★ Original Songs

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Songs made with Yi Xi!! :3

Yi Xi ^p^

A Fever You Can't Sweat Out

I Write Sins Not Tragedies

❗️❗️2024 REMASTERED VERSION: https://soundcloud.com/saturn-candies/rabbit-hole-ft-dex-vocaloid-original-song-2024-ver

WARNING: THIS SONG HAS THEMES OF SELF HARM AND SUICIDAL THOUGHTS!!! 
First, I'll put something I wanna say, second, I'll put the lyrics. 
What I wanna say: 
This is a song about things that apply to my everyday life, and a situation that has been resolved. It's not at all what I expected to be my first song, but that's okay!!! Random fact: I started and finished entire the instrumental in one night

The Lyrics:
I’m trying to keep myself together
I can not do this for much longer
Nothing I do will make me want to stay alive

It’s pulling all the wires I’ve wired
My head’s been aching, and I’m tired
As I go down this route, I soon begin to strive

I got no one to turn to, and now I’m breaking in two
Hopelessness is all that I’ve got, leaving me inside here to rot

He said that he wasn’t mad, but he was
I could see it in his eyes, and he was
I’m stuck, trapped in this cave
I just need to behave
 
Well deserved scolding, right?
Father puts up quite a fight
My emotions in his sight
Now I guess that that’s not right

Buried in these thoughts of mine over and over again
So now, I shall make my way down the rabbit hole again

Does someone with a soul like mine even deserve to live?
To all the ones around me It’s my effort I have to give

Crying more than I want to, that shows I’m breaking in two
All these thoughts are all that I’ve got, why don’t they all leave me to rot?

Screaming helped me out, and I so there I was
I was hoping for any pain there was
And so, to myself I say, “This will all end one day”

I deserve scolding, right?
Mother puts up quite a fight
I put the truth in her sight
But she thought that they were lies

Buried in these thoughts of mine over and over again
So now, I shall make my way down the rabbit hole again

Tell me, what if I threw this life away?
Tell me, what if I slit the pain away?
Tell me, what if I could make this all end?
Tell me, what if I was what you would like?

Someone tell me why I can’t help but cry
Someone tell me why, someone tell me why!
Someone tell me why i’m so terrified
Someone tell me why
"There’s no reason why!"

Nothing I think feels right!
Black and white are in my eyes!
Are they good, or are they bad?
Am I allowed to be sad?

Sitting alone in the night, of course that’s the case again
So now I shall make my way down the rabbit hole once more

What am I doing wrong?
What have they been all along?
Can I fix this mind of mine?, or will they say not to whine?

Buried in my memories, why is this the case again?
All of them will guide my way down the rabbit hole again!
(lyrics end here)

I'll see if I can make a google doc explaining the lyrics, for now, those are there. 

Tuning, instrumental, and art in the picture is all by me BTW!!! 
Instrumental: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1VY9GOdV6NyfjjsczgKKzCEnXY0vwYHbJ/view?usp=sharing

ANOTHER RANDOM FACT (since you're now down here): I actually saw a rabbit while thinking of this song, it's kinda funny to me.

Rabbit Hole Ft. DEX [Vocaloid Original Song]

The Visceral Insanity Fueled By Love

エンゼル92 Angel92 - MARETU【初音ミク】

A song I made in less than 24 hours!!! I'm not that proud of this, to be honest, but I'm posting it anyways.

Lyrics:

There's a lot of me that likes you
And dear, I think that I love you
But I'm scared of promising 
Not aware it's gone missing

And my world is so full of you
And no, I don't want to leave you
And I hope you feel the same
I think I've gone insane

Well, I know that you could say it
You could say if you don't like it
But it takes over my brain
And it takes away the pain

Since my world is so full of you
It feels better to be with you
And I hope you feel the same
Do you think I'm insane???

So take my heart and put it on your chest
Cause you have shown me you're nothing but the best
And just with you, and only you, I'm colorblind to red
So even if you hurt me, I will love you till the end 

So why don't we wrap bandages in sync???
Cause helping you is all I try to think
It's a happy ending since no one lost a head
With you, I'm not as sad and lonely

I don't want to be obsessive
Do you think I am protective???
I feel way too high above 
But I know I'm deep in love!!! 

