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u said sorry in my dreams
i woke up with some tears 
i thought u had no fears 
but ur screams were heard from here 
i was honest not too harsh
but ur dismayed & u haunt
why's it have to be my fault
when all it took was one wrong fall

if i was perfect - blamed on me, just as always

'Pick Your Poison' snippet

i wrote this song for uuuuu
i think im falling in love
all over again
gone to the wind
every word i sing it comes out so thin
take my soul apart
and fix my broken heart
wrote this stupid fucking song
i hope that you will sing along
i hope that you will play this in the car
please baby dont be long
i dont know if i can go on

wrote this about nobody

can u hear the silence as loud as i can?

bodies

im jus a dummy :3

why don't you walk away and play your part
don't even start
I don't know what to say anymore
pleasure is yours
was it fun and all the way your time is only running out, but your scared

my dear I've been waiting all night
just kill me inside with your tongue twisted lies
my dear I hope you'll find whats right
cus I'm tired of waiting for the right time
why don't you walk away and play your part
don't even start
I don't know what to say anymore 
pleasure is yours

shoutout yora for the instrument

my dear i've been waiting all night cover

@lividlobotomy
lyrics
running out of options i can’t get enough of you
your smile held me away from feeling blue
let’s go to the bar let’s go have a drink or two
your smile got me reminiscing to the fucking moon

if you’re gonna love her you’re gonna get yourself killed
she’s fucking crazy she got my fucking thought thrilled
drugs in my pocket’s their properly concealed 
the winter wind blows and it got my hands chilled

come play in the snow its the only time that ever fucking free’s my mind
don’t bring them all bring one at a time so we can have the night of our live’s
i don’t even fucking live, i survive of the crimes that we have designed 
call my number if you change your mind
you might still hate me but at least i tried

i said i tried but im just trying to survive
can’t sleep at night sometimes i wonder if im losing my mind
i'm questioning why but you might as well stay for the ride
hold on to you tight i wanna take care of you as long as i am alive

just stay for me for one night (for one night)
the scars will burn with time (burn with time)
and if you think that something never will well it really just might
and i can promise that from you i will never hide

lie with me 
wont you die with me 
wont you die with me 
wont you die with me

bite my wrists and ill bite yours too until we sit in a pile of our bodily fluids
cook me alive burn me to the ground i wannabe lost nowhere to be found
promise me that you’ll never switch up cuz you're the one that i love cuz you're the one that i love

this was supposed to be a throwaway...(ft livid)

Suicidewatch ft gothkross

prod me

i met this pretty face but not a pretty girl
the way she looked into me gave my bones a little chill
she the typa lady, that takes you like a pill
and leaves you in the alley frozen still
and now i know, i wish i woulda known
that if she ever comes around ill melt above the snow
and now ill run, as fast as i can go
while im landing my feet, im stiriding right towrads the sun

a ball of a light that just seems to be controlling
a gaze over my eyes as the 8ball is still rolling
every step i take is a sentence in my story but i
closed that book a while ago so why is it inscrolling

and i been scrollin, but not that kind of way
im talkin social media, im witherin away
remember those days we'd used to go out and play
but we constantly change, so it just wont be the same 

if i was perfect - blamed on me, just as always

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