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i feel the most pressure when pressure ain’t applied at all
expression is my beauty through depression in my spinal cord
i found my purpose picked it up to dust it off,
but as i tried to lift it sticks to the ground and it pissed me off
well,
i thought that maybe i should think a little different
i tried to beat it force feed it all my hatred , it wasn’t giving
so i’m seated,
and within reason i started tweaking,
because boredom isn’t sense of self 
for me it’s been deleted
and i,

and i

trust in me is 9 times gonna fuck with me
9 out of 10 ten of my friends always seem to end up ducking me,
and fall through
they’ll do what they all do
it doesn’t make a difference to me , at least i stay true
i allow
fear in my solitude i really fear it keeps me humble ,
and solid like i would do if i was strong,
but fear i fumble,
and its fear fear fear
i wept no tears though
that’s because that’s what my idols do rotting in end zones

backspace (prod. sativa) (vid in desc.)

https://youtu.be/qRN0Y7lfQx0?si=CRN2ijpTnuvz2Qf0

don’t paint me black when i used to be golden