i dont wanna take back what i said back then
every word that hurt you baby i meant
but i didn't do it on purpose
believe me when i said ifelt nervous

said you loved me boy but i felt nothing
just apologize then go back doing the same damn thing
you get mad when i wanna talk
like loving me is a job you can't stand 
you're my man so why do i feel like i'm

all alone when i came back home
when we shared our bed
running through my head
was the thought that though i love you so much
it just aint enough, it just aint enough

and in spite of all you've done to me
you've got issues but i got mine too sorry i couldn't be
more patient less insecure
wanted so bad to be unsure
if i should do what i did
so sorry i couldn't fix

what we had
just too many cracks
in the house we built
sinking in the sand
like thunder's echo and a lightning's crash
we burned so bright, burned out so fast

picking up what's left and lay to rest
your memory, the could-have-beens
and again today it's pourning rain
and i' not ok in the aftermath

aftermath (demo)

Produced by  'giiana' 
Guitar. 'Shin Ji Hoon'
Artwork by '김근아'
Mastered by 'TOBYNOH'
special thx to 'Jeebanoff'

텅 빈(So Faded)

produced by giiana
songs&lyrics by bevymaco,summersoul

special thx to thinkessay, jeebanoff

Bad Dreams (feat. Summer Soul)

Yella D - On the way to You

'Already'
ArtinbStudio.com


노을 같은 너의 그 입술이
바다 같은 너의 그 입술이
내겐 어떤 별 보다 이쁘지
너에게로 이어지는 기분이
Can you be my la la la

굳이 어떤 식으로 널 정의하지
않을 거야 우린 규정들을 멀리하지
그래 보고 싶어 나는 너의 그대로를
너는 그런 내 마음 안에 있는데
넌 너무 예뻐 이미 다 알잖어
늑대들의 눈빛이 너를 향해 가잖어
넌 내게 어떤 환상도 줄 수 있어 이제 내 옆에 와
도톰하게 두껍게 이제 맞아줘 아찔하게

노을 같은 너의 그 입술이
바다 같은 너의 그 입술이
내겐 어떤 별 보다 이쁘지
너에게로 이어지는 기분이
Can you be my la la la

너가 내게 왔을 때 난 말해 너무 귀여워
너가 있었으면 해 내 옆에 항상 말이야
작은 이빨이 오목조목한 얘기를 만들어
입술에 결따라 흐르네
우리가 언제나 이렇게 좋을 수 있다면 뭐라도 다하겠어
너의 입술이 내 볼에 도장을 남기면 난 멋있게 말하겠어
너는 내 여자고 우린 이제 구름 위로 가
내일 아침까지 흘러흘러 가

노을 같은 너의 그 입술이
바다 같은 너의 그 입술이
내겐 어떤 별 보다 이쁘지
너에게로 이어지는 기분이
Can you be my la la la

너와 있고 싶어 오늘 밤이 다 가도록
목을 안고 있어도 돼 노을이 지도록
넌 너무 예뻐
오늘을 하루 종일 옆에 있어줘
너를 만나고 내가 많이 변한 것 같아 내 말이 뭐냐면
우리가 나눈 모든 기억들이 너무나 귀하고
너가 소중하다는 말이야
우리가 누구보다 더 아름다운 사이가 되기를 원해
앞으로가 중요하다는 너의 말에 고개를 끄덕여

노을 같은 너의 그 입술이
바다 같은 너의 그 입술이
내겐 어떤 별 보다 이쁘지
너에게로 이어지는 기분이
Can you be my la la la

I deserve that kiss right there
아직 너는 몰라 내가 뭘 원하는지
노을을 닮아


Produced by S.K.

