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Blood, tonight and forever,
Lo and behold, there shall be blood spilled,
Only the Flood in the Bible shall rival its force,
Onward it floods, leaving the wretched and vicious behind,
Departing, the virtuous ascend, untouched by earthly vice.

BLOODLUST

A little girl at heart

Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KolZJ7TPfFY
ss03
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song with @1glaive : _)
lyrics:
---what was the last thing you said?
i took like over a year to get you out my head
and now i can’t sleep 
thinking bout everything and all the things we did
and i don’t think i miss you
i don’t miss the shit that we been through
but now i’m stuck with this
try not to reminisce 
or i think i’ll start to miss you

i don’t know how to explain it
a year of racking my brain and i hated it 
it’s like i’m holding onto something that you never did
it’s like i’ll never have something just like we did
it’s like i’ll never hold hands with someone again
it’s like i’ll never introduce them to my friends
i guess it’s the end 

just fucking look at you 
you moved on so fast like did you want me in the first place 
i wish you the best but only mean that in the worse way 
took you only a month to act like everything
was ok
you fell right in love with him like i was just a half-way
now i’m all on my own need someone to talk to
my friends all abandoned me cause they’d rather choose you 
this shit is so draining need to do something brand new
i get tossed up and used then thrown away like some old shoes
like fucking look at you 
i think that you’re right i’m not the person that i used to be
i can’t even hide that fact that this was all because of me
i made my mistakes i let my head get straight to jealousy 
all cause i thought i'd be the only one u  ever see
but you have to remind me 
you have to remind me
cause i know you said something
something with meaning
it was as i was leaving i could’ve been dreaming
you have to remind me remind me of one thing

what was the last thing you said?
i swear i didn’t mean to leave you on read
but now it’s morning
everyone’s sleeping 
and i can’t decide if i should get out of bed
like i don’t wanna miss you 
i don’t miss the shit that we been through 
but now i’m stuck with this 
try not to reminisce or i think i’ll start to miss you
it seems like everyday i look at the pictures
a couple years of my life in a camera roll 
i’m thinking maybe i really miss it
reliving memories as i start to scroll
it feels like lately i’ve been stuck and i can’t reach my goals 
and i can’t get myself out ive been stuck in a hole
i’m really starting to believe it’s the end

GLAIVE:
dude that this point it doesn’t even matter like fuck

every time they talk about us they say we went hollywood but 
if there ever was a spot to take i think they probably would cause 
every single zoloft that i take don’t do me any good but 
black hair black nails she thinks she’s misunderstood but
she don’t know me like she think she does
and i’ll be lying if said i gave a single fuck
and then you push me down and then you pick me up i’m like
one fight away from getting tired and giving up

just fucking look at you 
you moved on so fast like did you want me in the first place 
i wish you the best but only mean that in the worse way 
took you only a month to act like everything
was ok
you fell right in love with him like i was just a half-way
now i’m all on my own need someone to talk to
my friends all abandoned me cause they’d rather choose you 
this shit is so draining need to do something brand new
but after all that was said i don’t regret that i knew you

what was the last thing u said w/ glaive

Maybe Later

Chiot

prod @cloudlobby
edm cover of https://soundcloud.com/weejk/he-was-emo-she-was-scene?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

he was emo she was scene thought that he could only dream for a girl like her to come into his life so fast and he wore black and skinny jeans she was just a myspace queen yeah he had like 0 friends she had 200 of them he could only wish for her watch her pass him in her skirt watch her kiss her damn boyfriend yeah his mind can’t comprehend 
yeah she is such a thot ima leave her in my thoughts
she won’t watch me slit my wrists
or even give me a kiss
and it hurts so fucking bad 
did u cherish what we had
and i’m wearing my wrist bands
wish that this could just end

he was emo she was scene (cloudlobby)

show me the real u

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show me the real u (+ skypebf & hauntingclaire) [neioxo]

*Niqbo
I swear I fixed my mistakes 
Yet they tell I’m wrong
I don’t know 
Who to trust anymore 
Kick me out the door 
Bleeding on the floor 
I just wanted to help 
Trouble saving myself 
Be patient with me
Please don’t leave me

Stop 
Take a look at the clock 
I’m feigning your love 
I know we been distant 
Life so hard 
So inconsistent 

Don’t know that you stare
Don’t know that you care
I’m your nightmare
Be patient with me 
Please don’t leave me 
I just wanted to help
Trouble saving myself 
I swear I fixed my mistakes 
Yet they tell me I’m wrong 
I don’t know who to trust anymore 
Kick me out the door 
Bleeding on the floor 
Don’t know that you stare 
Don’t know that you care 
Be patient with me 
Please don’t hurt me
Please don’t haunt me 
Please just stop me 
I can’t stop myself 
I can’t stop myself 
I can’t stop myself 
Baby please come save me 

*9aradox
Can you save me girl
There’s blood all on the floor 
Heart made out of stitches 
Girl I’m rotten to the core

*Niqbo
You say you love me but you don’t 

*9aradox
Wrap your hands around my neck 
Yeah send me to the psyche ward
Girl your love is like a drug 
I swear it is to die for 
Heartbeat getting faster 
Yeah I speed it up like nightcore 
Speed it up like nightcore 
My life’s a downward spiral 
Sniper in my hand 
You know I’m aiming for his vitals 
In those vitals
Blood inside a vial 
Take a fucking blade 
Across my face and crack a smile 
Crack a smile 
ALL THIS BLOOD ON ME x3
Can you save me girl 
There’s blood all on the floor 
Heart made out of stitches 
Girl I’m rotten to the core 