You know I don't want to hurt you
And you know I can't forget you
But when this is high above
It makes unstable love

Hold me tight in your arms and I'll hold you in mine
Remember when I said things would be fine???
Do you think I'm full of dependency???
Hey, if I am, it's not that hard to see

What if you're filled with a gust of distrust???
I'm scared of how you think, do as you must
I don't want to ruin this at this rate
I don't want to leave you there with all the hate

So take my heart and put it in your hands
Cause you have shown me the point I'm making stands
And just with you, and only you, there's no such thing as red
I know you never hurt me, so I'll love you till the end

So why don't we go on into the light???
Since helping you is all that I try to think 
It's a happy ending, now don't you lose your head!!!
I can prove that you are trustworthy

You are like no one I ever met
And aren't we lucky to have the best to get
This happy ending, don't let me lose my head!!!
Honey, you are the one and only

One And Only (Ft. Gumi English) [Vocaloid Original Song]

ANOTHER SONG ON THE SAME DAY!!! LETS DO THIS!! I'm more proud of this one, I love Fukase vocaloid so much. 

This song is a shorter one, not much of a reason for that. 

ALSO, I'll add better art to this and One and Only once CLIP STUDIO PAINT WORKS AGAIN!!! I'm figuring it out on my own, don't worry.

Lyrics:

Here is where I stand inside this place
Hoping for a chance to see your face
Here's the thing, we both know right and wrong
Something tells me you did nothing wrong

Right now, I just need to hold your hand
You are someone who can understand
One day, I will get to see your eyes
On that day, we'll end this dark demise

And with everyone becoming so exclusional
I'm the one becoming all delusional
Something tells me that soon, you'll be walking through the door
But I know that day could never come, wish it could be enough

Held Out Hands Ft. Fukase [Vocaloid Original Song]

Youtube upload: https://youtu.be/Bzwbu-FHLg4?si=sL4gYpeUC329XKfC

MUSIC/ISNT, AND TUNING BY ME (Saturn Candies)
ART AND CHARACTER DESIGN BY ARTECHNA

Lyrics:

I've been locked inside a tight space most of my life
I'll remember all the times I suffered in life
All the thoughts that roam my head, they scream real loud
So lets cross a line as we lose ourselves inside a dark mind!

I've been hurting deep inside for all that I know
Could I maybe reach the deep end of where it goes?
I'll just say it's not that bad as I'm bleeding out
I'll lose my mind as I go somewhere where no one will find

It's hard but I will climb up high no matter what it takes
And at a single strike, I learn from all my past mistakes
It's hard to say I found a way to brush away the pain
And I won't try to cry when you hold that knife in vain

Say it ain't so, because now I've got to go
My brain's too and fro, but I just can't let it show
Cause there are eyes of these storms, but an answer never forms
There are rainclouds, a 10
Where's the kid that was never seen again?

They say, "hey there you'll be fine, I don't think you'll mind"
I'll remember all the times where you weren't so kind
There is a world inside my head that you can't see
It breaks apart as you go on there to break my damn heart!

It's hard but I will live to try no matter what it takes
And here I try to block it out, yet here I lie awake
It's sad to say there is a day the mask is bound to break
Oh, will you still be there? I will hold on for your sake

Say it ain't so, because now I've got to go
My brain's too and fro, but I just can't let it show
Cause there are eyes of these storms, but an answer never forms
There are rainclouds, a 10
Where's the kid that was never seen again?

Say it ain't so, because now I've got to go
My brain's too and fro, but nobody has to know
Cause there are eyes of these storms, but an answer never forms
There are rainclouds, a 10
I'll make sure that I'm never seen again

Locket (Ft. Kevin) [SynthV Original Song]

ANOTHER KEVIN SONG, LETS GOOOOO!!!

Lyrics:
Young one, cant you see what you've done?
You smashed and crashed your life already
We all know how you weren't ready

Thrown yourself in front of a bus
It's packed and filled with all you got
And now it's hoping that you rot away 

Something's always in the way
I just wanna get better, you won't let me get better
I hate things, stay out of my way!
I just wanna get better, you won't let me get better

Young one, you're not out in the clear
Your cries are out for all to hear 
while all you know can bite the dust

And now there's no one else I can trust
There's not a time where I forgot 
And now I'm hoping that you rot away

Undertone (Ft. Kevin) [SynthV original song]

wao! my second cover w yixi… I’m not posting the first one bc I don’t like it now that I’m relistening to it but maybe later when I get the confidence lol … guys my wife is so good at singing
(art is filler until I draw the thumbnail, it’s drawn by ricedeity)
SVP is from here https://youtu.be/cZfesntHKiY?si=A8RJNNTkLx62mume rlly good cover

[ YI XI ] MISS MISERYGUTS [ SYNTHV COVER ]

【MARETU ft. 初音ミク】イヤイヤヨ / lya iya yo / I Don't Want It, I Hate It!