Already

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입술 (Lips)

Wanita - Mickeyleano:
https://open.spotify.com/track/0feC8y1sOw3TTIHmSOmPhI?si=SEKmWvqlRROEr2RovYqUcA

(p.s. s/o nara and nadine thanks for the voicenotes)

--

Jatuh dari berdiri 
Angin bertiup 
Budak yang tak berisi 
Kurangkan berani 
Kenapa datang sini 
Jangan bohong kami
Lelaki suka buat macam gini 

I been alone for a while
That's my style now 
Men they come and go 
But they just to kill time though
I’m in love with this freedom 
Why they think that we need em   
Push to shove 
Making love 
Thats the way that we see them (oh no)
don’t think I’m going home tonight
i’m too wasted on this mic tonight 
so let it be on the record 
I don't really care if my heart gets better 
This ain't about to be a love letter 

I don't wanna say that its for sure 
but things change and we know now
them golden days are way past our time

I think I took too long to decide how much i wanna get 
Too much going on 
People coming in coming out 
Jump around scream shout 
Throw your money in 
Money coming in money going out
Burn it all in an hour

Jatuh dari berdiri 
Angin bertiup
Budak yang tak berisi 
Kurangkan berani 
Kenapa datang sini 
Jangan bohong kami
Lelaki suka buat macam gini 

Haven’t seen u in a couple months
You feel so familiar to me and so i trust you
I guess you’re still to me
What i am to you 
Kick it on the couch - if we cuddle, is that cool?

It's funny how it works out when its going down the drain 
I can see you smiling when you're standing in the rain 
And my raincoat's dripping 
With the thought of my disdain 
Can I pull you close and smell the skin over your veins

Lelaki

Track #4: FBHPT (Fine Boys Have Problems Too)

music and lyrics: Sam Rui, Grazy Grace
prod: Gen Neo (https://soundcloud.com/allaboutthebeat)

baby text me like he forgot 
he got 5 other bitches to worry bout
blow up my phone in the first 2 nights 
but now he don’t answer and i aint got no
time to be wasted on waiting on you
if you don’t really want me then tell me the truth
you got other options i understand
just need for you to be the bigger man

So tell me how its going down
if its really me that you want
you wanna fuck around and have fun
then just go
but you always say
fine boys have problems too
just want your loving boo

but you don’t know how to show me love
wanna trust you but i’m just not getting enough
hard for me to trust
cos you look the way you do
these girls they all want you

you’re mine, mine you say
wish i believed but you so far out of my way
mine, mine, stay
you’re mine, mine 
baby never go away

i aint no like that 
you aint no like that 
you take my innocence away like its nobody’s 
heartbreak's a night away
one good girl down thats what you and your homies say
i'm just another number for you to remember 

두번 다시 생각 하지 않은 너
새벽이 되야 그때야 울리지 
꼬집고 또 꼬집어봐
아프게 느껴지는 이 감정 새로워 보이잖아

-

boy i just need to you to empathise 
you been looking so good that i can't sleep right
cos if i know that you loyal
then all of this is all for yours
there ain't no question what we gonna be
baby feel the friction chemistry
so i gotta know that you loyal
so all my loving all for yours

FBHPT (Fine Boys Have Problems Too) - Grazy Grace x Sam Rui (Prod. Gen Neo)

I Want Love (demo) 
beat by yusei: https://www.instagram.com/yuseiworld/

-

lyrics:
tell me what u mean by you can’t do this no more
tell me what you mean by that 
cos it’s barely been 4 days 
since the night at your place
when i asked
u sure u wanna fuck right now?
u sure u really down right now?

tell me what u mean suddenly you all guilty
baby where’d that come from
you don’t want me?
now that you’ve gotten it don’t want no more
all that i was to you some foreign score  

every time
i’m a late night comfort
after summer gone
nobody call back no
nobody stay round 
so it 

it brings me down that i want love
there's no one around to really love
and it gets so very lonely 
looking for somebody i can trust
yeah it bring me down
that i want love 

i’d be lying if i said 
that i aint been stressing it
over and over
baby trying to pretend
that it aint mean nothing but
why’s this keep happening to a good girl like me?
 
guess i’m the root of the problem
write all these songs cos i’m trying to solve them
and if i’m being honest 
it aint about
this boy or that one
its i don’t know what i really want
so it

it brings me down that i want love
keep looking around cos i don’t love
me for who i am right now
if i fix that then i might just, yeah
not anymore
i look for love

it's bringing me down that i want love
i keep looking around cos i don't love
me for who i am right now
if i fix that then i might just
not anymore
i look for love

i want love (demo)

you taking all these pictures
don’t wanna see you with her baby
abercrombie fitch shirt
remember that i bought that baby
难道你不觉得羞耻
在我面前, 当众以及, 你这样子
甚至一周都还没过

so tell me why you do that
因为我还是忘不了你
最近这黑暗，有多么痛
连一句话都没有说
你已经踏着脚步，开始离开我 
诉说我哪里不够
你要分开的理由

i would have loved you better 
过一会儿你就看得出 
yeah we belong together
比不上你和我的相处
独一的爱
无二我们一样完善的一牌    
能不能绕我的身边回来
 
