nice 😁 creative outlet is the best therapy... he shouldn't have made you need therapy, but I like your talented choice of expression_ TY

Great songwriting - and love the attitude in your voice.

Bandaids

My Mother Wants Me Dead

Hobo Johnson- Romeo & Juliet

one person there
on the sidewalk
or the pier , i’m unsure
and it’s me , looks like it
i think , i’m unsure
and shes walking forever
or until she drowns
she hardly noticed the difference
slipping all the way down
unrequited oh god 
it all is

one person there
in their bedroom
laying down , i’m unsure
and its raining , it pours
i think , i’m unsure
and shes tossing and turning 
until she drowns
she hardly noticed the difference
cept there was finally no sound
unrequited oh god
it all is

it all is

Pretty For You

heyyo. here's a lil midnight original interlude. hope u like it <3

lyrics:
i don't miss you
not in the way that i used to

i still think of you
but not in the way 
that i grew used to 

and i hope that you're happy
i hope that you're strong
it's hard to hate somebody 
when you loved them for so long

i don't love you
not sure if i ever did

you still cross my mind
sometimes 
does that make me a piece of shit?

and i hope that you are happy 
and i hope that you are safe
you were mine and now you're not
and after a while i see that it's okay

god i hope that you're doing okay


pls stay tuned for bigger and better things coming 

xoxo

a song for my ex

heyya, haven't uploaded in a while, sorry. 
also sorry this one's so sad. 
hope u enjoy it. 

lyrics:
i 
desperately wish i 
could be your 
saving grace but
iiiiii
dont know how

i
desperately wish
i could put 
a smile on your face
but you took your past wounds
and you ripped the stitches out

(again)

iiiiii
iiiiiii wish
that iiiii
could be your oxygen
but youuuuuu
dont seem to want to breathe (anymore)
youuu seem so set 
on your false pessimisstic view in your own reality 

stay tuned, more is coming.
xoxo

god i wish

hello, here's a lil original. sorry it's sad, it's all i can write. i hope u enjoy it.:) 
lyrics:
no one's ever gonna look at me 
as though i'm life itself
it's a harsh fact of reality
and it doesn't do much for my mental health 
but i i i 
have never been much for avoiding the truth

my smile's never gonna bring 
someone's eyes to tears
my friends tell me just to wait out
give it, idunno, like 15 years
but i i i 
have never been much for optimism anyway

and soon that ship will sail
and my hair will turn to gray
i'll think back to my "glory years" 
if you could even call them by that name
and though i i i 
have never been much for regret

i'll regret this
i'll regret

not being the one who looks like life
or having a smile that makes someone cry
or just being so damn hard to fall in love with 

i'll regret
not sneaking out to kiss in parked cars
or not lying out under the stars 
but what i i i 
will regret most is
you

stay tuned for more
xo

regret

Can Ghosts Be Gay?

Here's to Coming Out

everyones gonna hate this but i guess i dont really care
____________________________________________

i can tell 
it’s getting bad again
because i was in the bath 
and i thought 
“what if i fell asleep 
and choked on the water
and they called it all an accident”
and so i
picked up my phone 
to give you a call
like i promised i would 
if it was getting all 
too much
and i thought
“why does it matter anyway”

because i’m
i’m secluding myself
from my body and the world
i hate being me and i hate being a girl
scrubbing my face
to try to remove all my skin
but my pores fill up with bone
wash rinse repeat again
i lay my hands out flat
leave them in partial light
water twice a week
one morning one night
flowers bloom into my veins 
crawl their way up my throat
and i pray that god’ll call you and let you know
that he finally let me
choke

a song for my ex

sadsarah

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