She (H)ate me

perf

damn i hate my wrist, but i love the way it bleeds
get a jug of ice make sure ill forever sleep
this shit wont ever heal, gotta use some fucking ink
they say im a junkie, shawty these my medicines

fuck that bitch, i dont want shit
drown my anger in these pills
stitch my throat, i cant speak
tie my hands and let me sink

why do people kill themselves.... in such unoriginal ways

produced by crayon
mixed by crayon
mastering by crayon

no fun
no fucks
you did me bad
i dont wanna know why you came back
can we just forget each other
sorry right to my mother 
i failed my life
failed my life

can we just forget each other 
sorry right to my mother
i failed my life
failed my life

can we just forget each other

loop this till it’s stuck in your head

i’m shitty
i’m shitty
i’m always fuckin rude
i’m shitty 
i’m shitty 
and so obsessed with u
i was
wai-ting
for u
i really wish you would fuckin stay

imshitty

sorry this is too much

@webdiary

prod me / follow my insta @ truth.be.perfect

u said sorry in my dreams
i woke up with some tears 
i thought u had no fears 
but ur screams were heard from here 
i was honest not too harsh
but ur dismayed & u haunt
why's it have to be my fault
when all it took was one wrong fall

if i was perfect - blamed on me, just as always

@six-days-after-christmas
@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

i cant stand my skin 
i fell in love with lynn
i noticed that she was right
noticed that she was right
dont know where begin 
im cursed with your sin oh i am
just about to burn 
just about to burn

stop cursing me

@ankleankle
@six-days-after-christmas
@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

i guess every time you close your eyes
you see me standing right beside you
brush your hair from morning on
wipe your skin til your tears are gone
i guess everyone just fucking hates you
shattered words will end and break you
cry to me while you sing along
look at me while you get it wrong

say what you said i heard you
i known you for a long time so i cant hurt you
and i dont want you feeling like im not okay
i tried to leave but not again
looking at the ceiling of my room
im pondering im missing you
thinking of our conversations
i cant even think of things to do
you wanted me to stay but i dont wanna see it through
rather be by myself but everytime i close my eyes im seeing you

close your eyes w ankle

all by me

lyrics:

my memory fades
i wish that i changed
pls don't go away
pls don't go away
in the bush she lay
all it happened same day
i think that i'm fake
i think that i'm fake
i'm so fake
i'm so fake

if i was perfect - think i'm fake

5/18/2024 3:38 AM

i dont wanna let u down
in this vacuum theres no sound
feed my self into the hounds
can we kiss and make it 
loud?

stab me with ur knife
stomache bleeds all night
take my life just twice
velvet tears and
why?

and white

if i was perfect - cry like velvet

https://soundcloud.com/keshibeats/bandaids not prod me

made this cuz im sad

u shouldve told me...
idk what to say
why are u sorry ?
how did things get this way ?
my heart is broken
down to the core
this is not what i wanted...
idk what i want anymore

im afraid the bandaids
are no good
for heartache

not okay...
so tell me
when ur world comes crashing down

if i was perfect - why are you sorry?

prod ratatooulie or however u spell it im not french

i just want you to me
nobody else

let go my secrets
i loved you since 12

look at my face
and show me ur hate

say it for once
and i'll leave u away

if i was perfect - from me, to you </3

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

makeup smeared on your face
you cant tell me what you think of me
no its not a mistake
girl you fucked up now youre dead to me
got no empathy
i didnt think you would but thats okay cuz
anything you say
doesnt mean shit

i cant get you out my head
you would rather see me dead

makeup smeared on your face
you cant tell me what you think of me
no its not a mistake
girl you fucked up now youre dead to me
got no empathy
i didnt think you would but thats okay cuz
anything you say
doesnt mean shit

makeup

cover by magnittone on ig

https://www.instagram.com/dontcheckmyfridge?igsh=NW50bGhrbGNvaDkw&utm_source=qr
cat fucking a handbag

@suicidalloser
doing hella lines 
i got coke all on my nose :3
i cut my wrist all da time 
and i lik no1 fucking knows :(
swear i hate my fucking life 
wanna stab out all my eyes ^_^
she don’t really die 
so i told her get da fuck home >:(
im outside ur house 
im watchin thru da windows :3
i come when ur not around 
and smell ur pillows >^<
im creepy fuck 
i’m such parasocial weirdo 
baby if give me a chance 
i’ll replace ur dildo :3

i still have your apartment key (*≧∀≦*)

out of the mental hospital

ohhhh you lied
i couldn’t forgive you
if i tried
oh my eyes
them nights 
i stayed awake
and fought to cry 
oh can you rip and tear
through my insides? 
i know that stories often differ
from on your side
oh alright 
alright
i could forget you
but it’s eating me alive
i kept your letter
in a box 
underneath my bed 
next to my dirty socks
with all the words you said 
and the hair that you shed
and the cigs you said you’ll leave 
but you left me instead 
 i reach for you
but you just pass through
i know these drugs won’t 
make feel as cool   
but you know
i’ll hold on to my guts
and cover everyone i love 
like im bullet proof 
but no
i’m not :(

if i was perfect - blamed on me, just as always

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