For the worse days

Sunday Stroll (Alternative Rock)

noise

I'm terrified of love

drill

yeah

shoegaze, alternative indie & rock

Deftones - sextape

Music Video
https://youtu.be/eb7Oc87vnFM

https://soundcloud.com/lildurt96
https://soundcloud.com/prod-by-neetro

Lyrics

I got a taste
Of creation
Now I'm hooked
It's the best, feel amazing

Combine with a high
And I'm feeling elated
Minding my time
I create my own spaces

What a rush
Till I die
This might kill me but this death is fine

Ima go out immortal in minds
And this path might kill me but this path is mine

Everyday
Feel the same
Existential dread got me in waves

Break the lane
I can't relate
To all you motherfucking fakes

I feel like I'm alone today
So I just sit down and create
Distracting me from all the pain
Bitch this my fucking therapy

I cut my face it doesn't matter
Fresh meat served on a platter
Kill me while there's some laughter
Don't make me start again
Don't make me start again
This bitch is not my friend
And time and time again i forget who i am

I don't have a real name
And neither do you
All creation
Will end soon too
Will end soon too
Like me and you
I'm such a fucking fool
For falling for you

All this self hatred
Can never find an end
Creating like a fool
Not watching my hands
All this self hatred
Can never find an end
Creating like a fool
Not watching my hands

I got a taste
Of creation
Now I'm hooked
It's the best, feel amazing

Combine with a high
And I'm feeling elated
Minding my time
I create my own spaces

What a rush
Till I die
This might kill me but this death is fine

Ima go out immortal in minds
And this path might kill me but this path is mine

Fuck fame bitch
I value friendship
Ain't get here
Alone its a lesson
Don't take no people for granted
Bitch I can sense it, hatred you fake shit

I'm with the team we gun make it
All love so fuck all your lame shit
I'm faded with all my friends bitch
Creating some daydreams
I'm manifesting

I got a taste
Of creation
Now I'm hooked
It's the best, feel amazing

Combine with a high
And I'm feeling elated
Minding my time
I create my own spaces

Creation

⸸ spotify ⸸

Creation w/ ⚬ RAZEGOD ✝︎ (neet.ro) [Music Video ↓]

If u walked in my skin
Youll Feel the jail
embed, it feels
Like Eternal ache
Stuff me in
Its beautiful 
Let Me out
just like he did
 
the doll i thought i lost
i left it at the dance
when we drove we crashed
it flew right out my hands
us two we act as one
i wish we never did
its all his fucking fault
he thought that i was him

life imitates life

Falling / Apart

kenopsia

Lyrics:

Just one more lie and then I fall

Don’t play pretend you had it all

I’d kill for you dont even start

Dancing alone all in the dark

I’m hurting im hurting i wish you were dead

Don’t reach out my hand ill stab you instead

You said you wont hurt me, now look what you did

I’ll pretend i don't need no help, but i said I need you bad

scars

its you

VOL. 1

A funky bop, enough said. #postpunk #indie #new #punk #darkwavegoth #postpunkmusic #posptunk #newwave #indierockmusic #indierock #indiepop #undergroundmusic

She’s Still Scared of Being Alone

Lexapro

Prod by bulletloko #darkwavegoth #postpunkmusic #posptunk #newwave #indierockmusic #indierock #indiepop #undergroundmusic #goth

Does Anybody Love Me?

Stick Up

Hidden Scars

Real Sliders (feat. Mula Gzz)

Gotham City (feat. Mula Gzz)

IT’S UP - RELLY GUNZ x B6IX

where it goes

Jay 6ix X Nunnie Da III X Kay Glizz X Naj Makk - Aj Bop

you were wrong

ʷʰᵃᵗ ᵈᵒ ⁱ
ᵍᵒᵗᵗᵃ ˢᵃᶜʳⁱᶠⁱᶜᵉ
ᵗᵒ ʰᵃᵛᵉ ʸᵒᵘ ⁱⁿ ᵐʸ ˡⁱᶠᵉ
ⁱ ʷᵃⁿᵗ ʸᵒᵘ ᵇʸ ᵐʸ ˢⁱᵈᵉ

ʷʰᵉⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ˢᵗᵒʳᵐ ᶜᵃˡᵐˢ ᵈᵒʷⁿ

sacrifice

before it all ends

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can you make the world feel real

wanna want u too

say it aint so
you told me you loved me
no      responsibility
too bad you threw it out the window
with    my    love
romanticized    how numb that you could be
with    my    heart
i cant bring myself to wish you were dead

cause baby  i can   sometimes    feel   you  with me
makes me think about going back
cause     the heartbreaks  worth it

im losing my mind
i cant make it right
i cant find the light
i dug my own hole
to rest here and   d    i    e
just like you fantasized 

do    you   even   miss     me 
do   you    even   really    miss    me

i bet you dont care.

do you even miss me? [prod. SARM?]

COLD? w/@noise (prod. lostangel)

Break the Cycle

Fade

Essential Songs

Mr. Brightside

Vacuii -candywrap

(prod. recycleBin)
faeri: https://soundcloud.com/user-824751406-397929774
myle$: https://soundcloud.com/mobbinmyles

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0RErm7bWpbWcZeNchMBnYx?si=sv-USTbPRBipXvaVwpmjeA
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/feel-me-single/1548462158

Love you guys thanks for listening

Feel Me

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YOUTUBE: https://youtube.com/iamcairn
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TWITTER: https://twitter.com/iamcairn_

Lyrics:
So won't you leave me alone
I need to be on my own right now
And don't tell me to be careful
Honestly it's not helpful
And I just hope you know
Don't mistake me for ungrateful
I just don't need the mental noise
You're bleeding out your anxiety
Got no space here inside of me
Trying to keep both hands on the wheel

Spin around, spin around out of control and then
Here I am, here I am stuck in this ditch again
No I can't, no I can't follow your directions
They don't lead me to, they don't lead me to heaven
Spin around, spin around out of control and then
Herе I am, here I am stuck in this ditch again
No I can't, no I can't follow your directions
Thеy don't lead me to, they don't lead me to heaven

Don't want to hear about your thoughts
A lot of trash that you got in my head
You wanna feel in control
I know you're lost, aren't we all
But I can't be here for that
So why don't you just say you love me
Or is it not what you really mean
I'm losing grip on reality
Getting real fucking tired of me
Trying to keep both hands on the wheel

Spin around, spin around out of control and then
Here I am, here I am stuck in this ditch again
No I can't, no I can't follow your directions
They don't lead me to, they don't lead me to heaven
Spin around, spin around out of control and then
Here I am, here I am stuck in this ditch again
No I can't, no I can't follow your directions
They don't lead me to, they don't lead me to heaven