prod https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCxFiJWixhdVMDn2TtN0L8rQ and https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCDJbJhZuEFF8X-npl1tPUrQ

feature https://soundcloud.com/hazenova <3

suffer in silence w/hazenova (prod. smokerose & iof)

feel you now (acoustic)[prod. IOF]

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/cypression

produced by: https://soundcloud.com/pekarot_161

no one to hold me w/cypression (pekarot)

lyrics:
these nights i just sit on my rooftop
reminisce bout the times that have passed 
moments where i was happy now i’m not 
cut me free oh cut me free 

if i could take what is left 
watch these cards turn into nothing 
a knife in my back 
guess it’s nice to have company 
i can’t forget these promises made 
no more painting in violet 

if i left would you forget my face 
would another person just take my place 
do i wanna stay or occupy your space 
are there better days will i just be erased 

cut me free oh cut me free 

some day i’ll just get off this rooftop 
but for now it’s the right place to be 
oh cut me free

rooftops [prod. pekarot]

lyrics:

i feel the weight
on top of my chest
im laughing at the ceiling
soon i'll get to rest
im better off dead
ima waste of a human
talk loudly
i can't hear you
im bound by things
that im scared to
face
no i'll never get away
i hate 

im slowly
slowly
losing time
im so damn sorry
that im sick of life
and please dont ask me
if im alright
i got nothing left
to sacrifice

i think im really too insecure
gonna push you all away
so i dont make it any harder
you'll do fine anyway
and i know that to be true
we all wanna be special
but im afraid that im mental
and i'll lose it all
i watched both of you scream
and fight it out
and now you both expect me
to figure it out

things in my chest

things in my chest.

stars in the roof я люблю тебе (prod. aura)

Smileys back Sophisticassidy!

Twitter.com/sadmccn

Lyrics


I don't want you to rest in peace
I can't believe you're gone 
I miss the smile on your face 
The way you use to contemplate every word to say
And no i'm not okay 
I'm tired of the fakes 
If you were here you'd put them in their place

I've been dreamin we will meet again
In these pills I see your face
All I feel now is empty space
Blame it all on me i'll take your place in a heartbeat 
I know you're watching me
Blame it all on me i'll take your place in a heartbeat
I can't stand to see your grave
Your ghost is watching me 

I'm trying to believe their words when they say... 
You know
You're in a better place, sometimes it's hard
Someone please help me feel something
Instead of lay awake without you here 
Most nights I feel like
I was the one that died that night

Cause' I don't want you to rest in peace 
I can't believe you're gone
I miss the smile on your face 
The way you use to contemplate every word to say
And no i'm not okay 
I'm tired of the fakes 
If you were here you'd put them in their place

I've been dreaming we will meet again
In these pills I see your face

Empty Space (prod. HXRXKILLER)

Thanks to Skele & Cxld Blxxd for helping me out, Links Below!

Skele:
https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt
https://twitter.com/lilskele
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCJJSOhs3_5gxJVtdwmjwPIg
https://www.instagram.com/ripskele/?hl=en
https://open.spotify.com/artist/423Khduf8laJb7K4Otg6M2?si=o6Ug-jCoQgKnV21R9dWH7w

Cxld Blxxd:
https://soundcloud.com/cxldblxxd
https://traktrain.com/cxld_blxxd#501028
https://twitter.com/CXLD_BLXXD
https://www.instagram.com/prod.cxldblxxd/

Lyrics:
Shooting stars in the sky,
Time to take flight,
Feels like yesterday,
That i saw you in the moonlight,
Glad that i'm happy now,
Cause without you id be dead by now,

Rotting in the grave,
Don't know what to say,
I wouldn't be here if i wasn't saved,

Sometimes we lose connection,
That's fine,
We just reset our problems,
Like our WiFi,

Everything's turned around,
Cause you helped me out,
How do i thank you,
For putting me on the right route,

Need to hold you tight,
Need you in my life,
Need you by my side,
Need you to say everything's alright,

Shooting stars in the sky,
Time to take flight,
Feels like yesterday,
That i saw you in the moonlight,
Glad that i'm happy now,
Cause without you id be dead by now, (X2)

Skele:
I'm glad that i'm happy now,
Cause without you id be dead by now,
Voices in my head screaming words so loud,
Trapped in my mind i cannot get out,
When I saw you in the moonlight,
I swear to god I fell in love that night,

I never meant to make you cry,
I just wanted you forever to be mine,

I swear to god I fell in love that night,
I never meant to make you cry,
I just wanted you forever to be mine,

Moonlight (Feat. Skele) (Prod. Cxld Blxxd)

art/mix/master/ by me


all i know has gone away from me i can’t explain 
all that’s said is done, i guess i’m better off 
i’m in it over my head
i’m falling over again
i’m folding under the weight of everything 
i think i‘m getting tired & sick
of how this world has been to me 

remember how it began
i wasn’t numb to it yet
before my soul was corrupt with all this sin
i wasn’t only a shell 
& now it’s haunting it’s me still
i can’t recover the way i was back then 

a story i can’t turn the page in
i haven’t felt your love in ages
i’m sorry i made a mistake in 
thinking i’d find a way to make it out of all of this alive 

no i'm not sure i'm getting used to it
you can lie to me once
but two times see right through it

Lie 2 Me (prod.  Sleye)

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/ripveins
produced by hazenova x jolst
drums by hazenova
guitar by: https://soundcloud.com/jolst

Empty Space (prod. HXRXKILLER)

mccn.