she stole my heart
now i don't want it back
keep it girl
i just dont wanna fight
the city's open
i wish i could turn back the time
for those eyes 
and the black in your smile

it's too cold baby
death kissed my heart
outside of feeling too well
with u babygirl i'm not alone
don't leave me alone
without you baby i feel like ima die
it's too cold baby
don't leave me alone

but now i am on my own
her regret on the floor
she said goodbye but i can't let it go
gave you the knife 
that you stabbed in my back
i just hate all my past
just wanna be in your arms

she stole my heart
now i don't want it back
keep it girl
i just dont wanna fight
the city's open
i wish i could turn back the time
for those eyes 
and the black in your smile

the black in your smile (prod. krave x recyclebin)

A raw, gut-wrenching confessional ballad that fuses the jagged, unpolished edge of 90s grunge with the heavy, introspective storytelling of modern country-rap. No clean production here—just a lo-fi, demo-tape feel: slow-building from hushed, gravelly spoken verses into cracked, throat-shredding screams in the chorus. Distorted electric guitars bleed over dragging acoustic strums, tangled cables hum in the background, vintage mic feedback adds grit. The vocals are broken, desperate, full of regret—raspy whispers turning to pained yells about addiction, loss, self-destruction, and the haunting pull of the 27 Club. Melancholic, heavy atmosphere hangs like smoke in a dim room; it’s vulnerable, angry, defeated, and brutally honest, like a late-night cry into the void that never quite finds peace.

🔥 New Vault Track
“Six Minutes of Fire” – Mayzon Jard
Sometimes all it takes is a few minutes to change everything.
This vault track bridges the storm of EP1 and the rebirth of EP2 — the moment where the darkness doesn’t win and the fire inside refuses to go out.
Six minutes.
One decision.
A new chapter begins.

Six Minutes of Fire Ep1 vault track. story going into ep2

Out on Biteki: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3coLRH43cF0
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/2eGFVmNq3ebFZvkllDHlxz?si=SgsHdQHuTv6f3K5STLW2Iw

mix/master by ya boy :^)

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lyrics:

hook:
battles lost, not the war 
circles formed
weve been here before 
and i’ll be fucking damned if i lose it again 
i cant fucking stand it either come back or leave me for dead 
Im yelling down an empty chasm 
Putting up walls the only mechanism
just a husk of what you used to be
wasting time to save you has been on my mind lately 

verse :
its no secret i want to save you from the scary things 
it doesn’t help when you wither away like roses in the fucking spring 
as you hear my breath crescendo 
to the world alone 
think about the things 
you did that i could not condone 
im not catching you on the way down 
im sorry its gotta be this way but you make me frown 
whenever i talk to you its like talking to a brick wall 
you’re so delusional 
you’re breathing turned unusual 
[I’ve found solace in this hell you put us both through]
im sorry i dont ever wanna go back to
What we used to be 
This cycle is still killing me 
My conscious on a killing spree 
Destroying all these memories 
Because the 

hook/outro:
battles lost not the war 
circles formed
weve been here before 
and i’ll be fucking damned if i lose it again 
i cant fucking stand it either come back or leave me for dead 
[Im yelling down an empty chasm 
Putting up walls the only mechanism
just a husk of what you used to be
wasting time to save you has been on my mind lately]

Spotify

chasm (prod. caspr)

lyrics;

another saturday night, sittin on my rooftop
staring at the starry sky, wondering where did i go
wrong
why should i even try, maybe i should just stop
but i can't think like that, lemme just go to
sleep
i can barely breathe
toss and turn in the sheets, 
building up underneath,
anxiety has a hold on me

prod by @nate2timezz and @itsokayroses
mix and master by @itsokayroses
-----------------------------------------
find your solace, find your peace, heal your pain. 
you are important, no matter what.

prod by @nate2timezz
features by @lilskeleskrrt and @ripkais --  luv u guys

anxiety (prod. by nate2timez)

lonely

Lyrics: 
Fall to the ground knees to my face 
My tears are running a race 
Forget what I said your all in my head 
Running around like we did back then 
I remember your smile your laugh your touch 
And I still wonder why I wasn't good enough 
Turn off the lights don’t wanna awake 
Sitting on the ground knees to my face 
And my tears are like running a race 
My vision so blurred suffocating in all your words 
My ears they ring and mind is like a forever going swing 
I wanna jump off but I’m afraid to fall 
Fall to the ground knees to my face 
My tears are running a race 
Forget what I said your all in my head 
Running around like we did back then 
I remember your smile your laugh your touch 
And I still wonder why I wasn't good enough

my tears are running a race (prod. yungs6ul)

https://linktr.ee/swainesworld

lyrics:

make it look easy
locked in the bathroom
muffled like the back of a car
and im stuck in the backseat
lookin so deeply
at u 
but i dont feel no feelings
u should leave me
bless u 
but i dont see no ceilings
god like being like deity
these guys fake like bb's
plastic no metal cant hurt no people, really

lately
i dont wanna talk
i dont wanna speak to u
u can have it all
i wont give it to u

thats some blasphemy
look at me
say it to my face to hurt me
i just swat em off cant irk me
i know all these flies been thirsty
suckin all my blood its burning
burning like the world thats turning
right in front of me 
its right in front of me

i wont even move a muscle
looks like i forgot to breathe
i just got into a tussle with reflections in the sea
do u love me
do u love me?
do u love me
do u love me
i wont even move a muscle
looks like i forgot to breathe
i just got into a tussle with reflections in the sea

deep blue sea
deep blue me
(x4)

the boys robotic
no emotion
no reminder
i dont talk much
dont know why tho
i go crazy for my songs so
this my life u take it or go
work on me
all day night cycle
cyberpunk 
my souls a light show


dont know wrong or right tho
i just know im right ur wrong
if u wanna bite then bite but clench ur jaw
u better make ur bed and drop
please dont quit ur day job


i wont even move a muscle
looks like i forgot to breathe
i just got into a tussle with reflections in the sea
do u love me
do u love me?
do u love me
do u love me
i wont even move a muscle
looks like i forgot to breathe
i just got into a tussle with reflections in the sea

deep blue sea
deep blue me
(x4)

MUFFLED BATHROOM

PUSSYBOICLIQUE
@spumlord @spumlord @spumlord
bro yung spum up next 
prod paryo

make em die w/ yung spum  [p. paryo]

prod. capsctrl

sorry that it's so poorly mixed 

lyrics:

i'm fucking ugly
sit in blurry nights now
i hate my mirror so i shower with the lights out
i hate the view when i open my eyelids
it's raining out i'll just go and listen to the sky spit

idk why you want me
i look like a monster or something ungodly
without a filter a filter on my face i wanna throw up
screaming in a mic think i'm gonna get my throat fucked


i think you should hate me
idk why you wanna date me
you're crazy i've been feeling kinda shitty lately
baby i know you don't wanna be my baby
maybe if i were you i know that i would hate me

i'm fucking ugly
sit in blurry nights now
i hate my mirror so i shower with the lights out
i hate the view when i open my eyelids
it's raining out i'll just go and listen to the sky spit

ugly

ugly (capsctrl)

produced by 
hisohkah (https://soundcloud.com/hisohkah), 
ahnboi (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp4CBKvTGOkL0tGxl67-QUg), 
and myself

ugly (capsctrl)

sampleix