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lyrics:

(And I keep fading in and out between reality)
(The sorta shit that makes you crave your own fatality)

I’ve been losing all my friends do I have to lose you too?
I’ve envisioned my own end and my fate is fucking doomed
But I can’t shake off this dread and this thought of losing you
Standing over the edge I can’t fucking follow-through 
Baby I’m cursed with a horrible gift 
A broken heart that you’re unable to fix
You said you’re here for me, well that’s a load of shit
Cause if you were then I wouldn’t be in this pit 

And I keep fading in and out between reality
The sorta shit that makes you crave your own fatality 
And I’ve been running but the demons they’re catching me
You said you’d save me but the words you say are blasphemy 
And I just fall back in the arms of the demon queen
The temp is rising baby I just love your body heat
The devils grinning, but she ain’t showing no fucking teeth
I think it’s finally the end of my suffering

And I know you won’t apologise 
Cause that’s just not in your fucking mind 
Deception mixed with all these lies 
That’s what’s ruined my fucking life 
I drink it straight from the bottle, straight to the bottom, just to throw it all back up
I know I’m not the one that you love but lie and say that I was enough 

And I keep fading in and out between reality
The sorta shit that makes you crave your own fatality 
And I’ve been running but the demons they’re catching me
You said you’d save me but the words you say are blasphemy 
And I just fall back in the arms of the demon queen
The temp is rising baby I just love your body heat
The devils grinning, but she ain’t showing no fucking teeth
I think it’s finally the end of my suffering

Love u all and thanks so much for your support 333+

cursed reality

Energy

Energy w/ BR!TTANY & Weepings [Remix]

nightskys ft aiden hilton

eqs , compression & reverb . 

vocals - chris aura

production - dan darmawan

sweet tooth

i dont wanna feel this way
doctor can you please help me
every day the voice say
i can help you out my friend
come inside come right on in
let me make a concoction with an additive

i can make you feel better
come try my special sample
it only costs a lot
like a leg and a handful
are you full of rapid thoughts? 
do you feel like a landfill?
lemme give you pill after pill
be my damsel
in distress
you seem stressed
oh so tense
bit depressed
oh my my you're such a mess
congratulations, you're dependent
on me and my medicine

me and my medicine
feast on these sedatives
she isn't doing well
he needs another pill
we only wanna help
but it'll cost you everything you've got and everything you don't

i dont wanna feel this way
doctor can you please help me
every day the voice say
you will never be okay
you will never be okay
i can help you out my friend
come inside come right on in
let me make a concoction with an additive

let's take a step back to your past
i really wanna see how you react
when i mentioned dad, how'd you feel bout that?
did it feel like you were on thumbtacks
did you feel that like it was whiplash
if you did then we're on the right path

okay for this therapy session I've got an answer
I made this on my own step by step like a dancer
it'll help with trauma and more but it'll cost you
your life
your whole life belongs to 

me and my medicine
feast on these sedatives
she isn't doing well
he needs another pill
we only wanna help
but it'll cost you everything you've got and everything you don't

medicine (lovin)

if the world was ending

CANT DO IT ALONE! w/@yuusef

My 3rd track 

🕯LAST AUTUMN🕯
Prod by - FLUX

https://soundcloud.com/prodflux
https://www.youtube.com/@ProdFluxoxo/videos

Big one for me, marking exactly 1 year since my nan passed away.
still hits hard...

Be sure to leave a comment, and follow to help me get to 100. would really appreciate the help.
Thanks all
🕯

🕯LAST AUTUMN🕯

Last autumn, you were leaving in the ground,
Last autumn, still living with me now,
Last autumn, see my tears in me now,
Last autumn, see the fear in me now,

I stop, collapse and fall away, (that moment, took my light)
One year ago, I lost my way, (I’ll see you now, in another life)

Last autumn, no warning,
Ain’t no coming back, wishing I could call you,
Just to listen, have somebody I could talk to,
i‘ve been missing, gone for hours, Just to mourn you…
Now i’m missing, ain’t nobody been calling,
Just a visit, ain’t nobody been walking,
I been busy, ain’t nobody been talking,
I can feel it, I'm broke, I'm falling now…

I stop, collapse and fall away, (that moment, took my light)
1 year ago, I lost my way, (I’ll see you now, in another life)

Oh right, wishing I could call you
Up all night, wishing I could talk to you,
One more night, seeing what I go through,
One last fight, try living like I'm supposed to now…

Last autumn, you were leaving in the ground,
Last autumn, still living with me now,
Last autumn, see my tears in me now,
Last autumn, see the fear in me now,

I stop, collapse and fall away…

LAST AUTUMN

LAST AUTUMN - PROD. Flux

Maxwell Robey - Our Names In Lights

lyrics:

we’re picking up the pieces
your life on earth is gone
if i don’t leave believe in heaven
do i really think you’re moving on?

i could not watch you die
i could not speak my mind
nothing felt worse
than watching your funeral cry
i’ll set aside my pride
to make them all smile
nothing felt worse
than watching your funeral cry

funeral cries

[Verse 1]
I'll be in the graveyard if you need me
Ski mask, all black when you see me
Mankind is a fucked up species
Look at the apocalypse on the TV
Linkin Park in the dark on a CD
Come home, Hybrid Theory on a repeat
I remember growing up wasn't easy
Now they say that I'm the shit like I'm feces

[Hook]
I scare myself to death
I scare myself to death
I scare myself to death
I scare myself to death

[Verse 2]
Wake up and I'm down with the sickness
Night late, I'm a man on a mission
Put myself number one on the hitlist
Number two, put myself as a witness
And I'm sick of this shit, man, it's fucked up
Paradise, paralyze, yeah, that's tough luck
I'ma pull up on 'em all, tell 'em what's up
I'ma pull up on 'em all, tell 'em what's up

[Hook]
I scare myself to death

CANT DO IT ALONE! w/@yuusef

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