THEY NAMED THE CITY AFTER ME SO WHEN IM HOME KNOW ITS UP

playlist only exists cus i wanted to download these songs there is no rhyme or reason to it lamo

fun stuff

mellow music, shit to fall asleep to, relaxed etc

Yeah

Maybe Another Day...

shoutout to killedmyself, didn't know all those beats were up on sc

lyrics

telling me that i was just a fucking addict
guess u were right cause i could never fucking hack it
every morning, grab the palms n i just pack it
i wish sobriety was something i could manage
i wrap the blunt up nice and neat like its a package
i light it up, its in my lungs this shit is banging
i pulled up late into the scene but came in savage
burnt the blunt at both ends more than i can manage

i still remember crushing benzos on her ipad
out the back and smoking cigarettes with ur dad
i wanna know if i was ever part of ur plan
19, music dreams, yeah im all that

i hp it wsnt as bad 4 u (killedmyself)

Nuts*

post spring self destruction

overpaid (feat. Tom The Mail Man)

i lost my voice V3

LYRICS //

Ima Take my time 
when I'm in it

Ima Make my mind up by tonight 

No I can't die 
when I'm singin,

I could live forever 

way past a mic

These eyes 
have seen the strangest things

Passing by
no one notice my angel wings

Gettin high 
cus my life don't mean shit to me 

Ask me why 
I might u sing u a symphony 


angeldust (prod. mysticphonk)

this is probably one of my favorite peep tapes, well this is only peeps songs from the tape, you can find the full tape here : https://soundcloud.com/eetu-ehrukainen/sets/meetingbychance-changes 
all credit to meetingbychance 

also hope you all are doing well. <3 

- skeletons archive

lil peep - lose my mind (prod. meetingbychance)

prod. @swainbeats

i am pretty sure that you dont know what is best for me
i been lying in my bed until my muscles atrophy
im so stressed that im calm like im on benzodiazepines
and feeling like im rolling what comes from the trees

i dont know if i know what for
i been lying on my bed, then im sleeping on the floor
like im passed out on my brothers back porch
like you gotta drag me in through the back door

(im feeling better than ive ever felt before)

spending money that i dont have for the fucking rush
i cant help but get this feeling that im always fucking up
i know its wrong i know that i am good enough
can someone please just tell my brain to shut up

my head hurts please get me acetaminophen
i wake up look outside my window hear the birds sing
its kind of warm out, maybe 24 out 
im feeling better with the weather maybe its spring

im feeling better than ive ever felt before
im feeling better than ive ever felt before
im feeling better than ive ever felt before
im feeling better than ive ever felt before

i'm feeling better

i'm feeling better (swain)

lyrics:

what if I gave you my heart
would you
take it and rip it apart
could you
ever see me the same way that you see urself
and it's ok if you hate me cause I do as well

I can't remember the last time we got along
you're so November and I'm more or less April
dust builds up inside of me so these melodies wear a heavy coat
tell me how it feels laying on him while I sit here alone

I cant wait till tomorrow
when this horse shit starts to move along
brittle bones start to slice away and they dissipate this October
fog
I could see it in her eyeballs
she cant love me when it's him involved
and I'm too deep in this rabbit hole
I Bruce Lee at my bedroom walls
time moves so slow
I think I've been here before
and my hands chopped off but i wont let go
though I'm tired of holding on this long and still being ignored
baby life doesn't change just because you want it too
don't go down the stairs we keep our secrets in the cellar room
and I could explain but nobody ever wants me to
too much in my brain with nobody else to tell it to

I can't remember the last time we got along
you're so November and I'm more or less April
dust builds up inside of me so these melodies wear a heavy coat
tell me how it feels laying on him while I sit here alone

april (eric godlow)

lyrics:

kick me punch me
what I'm spose do to make you love me
I cant blame you
I wouldn't love me
and I'm way too fussy
I could barely walk out the house with the shit I put on this morning
5am she's still snoring

white eyes
I hope u wake up from this cold night
you're looking green I hope you're alright
don't die
she cannot love a long time
maybe its in your star sign
you decide

cross eyed
I wanna help you but I don't know how
I wanna hold you you said not right now
I say I love you and you shut me down
i cant tell you why I still reach out
do you believe that I mean it though
said you're bad shit crazy I don't mean it though
to this meeting I propose a toast
to neglecting those that we might need the most
and I'm sorry for drowning out what I need to hear
I cant picture what I looked like yesterday
let alone what I look like last year
I feel horrible
I suppose it all settles down
vital signs back to normal ground
cigarettes in this wet crowd
late night at the lost and found
I can bike back in streetlights
I could stay as long as you like
curled up in the back room
I wont fold we can tell them lies
go to sleep baby I swear I'll be beside you
you can trust everything stay between us two
I believe we can make it through this monsoon
if you find yourself ensnared just know I got you

white eyes
I hope u wake up from this cold night
you're looking green I hope you're alright
don't die
she cannot love a long time
maybe its in your star sign
you decide

signs (eric godlow)

prod. capsctrl

sorry that it's so poorly mixed 

lyrics:

i'm fucking ugly
sit in blurry nights now
i hate my mirror so i shower with the lights out
i hate the view when i open my eyelids
it's raining out i'll just go and listen to the sky spit

idk why you want me
i look like a monster or something ungodly
without a filter a filter on my face i wanna throw up
screaming in a mic think i'm gonna get my throat fucked


i think you should hate me
idk why you wanna date me
you're crazy i've been feeling kinda shitty lately
baby i know you don't wanna be my baby
maybe if i were you i know that i would hate me

i'm fucking ugly
sit in blurry nights now
i hate my mirror so i shower with the lights out
i hate the view when i open my eyelids
it's raining out i'll just go and listen to the sky spit

ugly

ugly (capsctrl)

produced by 
hisohkah (https://soundcloud.com/hisohkah), 
ahnboi (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp4CBKvTGOkL0tGxl67-QUg), 
and myself

ugly (capsctrl)

sampleix