But its okay
pulling out the 9, i don't know what to say
i was in a bad place, moving in to bad days
i was feelin like a looser, you could see it in my face

its a waste just to say
that im feelin okay
but i know that time is healing me, each second of the day
feelin lost and astray, and i cant stay awake
ill be makin lots uh noise, till im stuck inside my grave

it gets cold in October
the air reminds me every year, the day that we got closer,
don't try to loose my mind
I been manic here at times
but the way the shit was goin, couldn't see me a surprise

thought that I would die
ima man in a disguise
i been hiding all my feelings, same to u, you didn't try
couldn't see the signs
you said i should die
sad to say i think i loved more each time you would disguise
you hated me at times

its a waste just to say
that im feelin okay
but i know that time is healing me, each second of the day
feelin lost and astray, and i cant stay awake
and ill be makin lots uh noise, till I'm stuck inside my grave

i got demons in my head, and they makin me feel dead
i don't wanna be upset, you could see it in my head
if you tried a little harder, youd be next to me in bed
i was feelin pretty led, led into distress

yeah this time you wanted me to leave you lone, but no one said
i was cheating in my head, i was finding ways to spread
cause ive known that you have hated me for years, with that said
ima leave you in the dirt, and think that we have never met.

GRAVE (prod. nvki)

respect the dead
sorry for your loss erika :(( - mitch n me 

Lyrics:

[hero]

240 ppl died around the world during this song
nobody recognizes it i'm not that worried falling off
your gut it shifts when u realize that's not the 1 u love
you got like 80 years at most so live ur life just how u want
live your life just how you want
cause death is coming for us all
it'll be quicker than you thought
i wish you had understood
but i'm alone inside this earth and i got no one

[navyxower]

too many people die its art
when you talk about this shit inside a song
but its not a fuckin joke when u know time is coming up
pack up all ur fuckin memories to bring em to the top

like holy shit were floating
in-finite nothing'niss is clouding out my orbit
theres like a million fuckin centuries left
but we aint ever see that shit
my own brain is like a weapon fighting me until im dead

and its makin me so stressed
sometimes dont see a point in doing anything i guess
cause all i think about is it all going, to shit
when time, moves on without me what will i see, next

[hero]

240 ppl died around the world during this song
nobody recognizes it i'm not that worried falling off
your gut it shifts when u realize that's not the 1 u love
you got like 80 years at most 
so live ur life just how u want

george+239 (ft. navyxower)

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Lyrics:

head high private
this time will pass
cannon fodder
how long will u last
soldier boy
come home to mama
soldier boy
come home to papa

he didn't even know what he had been fighting for
in conditions no human could take anymore
he met many empty husks created thru a war
waged from hypocritic passages 
centuries old
yet still we push on
for a reason we had never known
more than a few situations he'd probably've died there

i don't wanna talk anymore
i'm not alive dear

won't u hold his hand
as he passes from this world for good
won't u
won't u ease his conscience
that his efforts were not in their vain
and meet his eyes as you say

head high private
this time will pass
cannon fodder
how long will u last
soldier boy
come home to mama
soldier boy
come home to papa

come home to mama
come home to papa
come home to mama
come home to papa

soldier boy (ʎpoqou)

@noxious-nights - 1st
@navyxower - 2nd
@yoimn3ver - 3rd
@soulfadexo - 4th
@emptychest - 5th

(noxiousnights)
I lost it all 
But I act like i'm okay
Even life is dying
So how am I still there ?
I take control
I can't put up with that shit
I'll be doing my best
Lately that's how I live
If you believe what i say then you got it all wrong
Only truth that i talk is written in those damn songs
She's been coughing like she's dying when she hits the bong
I'm playing with her hair and i help her staying strong
No, I promise saying how i fucking feel never helped me at all
I have this burning pain so i'm never feelin cold
I gotta move up North, all year long i wanna be in the snow
my body's gonna rot, will my story be told?

(NAVYXOWER)
blatantly, suffering, daily
WAKING UP, TO DREAMS THAT FUCKIN SCARE ME
holding on to you can fuckin save me
MAKING UP UR MIND, I NEED SOME HELP PLEASE!

i just wanna do, somethin right in my life
dont want no broken dreams, just keep my memories in line!
CONTEMPLATING LIFE
MY VISIONS GONNA DIE
DONT LET GO OF MY HEART
DYING RIGHT INSIDE

(teddyboi)
i got scars on my arms, i got scars on my thighs
people call it a nightmare, i call it my life
ptsd and substances, they coincide
i met the devil, he told me go inside
he put me in a chair, and said "this fuckers gotta die"

im not good at answering texts
tell me you love me, i leave you on read
plug tells me these are strong
tell me when i should care
id rather be high & dead
than comprehend that you were there
its all abt the music
aint nobody care

(soulfade)
Snow White ate a poison apple
Losing all at a downfall
Not fair for losing control
Might be just a “be all, end all”
Like lost babes in the woods
Pale wolves come rushing on in
I know what could’ve gone worse
Time is strange, but I know it’ll last

(emptychest)
what else is there 2 say? 
im okay
u still stalk my stories every damn day
ay taking hits
take a hint, take a hint
youre acidic
i love the way the smoke burns in my throat
i love the way it hurts and the way i ignore it, ignore it 
do you like how i hurt? do you like how i hurt? yeah.
does he like how i try? does he like how i try? no..

