I love OOHYO
I love pizza
...im lactose intolerant
a tragic forbidden lovestory

[icchan] PIZZA

giving someone love is
you are the one
giving someone sad is
you are the one  

you are my star , my artist and my idol  
i don’t mind if i don’t have anything

if you are hard 
you can take a rest
everything is fine
all right 

you are my day (yeah)
you are my sunshine
you are my happy day , every day

i just like you
so i hope you are happy (day) 
i love you so much ya

baby 이해해 

우린 늘 다른 아침을
맞이하지만
I think I know what you are saying.
네 눈빛
그 속엔
많은게 담겨있어
(우주같아boy)
때로는 무너질거같아 넌

you are trying to more than just having
you don’t have to do that
 
if you are hard 
you can take a rest
everything is fine
all right 

you are my day (yeah)
you are my sunshine
you are my happy day , every day

i just like you
so i hope you are happy (day)
i love you so much ya

tell me 말해줘 마음이 겉도는 거 같을 때 
save me 그 목소리는 날 애타게 해
tell me 미안해 이렇게 또 다시 널 보내네
save me 구해줘 내가 너에게 갈 수 있게

20's idol (Feat. Rosy)

Better Off

you taking all these pictures
don’t wanna see you with her baby
abercrombie fitch shirt
remember that i bought that baby
难道你不觉得羞耻
在我面前, 当众以及, 你这样子
甚至一周都还没过

so tell me why you do that
因为我还是忘不了你
最近这黑暗，有多么痛
连一句话都没有说
你已经踏着脚步，开始离开我 
诉说我哪里不够
你要分开的理由

i would have loved you better 
过一会儿你就看得出 
yeah we belong together
比不上你和我的相处
独一的爱
无二我们一样完善的一牌    
能不能绕我的身边回来
 
－

i hope that whenever you’re with her
taking her to coffee and dinner
somebody walks in wearing something that i would have
and now its just me you be thinking of
我们的历史
she doesn’t know bout it
现在我必知的就是
if you still keep our photographs on your bedside
午夜之后想着你 sleepless all night 

i would have loved u better 
为什么你不能看得出
yeah we belong together
她比不上你和我的相处
独一的爱
无二我们一样完善的一牌    
能不能绕我的身边回来

我忍不住 this baby
能不能绕我的身边回来
受不了看你们在一起
能不能绕我的身边回来 

you posting all these pictures
of you and her together
so i can’t help but wonder how you are
do you miss us like i do
i would’ve held my loving back if i had knew
I’m looking at your photo right now

照片 (demo2) - 11:12:18, 3.02 AM

Wednesday Girl ft. slchld

i been thinking bout you late night
새벽까지 여전히 잘수 없어
움직이지 않았던 내 맘이
갑자기 복잡해 졌어  

또 물어봐, 난 왜 이래?
널 볼때마다 난 무너져 
like I didn't already know you
but now suddenly I'm losing my cool

그때 지금까지 똑같은 너
(yeah no doubt, you're still)
스타일 바꿔 머리 잘랐도
네 매력적인 미소와 네 목소리 (yeah)
feeling so out of it one look at you and my vision’s blurry
자꾸 궁금하지만 난 몰라요

only friends that’s howwe identify
how’d that change for meyeah overnight?
friends never lovers 
혼자서 i suffer
over you, wanting you
what should i do?
(mm yeah baby what should i do?)

yeah you got me like
what the fuck is this feeling
can’t fight it
끊으려고 했지만 아직 이 느낌이 남아 woah
어떡해 풀어할까? 
우린 형제 듯이니까 
but i can’t see you like that anymore no
아무리 답답해도 이젠
i’m gonna keep my distance so then
더 깊게 떨어지지 않을거야
(이게) 확실한 말한다고 말야 

why’s it you and not a stranger? why
not even that good looking
but  guess u cute when u fooling round
why’s it you of everybody? why
too close for comfort
oh baby why?

think i’m in love with my best friend
tried to but i can’t pretend
that you aint the one i want
i’ve fallen hard for my best friend
tried to but i can’t pretend
that you aint the one i want

cos we’re only friends that’s how we identify
how’d that change for meyeah overnight
friends never lovers 
혼자서 i suffer
over you, wanting you
what should i do

**sorry for the konglish and the mixing that bass was v hard to tame

just friends (demo)

Back Into You ft. Isadora (Prod. a2k)

Here's a song I've been sitting on for a long time ago and I just wanted to get it out there cause I don't want to be sitting on this track anymore. 

Produced / Sung / Written - @thomasalanng

Lyrics:

Verse
Pulled you so close to hear my heartbeat 
Pulled you so close hear my lungs breathe 
Oh thought we were thinking the same things
But you always lied just to make things right 
but you made me more hurt
 
 
Chorus 
Unmutual love deep cuts when it's been so long 
Unmutual Love no trust after you've been so scarred
Omg no why’s your cold as stone 
Omg no I still feel so alone

Unmutual Love

in late 2019-2020 my friend joel introduced me to splice and let me borrow his  account, another friend manny also lent me his very expensive looking electric guitar, and in the same time period i also went into a bit of a depressive spiral while encountering a lot of issues while working on an official mixtape release, so i wrote a lot and tried to produce my own music for this first time to get through that and that's how these demos happened.
this is a personal project and all the songs are released in the demo versions that i made and recorded each one in that day. (i'm really sorry about the mix quality but i hope u like the demos here in some way or another and maybe feel them as i did)

i would sincerely like to thank joel and manny for the splice and guitar sponsorships respectively whether u know it or now yall really helped me through a weird time. also my family if they ever come across this for letting me make music late into the night even though i can be noisy sometimes and for loving and supporting me through many years of depression and anxiety. s/o anyone who has/has experienced that or any mental condition along that line and still got out of bed to make something of a day, and especially to all families and friends who knowingly or unknowingly stay with us through everything and  carry our weights when we can't

to disappear

(if i )don't stop

Runaway

IamSamRui (voicenotes/ drafts/ travel diaries):
https://soundcloud.com/iamsamrui

samantharui@hotmail.com

Better Off

Sam Rui