Progression 1/3

Im Scared Of What Comes After

perf

i dont own this song, all credits go to deftones

deftones- mascara (slowed + reverb)

damn i hate my wrist, but i love the way it bleeds
get a jug of ice make sure ill forever sleep
this shit wont ever heal, gotta use some fucking ink
they say im a junkie, shawty these my medicines

fuck that bitch, i dont want shit
drown my anger in these pills
stitch my throat, i cant speak
tie my hands and let me sink

why do people kill themselves.... in such unoriginal ways

Stepdream

Ache

skeleton did this first THIS SONG SUCKS
i wish i could hear u
leave my past in the rearview all over again
cuz i wish we were something
im so fuckin disgusting i dont want us to end
play with u like an action figure
years have past my bloods getting thicker 
its christmas again

bojack horseman

https://open.spotify.com/track/0lPbIeN2V3TZTS1nfXhYWw?si=eed519e033de4f85

beat & vocals done by me



lyrics:

you're so pretty
you're always inside my head
wish u were in my city
so i could cradle u in my arms 

instead

ill be watching you
ill be watching you
ill be watching you
ill be watching you instead

i'll be watching you

mixed by @six-days-after-christmas

dreaming of the winter
on a warm sunny day
dreaming of the summer
when its to cold to go out and play 
dont forget her face 
cus she'll go for once and for good 
dont forget her smile 
cus she was just misunderstood 
soo dooont
please dont leave me alone 

dreaming of her touch 
when shes out and away 
when shes here for you brother 
you say you need space

don't forget her

loop this till it’s stuck in your head

i’m shitty
i’m shitty
i’m always fuckin rude
i’m shitty 
i’m shitty 
and so obsessed with u
i was
wai-ting
for u
i really wish you would fuckin stay

imshitty

https://soundcloud.com/keshibeats/bandaids not prod me

made this cuz im sad

u shouldve told me...
idk what to say
why are u sorry ?
how did things get this way ?
my heart is broken
down to the core
this is not what i wanted...
idk what i want anymore

im afraid the bandaids
are no good
for heartache

not okay...
so tell me
when ur world comes crashing down

if i was perfect - why are you sorry?

cover by magnittone on ig

https://www.instagram.com/dontcheckmyfridge?igsh=NW50bGhrbGNvaDkw&utm_source=qr
cat fucking a handbag

@suicidalloser
doing hella lines 
i got coke all on my nose :3
i cut my wrist all da time 
and i lik no1 fucking knows :(
swear i hate my fucking life 
wanna stab out all my eyes ^_^
she don’t really die 
so i told her get da fuck home >:(
im outside ur house 
im watchin thru da windows :3
i come when ur not around 
and smell ur pillows >^<
im creepy fuck 
i’m such parasocial weirdo 
baby if give me a chance 
i’ll replace ur dildo :3

i still have your apartment key (*≧∀≦*)

wonder2345 w/ skeleton

girl

@menthol100s
no american dad sample + extended

if i were 2 approach ,
would i lose , my mind ?
youre making it up
you'll be fine .
voices that just arent ours ,
orbit my hemisphere
2 wish that i were never here
shut my eyes and disappear ,


wifiskeleton - hahahaha fuck you man seriously fuck you (REMASTERED)

puking w skeleton (slowed)

ohhhh you lied
i couldn’t forgive you
if i tried
oh my eyes
them nights 
i stayed awake
and fought to cry 
oh can you rip and tear
through my insides? 
i know that stories often differ
from on your side
oh alright 
alright
i could forget you
but it’s eating me alive
i kept your letter
in a box 
underneath my bed 
next to my dirty socks
with all the words you said 
and the hair that you shed
and the cigs you said you’ll leave 
but you left me instead 
 i reach for you
but you just pass through
i know these drugs won’t 
make feel as cool   
but you know
i’ll hold on to my guts
and cover everyone i love 
like im bullet proof 
but no
i’m not :(

bulletproof demo

Alex G’s sorry. I don’t make money off of this. If you like it, try my Stuff!!!!