my fucking godd ally youve done it again youve made an absolute BANGER

keep on dying (pekarot x jolst)

lyrics 

I sang a love song for the Devil as she cried herself to sleep
panic can be overwhelming, let me show u how to breathe 
just focus on my hand that's on ur back between ur breaths and I'll be here to calm u down
do not fret

do not fret, there's things that I regret 
there's pain inside my chest
and I think I need some rest, uh
fortnightly at best I'm hitting up the plug
man I need a fucking sesh
I'm just tryna do my best, word
lately I been stressed
maybe that's a guess
I been losing track
man my heads a fucking mess
I'm staring at these walls tryna find it
a spark of recognition but ur faceless 
and I hoped to say goodbye
but I didn't time it right
n' my memories are still there somewhere 
but they're tasteless
please don't put be on a waitlist 
face it, joint sparked, got me weightless
ima keep on goin, ima go until I make it 
but look at me I'm back to writin' raps again
back to pullin' cones until my eyes are soley red again
here's the life and death of an asshole they call shameless
if u get me drunk enough I might just have to say it
n ur deceptions become evident 
when the evidence is buried by ur backdoor
ayy, oh what u lying for?

I sang a love song for the Devil as she cried herself to sleep
panic can be overwhelming let me show u how to breathe 
just focus on my hand that's on ur back between ur breathes and ill be here to calm u down 
baby please do not fret
cause there's blood down the pathway
struck my side with a sharp blade
stumbled down where the trees breathe 
there's no fear as my eyes glaze
a total freeze to her mindframe
my god what has she done?
I promise they'll find me
just give it a few days



a love song for the devil (jolst)

cover of king slayer by my best friend @nevermadeithome produced by back2thapast and irby

original song here: https://soundcloud.com/nevermadeithome/king-slayer-prod-back2thapast-x-irby

king slayer (cover)

prod. nevrfall






mix. ztope


lyrics-

swno-
Aye cup full of vodka
I’ma chase it down right
Nah nah yuh 
Aye cup full of vodka 
I’ma chase it down right
Nah nah yuh 
Aye weed in this blunt 
Gonna roll it up tight
Yuh frost on my finger
Tips call that frost bite 
Yuh running out of fucks
To give Ima be fine 
Ima die no life line
Aye fuck what I said
Bitch I’ve been up for
2 night drinking all night
Just to sorta feel right
Aye cup full of vodka
I’ma chase it down right
Nah nah yuh 
Aye cup full of vodka
I’ma chase it down right
Nah nah yuh 

Aye fuck what I said
Bitch I’ve been up For
2 nights drinking all night 
Just to sorta feel right
Aye fuck what I said 
Bitch I’ve been up for 
2 nights smoking all night
Just to sorta feel right


2nd verse-
swno-

Aye Putting my thoughts in my notes
Yuh Writing this shit help me cope 
Yuh making this shit while I float 
High for two nights yeah I know 
Aye I do not care what you wrote
Like Why do you still hit my phone


 shizukesa. -

i know that i should try
but i spend every second second guessing if i'm alive
that's why, i been gripping at the knife
cause at least i know myself, but myself wanting me to die
and i don't really wanna cry yet
fucking dissect
everything in my head
can i die yet?
tell me i'm a reject
let me bleed out
fell inside the trap now
just a rebound

2nites w/ shizukesa. (nevrfall)

2nites w/shizukesa.   (nevrfall)

timeless gng

unwrote books and passages
time will wake me up id rather be dead
take this plate away from me before i get sick
i love this life and now i dont wanna live
sad.
they live for themselves but they ignore you
thats how it goes it shouldn't surprise you
theres alot of people who wanna look like you
including me you really tinted my hue
you said im bad but im doing fine 
so what the fuck do you mean?
yeah i learned from being a bitch
now im not really that mean no more
i promise ill do better.

unwrote books and passages
time will wake me up id rather be dead
take this plate away from me before i get sick
i love this life and now i dont wanna live
sad.
they live for themselves but they ignore you
thats how it goes it shouldn't surprise you
theres alot of people who wanna look like you
including me you really tinted my hue

what do you mean?
i know im not
i promise ill do better.

unwrote books & passages (wisssery x sharp)

(chorus)

i will be
gone with the wind
you told me you’d never love again
so i have been
cryin myself to sleep
so will you take my hand
and guide me out of this again
just try to understand that
my shaky legs are weak

(MVØ)

finding it hard to speak
finding it hard to breathe
why can't I fall asleep
something inside of me choking me honestly
fuck an apology
why does it fall on me

drive home alone in silence
30 on the dash but my mind keeps racing
replaying
every moment, never lose track of the look you gave him

and I know that either way it's over
I thought I'd come out of this sober
lost touch now I'm filling my cup, yuh
yeah

(bridge)

this anxiety
has got its grip on me
oh cant you see
i’ve been drowning 
i need this please
oh cant you set me free
cause i have been falling 
to pieces

(EPITOME)

i’ll never see you again and i know that
and it’s been 5 years but you still never wrote back
i’ve been here all this time
i can’t seem to figure out why

(chorus)

gone with the wind
you told me you’d never love again
so i have been
cryin myself to sleep
so will you take my hand
and guide me out of this again
just try to understand that
my shaky legs are weak

i'll never see u again w/ MVØ (nevrfall)

10 seconds and im in
based
flipped visions got erased
faced
with the painful truth 
that i dont give a fuck
i dont know what works
but i know 
i was the first
and ill always be the worst
x2

in a different state 
fuckin blacked out
they dont know my name
huh, its how it stays now
yeh
id really
like it
if you kept my name in ur mouth
cus i wanna be talked about
fuck it if i roundabout
spent my life being kicked around
a to the m to the gay 
to the "what the fucks this kid sayin?"
i
dont
get around
i just wanna be grounded

10 seconds and im in
based
flipped visions got erased
faced
with the painful truth 
that i dont give a fuck
i dont know what works
but i know 
i was the first
and ill always be the-

worst.
but anyway,
im scared
that im not gonna make it farther than i am
right now
and i struggle more than i ever have
but now its different shit
and i guess i gotta write about it 
why u stayin in this life if u not really all about it?
im just an angsty teen with the same shit 
that you deal with,
so whats special bout it?
fucking nothing.
i dont deserve any of this shit,
so gimme nothing.
but they'll always be a side of me that wants somethin,
live a life,
maybe fuckin god damn be somethin.

0 seconds and im in
based
flipped visions got erased
faced
with the painful truth 
that i dont give a fuck
i dont know what works
but i know 
i was the first
and ill always be the worst
x2

what works? (valious & maxflynn)

produced by wisssery & jolst
i feel a little like my face is melting
and my truth is shaping 
into something that i dont want it to be
i dont want it to be
and i cant even change it
even if i fucking wanted to
but i dont :p
but i dont.
no i dont
no i dont
oh i dont
oh i dont
no i dont
no i dont
its easy to not care when youre fucked up
feeling despair has never been so familiar 
the grass is green and the sun is bright, but
you wont get me out my room tonight
out my room, room
out my room, room
out my room, room
room, room, room.
out my-
yeah
fuck writing
i just needa find a beat and throw my thoughts inside it
woah
woah
woah
woah
yeah
fuck biking
to your house in the freezing cold
frost bite on my god damn nose
where'd you go?
who fucking knows.
where'd you go?
who fucking knows.

what works? (valious & maxflynn)

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