Shattered Dreams w/ noxiousnights, NAVYXOWER, teddyboi, soulfade & emptychest [+ sogimura]

prod wisssery x yago
https://soundcloud.com/xweepings

TORVA
you just broke my stature
and all the stance i had
when you saw i was hurting
you said it was in my head
and you just broke my heart
and left me out for dead
i cant seem to follow
the path inside my head

yea, n u said im nothing special
break my heart and throw it away
so youll cause another breakup
another one but im not the same

n u said im nothing special
break my heart and throw it away
so youll cause another breakup
another one but im not the same

WEEPINGS
I've been waiting for you just to call
hard to focus think that I might need some adderall
ever since you left been near psychosis
watch the smoke just fall
hard for me to practice inner locus when I'm at her disposal

I've been staying to myself
patching up my brain
no I don't need no fucking help
calling out your name
I'm at the bottom of the well
wishing you were with me
to save my mental health

TORVA
n u said im nothing special
break my heart and throw it away
so youll cause another breakup
another one but im not the same

n u said im nothing special
break my heart and throw it away
so youll cause another breakup
another one but im not the same

WEEPINGS
Lost in my mind when the night time hits
it was the wrong time, wrong bitch
said that I'm fine
you know thats not true
I'm done wasting my time
on all her lies
put up my disguise until I feel fine
but dying inside
I can't remember that look in her eyes

said that you love me you don't
hand on my throat
cold as a ghost uh huh
and I know that you've read all I've wrote
you were the parasite, I was your host
x2

torva x weepings - anguish

prod iof <3

life's not fair :')

[lyrics:]
i dont get what i did wrong
i waste my time cant write a song
i wish you would communicate
but you dont you're not the same

i dont want to find another girl
cus you are everything i want
im living in a lonely world
i really thought that you're the one

i dont get why you do that
baby come back home
you were almost perfect
now you're fucking cold
dont be scared im not angry
i still love you so much
remember when you met me
i gave you all my trust 


you know i'd die for you
i would do everything
just to see you smile
im wondering if you think
about me that much too
i would do everything 
just to see you smile 
i would do everything

im not angry (iof)

prod. nevrfall






mix. ztope


lyrics-

swno-
Aye cup full of vodka
I’ma chase it down right
Nah nah yuh 
Aye cup full of vodka 
I’ma chase it down right
Nah nah yuh 
Aye weed in this blunt 
Gonna roll it up tight
Yuh frost on my finger
Tips call that frost bite 
Yuh running out of fucks
To give Ima be fine 
Ima die no life line
Aye fuck what I said
Bitch I’ve been up for
2 night drinking all night
Just to sorta feel right
Aye cup full of vodka
I’ma chase it down right
Nah nah yuh 
Aye cup full of vodka
I’ma chase it down right
Nah nah yuh 

Aye fuck what I said
Bitch I’ve been up For
2 nights drinking all night 
Just to sorta feel right
Aye fuck what I said 
Bitch I’ve been up for 
2 nights smoking all night
Just to sorta feel right


2nd verse-
swno-

Aye Putting my thoughts in my notes
Yuh Writing this shit help me cope 
Yuh making this shit while I float 
High for two nights yeah I know 
Aye I do not care what you wrote
Like Why do you still hit my phone


 shizukesa. -

i know that i should try
but i spend every second second guessing if i'm alive
that's why, i been gripping at the knife
cause at least i know myself, but myself wanting me to die
and i don't really wanna cry yet
fucking dissect
everything in my head
can i die yet?
tell me i'm a reject
let me bleed out
fell inside the trap now
just a rebound

2nites w/ shizukesa. (nevrfall)

2nites w/shizukesa.   (nevrfall)

Japan

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[ Lyrics]

You said I would never make it baby girl you lie
I just wanna be up with the stars up in the sky
I don't wanna think about ya, get it off my mind
Baby when I hit it can you look me in my eyes

You said I would never make it baby girl you lie
I just wanna be up with the stars up in the sky
I don't wanna think about ya, get it off my mind
Baby when I hit it can you look me in my eyes

[Jay's Verse]

S-o let me go
Tell me that I'll never know 
S-o let me go
Tell me that I'll never know
Ice cold like the snow
I just want to be alone
Ice cold like the snow
I just want to be alone
Let's go, let's go
Baby can you get the phone?
Let's go, let's go
Baby can we hit the road?
XoXo baby can you let me go
XoXo baby can you let me know

Baby can you let me know
S-o
I don’t call, I don’t show  
Think of you when the sky hangs low  
Heart’s quiet, but it used to glow  
Now I move like I’m in slow-mo  

You said I would never make it baby girl you lie
I just wanna be up with the stars up in the sky
I don't wanna think about ya, get it off my mind
Baby when I hit it can you look me in my eyes

You said I would never make it baby girl you lie
I just wanna be up with the stars up in the sky
I don't wanna think about ya, get it off my mind
Baby when I hit it can you look me in my eyes

Xoxo

XoXo - JAYISDEAD x $ekHmeT [ prod. by Fatsio ]


Slow burn. Digital paranoia. Street-coded silence.
This track moves like a ghost in the system—haunting, cinematic, and emotionally armored. “Main Character Energy” is for anyone who’s ever felt like the glitch in the matrix.
🧠 Gen Z-coded themes:
• 	Ghost mode over group chat
• 	Loyalty is rare, silence is currency
• 	NPCs talk, main characters move
💥 Vibe:
• 	Melodic trap meets ambient street soul
• 	Reverb-heavy vocals, whispered ad-libs, and glitchy textures
• 	Built for slow-motion visuals, neon edits, and TikTok loops
🎯 Play this when:
• 	You’re watching the watchers
• 	You’re moving solo, but never aimless
• 	You need a reminder that being different is the power

#MainCharacterEnergy #GhostInTheSystem #NoCapNoFold #NPCSeason

Shining

mccn.