Lyrics:

Where am I now? It feels as if I I've always
been so alone; abandoned, lied down like some
sketch of creature. Discarded, just a monster
that's impossible to love. I'm a fool for

have worshipped you. The clink my rusty chains make
is piercing through, ripping up my insides.
Can't take their sound, reaching deeply within the spinal cord.

Oh... What am I gonna do 'thout your love?
Here so lost, while I'm desperately licking my wounds.
Please, say: What have I been to you? Just a toy? Substitute?
Was I real to you?

The flesh you've burned will rise up
and will claim for its throne
while screaming our heads off
for justice in this war.

The pain we endure, residing deeply within
our longing soul. I well know it's suffocating,
burning our hearts and the skin we've grown down in Gehenna,
the skin we didn't want...

And you can tell this affair cannot worsen.
We cannot die; our souls are made of fire.
Rejoicing in flames, for horrors are to dwell on the ground we stay.

I am never coming back, never walking that path;
can't acknowledge all of my hurt...
But how could you even see that, even just understand...
In your soul there're no scars.

The flesh you've burned will rise up
and will claim for its throne
while screaming our heads off
for justice in this war.

The envy of the Almighty is nothing
compared to the ambition, the vision
of freedom, believe it!

We fathomed the essence of the ruler,
the leader. Better to reign in Hell
than serve in Heaven!

The Pandæmonium (Demo I)

I think you wanna come with me
I think you'd miss me if I stray
You said you wanted to kiss me
You wanted to see my lingerie

I said, "I'm not into kissing"
Said, "I'll be a nightmare if you stay"
But I'll get to that later
Miami's just a few hours away

I'm here to deliver you
Calling my name outside by the swimming pool
I'm your muse, your Messiah
And I'll carry you up the hill

But if you lose, you're a liar
And if you think that anyone's loving you
After that, baby, they never will
I'm sorry, it wasn't a part of the deal

I've been dreaming of little red rabbits
Drowned out in an oil spill
They're still runnin' faster
Than I ever will

They said I've got good form
But you can't outrun what you can't kill
And though I'd like to end my life
Somebody's gotta pay the bills

I'm here to deliver you
Fuckin' on your husband outside in your swimming pool
I'm your muse, your Messiah
And I'll carry you up the hill

If you lose, you're a liar
And if you think that anyone's loving you
After that, baby, they never will
I'm sorry, it wasn't a part of the deal

If you could see the things I see
You wouldn't be so scared of me

red rabbits

Let Us All Swear An Oath (Demo I)

Posted on her Tumblr 10/11/2024.

*hayden anhedonia, angel diaz of vyva melinkolya on vibraphone, and ryan brewer of good night and good morning on guitar*

Music owned by Hayden Anhedönia.

-Lyrics-

I was an angel, though plummeting
I watched it get dark
I'm playing it tough
The worst that could happen
Is happening to me
Another round of shots
For the boys on TV
I was an angel, but they made me leave
With stars in my eyes
Crying as I wheel
As I hit the lake
I prayed it'd be green
It's all that I need
I deserve it, I think
I loved an angel, and it made me weak

Ethel Cain- Punish (Practise Demo)

Perverts

Amber Waves

lord moon

Dan Carter,Julian Emery,Mike Duce,Adam Noble - Just Hold On (Life Is Strange: Before The Storm)

Daughter - A Hole in The Earth (Life Is Strange Before The Storm)(Instrumental version)

"No Below" is the second single off of Speedy Ortiz's debut LP "Major Arcana".

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Speedy Ortiz - No Below

On account of you, I was cast out from heaven.

The Pandæmonium (Demo I)

Alessandro Matera