This song does NOT belong to me. I didn't make it and it is not my song.
Song can be found here: youtube.com/watch?v=Plk3Vu6zAk8
Bandcamp: tiramika.bandcamp.com/track/infinite-death

【tira feat. Yi Xi】 INFINITE DEATH

HIIII!!! SORRY FOR TAKING SO LONG TO UPLOAD THIS!!! 

The artwork was done by j.ddoodles on instagram!!! 

Youtube upload: https://youtu.be/jM4OBf4Xchk?si=Vaw3X8KWLHvLJxw6

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Lyrics:

Hey, can't you see my face?
You can't leave without a trace
"There's not much I see in your space", I can see more than you can

You're the accomplishment, a masterpiece, all that they hoped you'd become
But I can see your flaw, but it can't outlaw, doesn't mean that i've grown numb

Hey, what's the big idea?
I thought that I wouldn't see ya
I'm stuck here writing words, you see, but I just can't get it down!

You're now a superstar, ignore my scar, be the worst that you can be!
I look into your eyes, straight to my demise, and I hate what I've become

So go on and walk along steps that I depend apon
Grow so deep into a knave, oh, look at the path you pave!
Poke fun at someone's life while you sit down in your hive
Past and present, which is now?
I'd chill out, but I've had it now

I'm breaking this whole world apart, are you liking what I'm seeing?
I'd hate to tell you everything, cause you say you're only teasing
Yet here I stand, and my world has gone so bland
And ain't it grand how things couldn't go as planned?

Well hey, i'm born anew
There's a lot that I outgrew
I know how to improve myself, and the kid you know is dead!

But I'm the outcast here, do I give you fear? I just wanted to feel loved
But yet I hope to try, and I will not die till I see you smile back

Whatcha doing with that blade? what's the point in throwing shade
Now you're calling out my name, I'm an animal to tame!
Poke fun at all my life, all you ever have is strife!
Past and present which is now?
I'd stay calm, but I don't know how

[ Guitar solo ]

I know one day you will see the impact you had on me
Your heart's as cold as stone, and you can never call my phone
I wish that I knew you underneath that blur
But there's not much that I know for sure

I know one day you will change, you could have a better range
A heart as cold as stone could maybe have a change of tone
Yeah, I said, "Maybe you could change yourself, be better if you want!"
You'll refuse, you'll refuse, and like him, you're still obtuse

I'm breaking all my limbs apart, are you liking what you're seeing?
I know that it's not everything, and they say you're only teasing
Yet here I stand, and my world has gone so bland
And ain't it grand how things couldn't go as planned

It's breaking my whole mind apart, are you liking what you're seeing?
I'd hate to tell you everything, cause you say that i've gone crazy!
You only care if i'm gonna get locked up
Now would you say that's a little bit fucked up?

IGNOMINY (Ft. Yi Xi) [SynthV Original Song]

BUTCHER VANITY / Yi Xi

Original: STOMACH BOOK  https://open.spotify.com/track/3D6pu8srTc5gCqz02lc4S3

SVP: Tesjiu https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GSDS4eSSg_E

Tuning/Mixing/Art: me ^_^ 
Vocals: Yi Xi, Otomachi Una, Ninezero, Kasane Teto AI (harms)
Software: SynthesizerV Pro

【Yi Xi】FUKOUNA GIRL【SynthV Cover】

ROT FOR CLOUT  Yi Xi [ Synthv cover ]

Lying Is the Most Fun a Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off

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Victorious

Song by: MARETU - Featuring: Hatsune Miku

SIU 【Shiu/しう】 - MARETU

Build God, Then We'll Talk

!I DON'T OWN ANYTHING!
by Maretu - https://youtu.be/30RXzpjhXwA

しう

Maretu - マジカルドクター

Gocha Gocha Urusee - Akita Neru (Stop Nagging Me!, ゴチャゴチャうるせー！)

Vsynth Song Producer, artist, storywriter, 
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He/They/It
contact email: saturncandiesmusic@gmail.com