how I used a knife

how I used a knife on myself

[luci]
don't let me fall
if i let you in
one to my chest just tear my skin
one to the head, don't let me live
my minds in panic, you slit my wrists
in awful times
i hate my life

i wait too long for something right
don't you take my light, ill do things right
i'm sorry

[crayon]
i lay my head in the dark
its not what you want its what you are
i know its all my fault
and i hate the way i stand
and i cant handle my friends
i think my times come to end
why would you hate me after all i did
i cant find the words to describe the way you feel to me
i cant
but before you leave
make one promise to me
you wont let me fall
you wont let me down
can you be my heart last time around

lucille & crayon - i hate my life

prod/feat/mixed by: @lovebunii
cover art by: @crusah

lyrics:

bunii

my blood is on ur hands, my body's laying still
u tried to call my name but it's too late for real
my blood is on ur hands, u hurt me for the thrill
i tried to pick it up but you don't wanna heal

i wont make it out of, ---- hurting me
---- so i just see, ---- for the one that got away
i wont make it out of, ---- hurting me
---- so i just see, ---- for the one that got away

so so 

you know we ain't meant to be alone
so tell me what you need and i could get it for ya
and even if i end up dead, i won't forget the words you said
and i know shi don't last forever, but 'm forever in ur debt

baby it's alright, and baby ur all mine, i don't care what u think ur doin
don't care what it is, or when u ask, baby let's get into it
lost my way but think i'm back, had to keep my heart in tact
baby i can't even see no more, my memories went black

on ur hands w/ bunii

more than us

My eyes roll back in my head
Lustful all around
You see me in your head
Watch out baby I swear the winters coming
My fault okay I get it
Do you hear me knocking
Do you hear me calling

If you played your part it would be so different
Baby I understand it now
You look at me in my eyes
I swear I fall in a trance
I swear we were so in love
And feel on me with your hands
Dont know how I missed the signs
Ill just start all over again
Rain starts falling oh its going to snow again
Hear you calling I wont pick it up again
All my problems Ill deal with it another day
Storys behind those scars but I still love you baby

Lustful all around
You see me in your head
Watch out baby I swear the winters coming
My fault okay I get it
Do you hear me knocking
Do you hear me calling

5. bella,winter is coming (bunii)

alive

this song is a cover of "don’t get around much anymore" by the ink spots

bunii - don’t get around much anymore cover (the ink spots)

track 3 from the villain demos

its too much i wont talk about
its too much for me to apologize to you
yes i lied to you
i know that you cant live without me
you want me to be with u forever
but of course i lied to you

you dont know the answer that i told her
and she dont know the answer that i told you
all i do is lay back and smoke doja 
i know that its something im not told to

took your heart and split in two
i done took your heart and split it in two
you dont play your part to tell u the truth
you dont play your part to tell u the truth

more than us

Sae Bryce