*Niqbo 
Baby come save me 
I swear I fixed my mistakes 
Yet they tell I’m wrong
I don’t know 
Who to trust anymore 
Kick me out the door 
Bleeding on the floor 
I just wanted to help 
Trouble saving myself 
Don’t know that you stare
Don’t know that you care
Be patient with me
Please don’t leave

ALLTHISBLOODONME 9aradox+sylendanna

L0v3 Or Lust

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Lyrics:

baby can you stay here with me
oh my god baby you're so fine
can't express my feelings for you
i just want you to be mine

i know i got a couple problems on me
all the time you been on my mind
i don't care if it's a fake "i love you"
i messed up and that's not a lie

i'd understand if you don't want me
but baby please don't leave me yet
i promise you that you're the only
one i'd never want to make upset

i never could get enough of you
baby you're the prettiest of them all
i swear if i were to move
i'd hang your pictures on my wall

transient decay
baby point a gun at me
lemme be your pretty slut
baby you're my ecstasy

drown myself in kerosene
i know you don't fuck with me
baby lemme just make up for it
i don't know what you see in me

lemme hold you everyday
close to me in my embrace
baby you won't see the shadows
in my room when i decay

your decision is my fate
is it love or is it hate
your attention what i crave
i wanna hear you call my name

baby can you stay here with me
oh my god baby you're so fine
can't express my feelings for you
i just want you to be mine

i know i got a couple problems on me
all the time you been on my mind
i don't care if it's a fake "i love you"
i messed up and that's not a lie

i'd understand if you don't want me
but baby please don't leave me yet
i promise you that you're the only
one i'd never want to make upset

i never could get enough of you
baby you're the prettiest of them all
i swear if i were to move
i'd hang your pictures on my wall

PICTURES

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PICTURES [lavendr]

if you like mazzy star, beabadoobee, big thief, adrianne lenker, elliott smith, noah kahan you may like this!

with ease

dont follow the wrong voice.

prod. m1v, additional production by vanity.

mixed and mastered by me 

lyrics:
Could you follow me real quick 
Got something to show and i swear its so sick
You could leave this earth so quick 
Everything below yeah i swear it wont mean shit 
i swear it wont mean shit

Here take one, maybe two, oh whats three maybe four will kill your blues 

Oh and now im floating 
Can you feel the motion 
I swear i fucking love this 
But i think you need more dosing 
Cus trust me this aint loaded 
Theres always more new highs 
And its so much more exotic 
Mix this with that, now it is a new batch 
Im so exact, perfect im zoning

i'll suffer till the end

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girl you love to see me bleed
you've been watching me at night
oh your love is all i need
i'm so sick of all the spite
now i'm standing in the light
don't know what is wrong or right
now you're all up on my mind
i'm so sick of all the lies

tried to make it up for you
but i only made it worse
girl you're haunting me at night
it's like you're a fucking curse
say you love me, it's a lie
and you know it fucking hurts
got your voice up in my mind
girl you killed me with your words

i don't feel like i'm myself
girl i need you by my side
i can be the one for you
promise that i'll treat you right
girl i'm running out of time
lemme be all yours tonight
pretty little stars align
you can be my valentine (x2)

I CAN BE THE ONE FOR YOU

I CAN BE THE ONE FOR YOU [lavendr]

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Credits:
@1lav
@kidavor

乂LYRICS乂
@1lav
bitchboy up tryna take my bands
talk on the x you ain't got no friends
zaza blunt lemme get that hit that
he stare dumb lemme fix that
watch out for the kickback
imma flick that, blick that
he ain't safe with his sixpack
you ain't get your stick back
everybody get back, take that
you ain't get ur sickbag

fuck this shit lemme get it right
i been off a molly 
now she wanna fuck me 
fuck me in the fucking lobby
she say that she love me
only want her when im horny
your hoe said that she want me 
solely only cuz im balling

@kidavor
reckless i don’t sleep at night 
another date, another time 
you don’t see me i be lurking creeping in the night 
parasocial got me talking to my fucking knife 
bitch i’m booted up 
i’m geeking 
got that armor on me i feel like a knight 
flipping a brick and i’m getting band
fronting that shit and i do it again 
like an agent on my body 
ima go get my advance 
ya you sad as fuck 
yeah i keep it tucked 
turn it up till the bass go up 
like it’s Novocain my face is numb 
like a “missile” bitch me going up

@1lav
bitchboy up tryna take my bands
talk on the x you ain't got no friends
zaza blunt lemme get that hit that
he stare dumb lemme fix that
watch out for the kickback
imma flick that, blick that
he ain't safe with his sixpack
you ain't get your stick back
everybody get back, take that
you ain't get ur sickbag

fuck this shit lemme get it right
i been off a molly 
now she wanna fuck me 
fuck me in the fucking lobby
she say that she love me
only want her when im horny
your hoe said that she want me 
solely only cuz im balling

M0LLY

M0LLY +KIDAVOR [lavendr]

beautiful boy - esha tewari

prod. teeth
w/ @horrormovies666


(cholorofilm)
step into my red room
glitter glitter nothing to lose
stay awake in the dark
skinwalker in the dark
step into my red room
glitter glitter nothing to lose
stay awake in the dark
skinwalker in the dark

rotting away rotting away
i must hide and go away
in my head i’m not safe
rotting away rotting away
i must hide and go away
in my head i’m not safe

(horrormovies)

teach me how to lie w/ v4mpirz (prod. glorygasp)

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