need to fuck

some sunny day
i'll start anew
i'm not sure jus what to do
i was hoping i could count on u

it's gonna be okay
it's all a dream
ur gonna wake up some time
 feel a shiver down your spine

i don't wanna live
i don't wanna die 
when u call out my name
know that i am not the same

so i'll take a pill
maybe two
forget about this life
fight another fight

can't stop feeling down
but hey what's new
one day i'll come around
or ill end up in the ground

but who fucking cares
cause nothings real
dig my grave in the dirt
cause nothing fucking hurts

one sunny day

Used To You

It takes so long to try to understand
The ease in how to reach out
From this hardened shell of hidden pain

Things never change
Leave all your lies untold
I've heard enough

All my love was never felt the same
Have I been wrong to assume
That my dream can be

We remain the same
We remain the same
We remain the same (bury me)
We remain the same (let me go)

Noradrenaline

I'm so happy that I'm officially back to releasing music again! This song is really special to me and thank you Alarc for working on the main instrumental, I'm super happy we were able to combine our sound. Thank you Destiny for the incredible and unique vocals, she thought of the main meaning of our collab, including the name and it just all fit perfectly. Finally, thank you Sizeland for releasing our song, anyway, hope y'all enjoy 2030! :)

Morva (Me): https://soundcloud.com/morvaofficialmusic
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/danielmorva5/
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/1oLm079Nm3iu3G87ydUTwt

Alarc: https://soundcloud.com/alarx 
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/alarc_producer/
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/5VL2Pu664H5jxRPwU8lBTG

Destiny Hooks: https://soundcloud.com/destiny-hooks-781907463
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/destiny_hooks/
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/2YmvbIhcsdNNjAlGtL7o8b

Sizeland: https://soundcloud.com/sizeland-records
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/sizeland_label/
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/user/qx3ulry0s1bfbjjyzurkbzf68?si=ef23f967212443a3&nd=1&dlsi=38cee72583554fbe

Alarc, Morva & Destiny Hooks - 2030 [Sizeland Release]

Runnin, runnin, runnin, runnin round this town I once knew.
There is some things that I'd be askin you.
Do you have a say?
Do you have a grip?
Or at you the whim of the world?
Whatever happened to this town I knew?
I just can't recognize a thing.
Every single I pinch myself
hopin that it's all just a dream.

So I'll just get away for just a little while,
I just don't see any other way.
Feel the warmth of the sun,
castin on my achin heart,
I began to smile.

Is there anyone by your side?
Or are you all alone?
Is there anyone you can call?
In this land that you call your home.

So I'll just get away for just a little while,
I just don't see any other way.
Feel the warmth of the sun
castin on my achin heart,
I began to smile.

Get Away For A Little While

Click4Peace

vocals by @brynnmiche
produced by me

lyrics:

baby i need you in my life, in my life
please bae don't go switching sides, switching sides
i swear this is where you reside, you reside
please bae don't go switching sides, switching sides
yeah yeah yeah
ooh
please don't throw your love away
please don't throw your love away
please don't throw your love away
oh yeah yeah yeah

i'm nauseous, i'm dying
she ripped my heart right out
can't find her, someone to
my eyes are all cried out
lost it, riots
gunfire inside my head, i've
lost it, riots
gunfire inside my head

FUCK LOVE [xxxtentacion + trippie redd cover]

haunt me [teen suicide cover]

lyrics/vocals by @brynnmiche (last verse written by me)
produced by me
samples "manic depressing" by neverminding ~ https://neverminding.bandcamp.com/track/manic-depressing

lyrics:

what if we kissed irl?
i think it could go well
just want you to stop and hold me
when you kiss me all soft and slowly
what if we kissed irl?
i don't know if you could tell
just wanna be your one and only
you're with me, you don't gotta be lonely

i wanna tangle up both our legs
keeping my head on your chest
there isn't a place i'd rather be instead
than here with you in bed
always taking care of me
checking up and telling me to eat
feeling nervous 'cause i care what you think
you're everything i need

what if we kissed irl?
it's been going pretty well
i hate it whenever you ignore me
i'm afraid you're gonna find me boring

do you love me?
or was it all for nothing?

always online
you can reach out to me anytime
just thought you should know it
i don't feel so hopeless
when i imagine kissing you irl
been missing you like hell
don't ask me how it's going
alone i'm barely coping
but i'm so happy i have you
to dm sweet nothings to
don't know what i'll do if
it proves too good to be true
scared it could be
all for nothing
won't you tell me
one thing:

what if we kissed irl?

what if we kissed irl?

natural born loser who makes electronica that integrates varying amounts of ambient, wave, dnb, breakcore, bedroom pop, trip-hop, digicore, and whatever else it could be labelled, underpinned by a distinct ear for melody, melancholy, and dreamlike atmosphere.

i also offer affordable mastering! my prices:
£15/single
£45/EP
£75/album

PLZ STFU!!!

sadfem

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