heaven sent (+:; rxms)

I would give away a life, I would kill for you..
Would you do the same for me? Baby, what'd you do?
Nothing hurts me anymore, but I know it's real. The pain is real.

No one cares whatever I think, when I talk pretend I don't speak. (x2)

There ain't a single fucking thing I wouldn't do for you,
I would throw away my soul for me and you, everything I do, yeah its all for you.

Leave me, I don't wanna go home, I've been really manic tell me that I'm psycho.

Nothing hurts me anymore, but I know it's real. The pain is real.

Kill for You  (prod. caustyk)

keep on dying (pekarot x jolst)

lyrics:
these nights i just sit on my rooftop
reminisce bout the times that have passed 
moments where i was happy now i’m not 
cut me free oh cut me free 

if i could take what is left 
watch these cards turn into nothing 
a knife in my back 
guess it’s nice to have company 
i can’t forget these promises made 
no more painting in violet 

if i left would you forget my face 
would another person just take my place 
do i wanna stay or occupy your space 
are there better days will i just be erased 

cut me free oh cut me free 

some day i’ll just get off this rooftop 
but for now it’s the right place to be 
oh cut me free

rooftops [prod. pekarot]

lyrics:

i feel the weight
on top of my chest
im laughing at the ceiling
soon i'll get to rest
im better off dead
ima waste of a human
talk loudly
i can't hear you
im bound by things
that im scared to
face
no i'll never get away
i hate 

im slowly
slowly
losing time
im so damn sorry
that im sick of life
and please dont ask me
if im alright
i got nothing left
to sacrifice

i think im really too insecure
gonna push you all away
so i dont make it any harder
you'll do fine anyway
and i know that to be true
we all wanna be special
but im afraid that im mental
and i'll lose it all
i watched both of you scream
and fight it out
and now you both expect me
to figure it out

things in my chest

things in my chest.

Deebo (prodriveo)

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Lyrics


I don't want you to rest in peace
I can't believe you're gone 
I miss the smile on your face 
The way you use to contemplate every word to say
And no i'm not okay 
I'm tired of the fakes 
If you were here you'd put them in their place

I've been dreamin we will meet again
In these pills I see your face
All I feel now is empty space
Blame it all on me i'll take your place in a heartbeat 
I know you're watching me
Blame it all on me i'll take your place in a heartbeat
I can't stand to see your grave
Your ghost is watching me 

I'm trying to believe their words when they say... 
You know
You're in a better place, sometimes it's hard
Someone please help me feel something
Instead of lay awake without you here 
Most nights I feel like
I was the one that died that night

Cause' I don't want you to rest in peace 
I can't believe you're gone
I miss the smile on your face 
The way you use to contemplate every word to say
And no i'm not okay 
I'm tired of the fakes 
If you were here you'd put them in their place

I've been dreaming we will meet again
In these pills I see your face

Empty Space (prod. HXRXKILLER)

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Rest your head on my chest 
Bite your lip
Bite your neck 
Kiss your lips in the road tonight 
Tell me that you love me 
underneath the street light 
Tell me that you love me but you always lie
Find me with a black rose 
Inside of a death note 
Death note 
Find me with a black rose 
Inside of a death note 
Tell me what you are
A death note 
A death note 

I got coke in my nose
Dancing on my own
If you want me dead 
Put the double barrel on my fucking head 
Tell me why the fuck I ever let you in
So take your pack of cigs
As I can't breathe 
And I can't win 
Can my heart ((can't) feel anything) 
Can't feel my face 

I'll sing you a song to sleep 
Like when you cared 
Fall asleep to my voice 
Playing with your hair 

I'm done trying can't you tell
I'm done burning in this hell
Fake my death and run from you 
Move out west and burn the boof
Trying not to play it off 
Like I don't have a clue 
You don't have a backbone 
And I doubt you have a fucking soul 
Find me with a black rose 
And a death note
And I doubt you have a fucking soul 

I got coke in my nose
Dancing on my own
If you want me dead 
Put the double barrel on my fucking head 
Tell me why the fuck I ever let you in
So take your pack of cigs
As I can't breathe 
And I can't win 
Can my heart ((can't) feel anything)
Can't feel my face 

Ive had the same nightmare 
for a whole year 
the one of you crying 
and saying I'm trying 
and baby come over
And I don't wanna fight anymore
But it's not to endure

Ive had the same nightmare 
for a whole year 
the one of you crying 
and saying I'm trying 
and baby come over

Ive had the same nightmare 
for a whole year 
the one of you crying 
and saying I'm trying 
and baby come over
And I don't wanna fight anymore
But it's not to endure

Deathnote (prod Scryer)

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/ripveins
produced by hazenova x jolst
drums by hazenova
guitar by: https://soundcloud.com/jolst

used 2 b golden (feat. veins)

i miss the old you
do what we used to
i miss the old me
i dont know
i miss the old you
and what we used to
do when i used to
think i knew

i miss the old you
do what we used to
i miss the old me
i dont know
i miss the old you
and what we used to
do when i used to
think i knew



terrified
i can never hide
my minds sanitized
broken wide
open eyes
just to see my own demise
i wanna whip in a audi
i wanna house with my dudes
and a doggy
maybe a cat
maybe its that
my indecisiveness
holding me back

ive got a feeling my feelings are whack
but ill never know
im too scared to ask
what if its that
what if its that

what if its that
what if its that

what if its that

what if its 

my head is tearing apart at me
self sabotage is a part of me
this is the art in me
the is the feeling i get
whenever i think im depressed
whenever i think im the best
cause theres not a difference
that is my genuine inference
i am not special or different
i am not special or different
but that's no excuse to be average

i miss the old you
do what we used to
i miss the old me
i dont know
i miss the old you
and what we used to
do when i used to
think i knew

i miss the old you
do what we used to
i miss the old me
i dont know
i miss the old you
and what we used to
do when i used to
think i knew


used to think i knew

Empty Space (prod. HXRXKILLER)

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