for ALYONA

October 2020 🔥

hoodie

Late Fall 2020

Sad Trap Emo Underground

Hard to press Try Again

photography by chi (:
https://www.instagram.com/apieceofchis/
https://twitter.com/chehthechuy

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/3XygqM6yYtHQGMm3EMjmm8

your smile

i dont wanna wander anymore

your warmth w/ yung thom

crime tech.

joji - midsummer madness  [eisu & crime tech remix]

THE STORY SO FAR - TAKE ME AS YOU PLEASE (BL1THE REMIX)

First single from GOOD MORNING CRUEL WORLD

EYES ft. Rawska (Prod. YAWNS)

Bad Posture

Sleep Paralysis

110k! feat. Lil Tracy prod. Yung Prenup

missed your text now im stuck in the middle
cant remember the last time tht i didnt feel this
hole inside my heart and soul
i never thought that life would turn me this cold

nicotine help me tolerate another day
thc makes my sanity just slip away
3 more shots til im back into my happy place
drank too much now im crying in the back again

self doubt again
cant get the fuck out my head
this might be the end
i think this might be the end

i cant trust this bitch i know she digging for gold
i dont know if i could ever trust a soul
got my hand on the blade if u want smoke we could go
i been screaming at the sky cus i been searching for some hope tonight

missed your text now im stuck in the middle
cant remember the last time tht i didnt feel this
hole inside my heart and soul
i never thought that life would turn me this cold

nicotine help me tolerate another day
thc makes my sanity just slip away
3 more shots til im back into my happy place
drank too much now im crying in the back again

go fuck yourself i
dont care what you say
hope this storm will pass
drowning in my pain

nicotine [prod. 93feetofsmoke]

Produced by IOF @prodiof

Featuring Lil Zubin https://soundcloud.com/lilzubin

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GO4iSvl5I1o

Lyrics 

If only I could
Just see her again 
Just to feel her again
Just to taste her again 
I know
We made everything better
Just to watch come undone 
Better off if I forget her
Now you know I’m not the one

I’m not the one

Yeah I heard you found someone
Yeah I heard you found someone 
Yeah you heard I found someone 
Said you didn’t give a fuck 
But your just acting tough

I’m not the one

Now you know I’m not the one 
Now I know you’re not the one

I'm not the one 


Lil Zubin 

You always say too much
Than you take it all back
How could you forget all the times we had
Why am i the one you haunt?
Take me by the hand
Pull me to the edge
Now my fates all in your hand
Push or pull which do you want?
Turn the light down low
You disappear where do you go?
Just want to hold you close
One more time, all i can do is hope


XOSkeletal 

I know 

If only I could
Just see her again 
Just to feel her again
Just to taste her again 

I know

Still trying to forget her 
Even though she held the gun 
As my body hit the ground
Would you kill the one you loved? 
I'm not the one

Yeah I heard you found someone
Yeah I heard you found someone 
Yeah you heard I found someone 
Said you didn’t give a fuck 
But your just acting tough

I’m not the one

Now you know I’m not the one 
Now I know you’re not the one

I'm not the one 

Lil Zubin 

You always say too much
Than you take it all back
How could you forget all the times we had
Why am i the one you haunt?
Take me by the hand
Pull me to the edge
Now my fates all in your hand
Push or pull which do you want?
If only just one last time 
Yeah

Spotify

If Only Ft. Lil Zubin (Prod. IOF)

[+] stop talking words are useless.
* featuring @trechorboy + @sushisai * prod by @boyfifty *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[verse 1: seejayxo]
you could take my love and you could throw it out
got me looking at the stars when you not around
thats why i be jaded, fuck what u be sayin
i ain't even playin when i say that i'm make it
i don't feel anymore, eyes hella sore
i got the bag and it's Christian Dior
i'm callin for you, i'm callin for you

[verse: 2 trechor boy]
gas inhalation took me on vacation 
 i never get love i hate the sensation 
a life worth lived makes no sense 
cuz  we all die in da fuckin end like

lemme paraphrase Thoreau, he said
“rather love, money, faith, show me da road”
and i uh, i guess i understand that now
dont vibe with the lies they be tellin u now

[verse 3: suisai]
stop talking words are useless
can never hold up
What did you expect it 
to be different 
Shouldlt even have to convince
but they all look from outside
Walls could cave in at
Any givin moment
it looks like its the time to
Stop wishin for it to get better
And wash that pain away
Pitter patter of rain on the rooftop
i could lay in this bed all day
  And think And listen and look 4
For a sign pls remind me again
what really matters at the end of all this

[chorus: seejayxo + trechor boy]
like i want it all too
fuck it i'll fall through
i thought i loved you
i thought i loved you
like i want it all too
fuck it you'll fall through
i thought you loved me
i thought you loved me

useless

follow boyfifty

useless (feat. trechor boy + suisai)

violent

yeah, im feeling hurt prod. Bennykaay

One Time Thing

they always act like it's nothing, they always treat u like u did something.
i hate being the one that everyone despises, my feelings are pure but she only cares bout devices.
atleast I'm nice. pedals falling like dying wishes we held dear.

x2

actors (acoustic)

**Listen to on Spotify**

https://open.spotify.com/track/5TY4PXI2mOG246vbYkLSgq?si=b9_dADYCRVm4Uq5yD5Iq8Q

Anxiety(2014)

safe

★aschente!★ (prod. uglyzucc) [nitecore mix]

Listen on Spotify

halo ft. tommy ice (prod. lilidentitycrisis)

KiD Kurl x Baby Gos - IN THE END (Cover)

Release date is 29.09.2020 19:02 Need to remember for my friend and

Prod. DAt1292AMMorning or W

1292Forex

september / stay away

feat. @cozyboycries
prod. @antongxldn & @prodiof

I know she only want me cause she know I'm going far...

✦ VIDEO OUT NOW

Kissing In The Dark Ft. Cøzybøy

sinister

Cuff Jeans - TyFontaine

New Attitude (Ig:@tevilbloom)

ART BY @LAKOOZI
｡･:*:･ﾟ★,｡･:*:･ﾟ☆
PROD. CONTAINER
｡･:*:･ﾟ★,｡･:*:･ﾟ☆
THE END IS NEAR...

KILLSADIST & YATESXV - NIGHT & DAY (PROD. CONTAINER)

please drop us a follow
instagram - @mccn_alreadydead
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Rip out my insides through the back of my head
I feel you do it again
And again
And again
I decompose in the leaves
I believe you forget
There's something missing you know what it is
It's gone, I guess i'm just already dead

This isn't what I wanted
What happened
Will someone tell me where it's coming from
Rapping i'm dying I'm tryna be something i'm running from
Hang my body like a coat in your closet
Now i'm just a ghost and the house is haunted

I hope you choke
On the words in the back of your throat
(back of your throat)
watch you soak
Light you up
Breathe you in
Turn to smoke

I ain't takе this emptiness for granted diе and learn from it
Don't call me a thug I just can't feel shit aye
Crush me with the only drug you can't make somebody take
I been trapped inside a house of memories for a decade
I can't get through all the heartache
I can't get through all the palisades
Try to see somebody else
But I just see your face
Cast a spell on me
I fell for you
You kill me in the worst way

(worst way)
Cast a spell on me
I fell for you
You kill me in the worst way
Wish I never met you in the first place
Wish I never met you in the first place
(Kill me)
(Kill me in the worst way)

Rip out my insides through the back of my head
I feel you do it again
And again
And again
And decompose in the leaves
I believe you forget
There's something missing you know what it is
It's gone, I guess i'm just already dead

Choke (prod. cobra)

mccn.