－

i hope that whenever you’re with her
taking her to coffee and dinner
somebody walks in wearing something that i would have
and now its just me you be thinking of
我们的历史
she doesn’t know bout it
现在我必知的就是
if you still keep our photographs on your bedside
午夜之后想着你 sleepless all night 

i would have loved u better 
为什么你不能看得出
yeah we belong together
她比不上你和我的相处
独一的爱
无二我们一样完善的一牌    
能不能绕我的身边回来

我忍不住 this baby
能不能绕我的身边回来
受不了看你们在一起
能不能绕我的身边回来 

you posting all these pictures
of you and her together
so i can’t help but wonder how you are
do you miss us like i do
i would’ve held my loving back if i had knew
I’m looking at your photo right now

照片 (demo2) - 11:12:18, 3.02 AM

i been thinking bout you late night
새벽까지 여전히 잘수 없어
움직이지 않았던 내 맘이
갑자기 복잡해 졌어  

또 물어봐, 난 왜 이래?
널 볼때마다 난 무너져 
like I didn't already know you
but now suddenly I'm losing my cool

그때 지금까지 똑같은 너
(yeah no doubt, you're still)
스타일 바꿔 머리 잘랐도
네 매력적인 미소와 네 목소리 (yeah)
feeling so out of it one look at you and my vision’s blurry
자꾸 궁금하지만 난 몰라요

only friends that’s howwe identify
how’d that change for meyeah overnight?
friends never lovers 
혼자서 i suffer
over you, wanting you
what should i do?
(mm yeah baby what should i do?)

yeah you got me like
what the fuck is this feeling
can’t fight it
끊으려고 했지만 아직 이 느낌이 남아 woah
어떡해 풀어할까? 
우린 형제 듯이니까 
but i can’t see you like that anymore no
아무리 답답해도 이젠
i’m gonna keep my distance so then
더 깊게 떨어지지 않을거야
(이게) 확실한 말한다고 말야 

why’s it you and not a stranger? why
not even that good looking
but  guess u cute when u fooling round
why’s it you of everybody? why
too close for comfort
oh baby why?

think i’m in love with my best friend
tried to but i can’t pretend
that you aint the one i want
i’ve fallen hard for my best friend
tried to but i can’t pretend
that you aint the one i want

cos we’re only friends that’s how we identify
how’d that change for meyeah overnight
friends never lovers 
혼자서 i suffer
over you, wanting you
what should i do

**sorry for the konglish and the mixing that bass was v hard to tame

just friends (demo)

못 보낸 노래 (demo) - 13:9:19, 4.57 AM
prod. Lee (augustred31@gmail.com)
lyrics & melody by me

-

hope you aint too drunk to pick up this time
cos its you i wanna talk to
i hope you’ve been good, going bout your life
가끔씩 i think about you 

how’s the weather over there
where do u hang out when it gets cold
and could u bring me there sometime
don’t just wanna trade some texts online

i make up excuse after bad excuse
to find ways to be near you

known u for a while yeah
참아 노력해 this feeling for a while yeah
어떻게 몰랐어?

i think i might love you though it makes no sense
what would it take for us to be more than friends 
thank god we’re so far apart cos
if i saw you in person right now i might just lose it so 
imma just write more music i won’t send
 
you don’t even have to say much 
baby knowing you’re there’s enough to make me ok
함께 있으면 맘이 느긋해져
애써 태연한 척했는데 난 니 앞에서 
온몸이 떨려 

i’m saying this to get it off my chest
right now I’m tipsy at best if not drunk and so are you
pardon me confessing 

i think i might love you though it makes no sense
what would it take for us to be more than friends 
thank god we’re so far apart cos
if i saw you in person right now i might just lose it so 
imma just write more music i won’t send

못 보낸 노래 (demo) - 13:9:19, 4.57 AM

IamSamRui (voicenotes/ drafts/ travel diaries):
https://soundcloud.com/iamsamrui

samantharui@hotmail.com

i want love (demo)

Sam Rui

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