I shitted myself n didn't drop for 2 Fridays, so I send my apologies to those whom it has regard along with an EP made with mindsets of those who drown, please enjoy.

UNDAWATER

Beat Production: Noizy Beats
Lyrics: samben
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why does it take so much to stand
I always gotta throw up
I swear my anx can catch these hands

and why is you thinking 
like why are you thinking now
caught by the wave I start sinking
It's so cold when I'm sinking down

I try to feel with my soul
'cause the world will dissipate 
but my body's fucking slow
it never wants to find a way

n I don't wanna stay here
I just wanna find some strength
I'm tryna murk all of my fear
that shit is fucking lame

n now I'm moving slow
I feel frozen
I wait 'til the sun's low
my layers are running so thin

and I can't breathe
I can't breathe
the air's existence will always cease
like why can't I be
like why can't I be
time makes change will I let it fix me

why does it take so much to stop
I always fucking miss u :(
I swear I'm talking with the clock

n every thought's a damn conviction
I don't know how to know that I'm okay
and every thought it causes friction
not even her touch could cool the space

n I can't see
I can't see
my eyes have been closed for an eternity
I'm living in my dreams
bitch I'm living in my dreams
maybe I could make it maybe I could find some peace

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Sinkn

sinkn ((PROD. NOIZY))

Beat Production: Chibi
Lyrics: samben
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she's not here
but that's ok
kill my fear
I'll find a way

I'll jus leave and you won't care
I'm in the breeze bitch I flow in the air
my friends is all dead nah they're never there
oh they're never there, no they're never there

its always me
its jus me
its jus me
its jus me
they're not there
they're not there
they're not there

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notthere ((PROD. CHIBI))

Beat Production: Goner
Lyrics: samben
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hatchu (hate you)
that's all I know
I don't wanna hatchu 
could I let it go

I don't wanna hold on 
I don't think I care enough
I don't wanna hold on 
me hands is going numb

veins run cold and my mind gets froze
that's all I can remember now
eyes get low as my wrist gets sewn
thunder strikes as my blood hits the ground

tsunamis in my lungs 
eyes burning from the sun
I don't know if I could ever be

I'm a fucking ghost
I ain't never had a home
I don't expect you to remember me

N I'm going down
I won't hear a sound
I don't feel like I ever left my hometown
jus tryna take away the shadows to which I'm bound
I can't figure it out but I'll figure it out

hatchu (hate you)
that's all I know
I don't wanna hatchu 
could I let it go

I don't wanna hold on 
I don't think I care enough
I don't wanna hold on 
me hands is going numb

veins run cold and my mind gets froze
that's all I can remember now
eyes get low as my wrist gets sewn
thunder strikes as my blood hits the ground

tsunamis in my lungs 
eyes burning from the sun
I don't know if I could ever be

I'm a fucking ghost
I ain't never had a home
I don't expect you to remember me

N I'm going down
I won't hear a sound
I don't feel like I ever left my hometown
jus tryna take away the shadows to which I'm bound
I can't figure it out but I'll figure it out

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Email - Sammissesben@gmail.com

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shadows ((PROD. GONER))

Beat Production: Willow
Lyrics: samben
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ayy
I'm underwater in this bitch
breathing don't exist
I don't wanna feel like I need you
cause I don't need that shit
It's really my bro the one I miss
I'm getting on my shit
a hundred thirty put that in the wind
while I'm blowing mist

no I don't want you
you jus hurt me so
I'm jus tryna fade into
the great unknown

N she on' wanna stay
no she could never stay
she fucks wit my brain
but I won't decapitate

I'm gone make my way
below freezing up in my veins
and no I can't remain 
no I know that I've gotta change

she fucks wit me I let her go now
cause ion wanna slow down
If I stop right now then I won't ever get my soul found
N I can feel my lungs drown
I'm thinking bout my hometown
I been sitting here for way too long I need to come 'round

I'm underwater in this bitch
breathing don't exist
I don't wanna feel like I need you
cause I don't need that shit
It's really my bro the one I miss
I'm getting on my shit
a hundred thirty put that in the wind
while I'm blowing mist

no I don't want you
you jus hurt me so
I'm jus tryna fade into
the great unknown

N she on' wanna stay
no she could never stay
she fucks wit my brain
but I won't decapitate

I'm gone make my way
below freezing up in my veins
and no I can't remain 
no I know that I've gotta change

she fucks wit me I let her go now
cause ion wanna slow down
If I stop right now then I won't ever get my soul found
N I can feel my lungs drown
I'm thinking bout my hometown
I been sitting here for way too long I need to come 'round

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amphibious ((PROD. WILLOW))

Beat Production: Maad
Lyrics: samben
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I'm so cold with you
I'm in my mind I can't move woah
I swear the snow infused
I jus lie here on the moon

I'm so cold wit you
I can't tell what's the truth oh
I'm running low on fumes
so I jus sing a little tune

stained glass in my fucking veins 
bitch you can't relate
I'm insane
you hate me well guess what bitch I hate your hate
in my face
why you in my face
fuck up out my way
Ima take 
all the paths I make 
until I get 'em paved

N she can feel the pain I feel
we jus wanna make it real
hearts clash scar each other with steel
I don't know if we could heal

I'm so cold with you
I'm in my mind I can't move woah
I swear the snow infused
I jus lie here on the moon

stained glass in my fucking veins 
bitch you can't relate
I'm insane
you hate me well guess what bitch I hate your hate
in my face
why you in my face
fuck up out my way
Ima take 
all the paths I make 
until I get 'em paved

N she can feel the pain I feel
we jus wanna make it real
hearts clash scar each other with steel
I don't know if we could heal

I'm so cold wit you
I can't tell what's the truth oh
I'm running low on fumes
so I jus sing a little tune

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so cold ((PROD. MAAD))

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