decided that im famous
get this out ur playlist
why u so abrasive

stopp making that big face !!

quit makin assumptions
thought that it was something
it was rlly nothing

i waste my gas bc i miss the feeling
knew it wouldnt last but i dismissed the reason
im lookin back at the christmas season
was i rlly feelin bad or was it...?

CL-1, my love! save me cloudlifterrrr

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/cus3d/ur-ghost-feat-22kings
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all me and @22kingsprofile
most of the guitar by @22kingsprofile
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ur ghost

Track 3 - "Learning to Love Myself"
aka; A moment of reflection, let it be my last

Produced by Serena Liars
Vocals by JAYOVSN
Started March 23rd, 2025 - Finished April 2nd, 2025
140bpm Fmaj

Lyrics:

Crystal markings on my chest
Hold my hands as I repent
Lift my arms while I grow again
When I die, please let me rest

Ooh, but I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
when there's eyes on the road
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
Please God, let me roam
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
when there's eyes on the road
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't
Will you love me as you-

are x10000000000000000000

Hard to let go
Looking at the x's, o's,
No longer at home

Thinking 'bout past mistakes and
I wonder the most
If all of the wrongs been lingered

Feeling the pain in my sides
I guess this is my part of my life
Looking at the skies above
Now I'm just wondering why? (Ooh, but I don't wanna)

Go
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
when there's eyes on the road
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
Please God, let me roam
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
when there's eyes on the road
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't
Will you love me as you-

(Ooh, but I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
when there's eyes on the road
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
Please God, let me roam
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
when there's eyes on the road
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't
Will you love me as you-)

also listen to bevels song that dropped today 
https://soundcloud.com/b3v3l/youll-see-exactly-what-i-mean/s-fQ2zbLri6XI?si=f57ba0252d7a481ea569802c4989b841&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

Learning to Love Myself (with JAYOVSN)

i thought i heard your voice again
i turned around, where are you at now?
the same illusion once again

but you were gone before i even spoke
leave me stuck, i’m still stuck in yesterday

i can’t hold on, you slip away
leave me stuck, i’m still stuck in yesterday

stuck in...Yesterday_3

https://www.instagram.com/hiisero/
prod, mixed & mastered by me

it's a cliché
and it comes right back to say
that i'm nothing, it's touché
and it hits me in my face
it's so hard to redecorate

if you tell me a lie
kill me, stab me, throw me in the fire for it
burn me alive,
trust me, all about me i will regurgitate

tell me about it while you cry
its always bark, you never bite
tell me why i should say goodbye
guess ill lie to myself, guess ill lie to myself

its different every time
but i guess it always hurts
no matter if i try
the thought of who i was will hit me

if my art doesn't speak for me
then neither will my mouth
i try to avoid it but i cant
cuz it haunts me, it haunts me

tell me about it while you cry
its always bark, you never bite
tell me why i should say goodbye
guess ill lie to myself, guess ill lie to myself

bark, bite

sample - insides by sam krones https://open.spotify.com/track/730AYOqwCTW49kzVy8iNOE?si=13925bfdf3bf444b
intro ghost written by @1dxn
was originally for the album im working on but its kinda forgettable compared to the other songs ive made so imma just put it out as its own thing

yeah i guess so

Track 7 aka - These thoughts can really cloud me sometimes
Produced by Serena Liars
Mixed and mastered by Serena Liars
Vocals by @trisonline
150bpm D#min

Will you still be here, despite everything? (with trisonline)

‘what really happened to Walker’

written by Jane Salem Mitchell & Jay Luis Pena
produced by Serena Avery Liars & Jane Salem Mitchell
vocals by Jay Luis Pena & Jane Salem Mitchell

cover art by Jane Salem Mitchell

chicken scratch (with JAYOVSN & Serena Liars)

help from @young_particular and @ronensmelodie
ib: @coreylingo

Lyrics:

The first time
You said it wasn't nothing
I clinged onto hope and the trusting
And then I tried to find a way (oh no)

And now the second time I'm waiting
And then my mind is losing patience
Yeah, your heart is being dangerous
And I can't stand here to take it

So I said I had enough
The things ain't adding up
You want me dead in here
It's just the two of us
And it's constantly
Why aren't you taking me

And then I question myself
Asking why am I here
I take the answer and find
That it's not even clear

Leave it, doll
Leave me there
Leave it all
Leave me square
Can't run now
Can't run fair
Leave me there
Oh, leave me there

I said I had enough
The things ain't adding up
You want me dead in here
It's just the two of us
And it's constantly
Why aren't you taking me

Had Enough

(Prod. @lynyou @omgisai)

"strip the ego from the bottom"

said:
(i dont think that was the best time to be entranced by the music)

I could never love the trust within greed, and it's sickening me
Yet I never pushed it back right
but you can't just blame me, You don't tell me what I've done
Man, this shit is draining, I don't wanna talk it out

And I'll end it with me, still sickening me
That I never got to hold you tight
but you can't just blame me, You don't tell me what I've done, hu-uh-uh
C'mon tell me what I need to do

am i still beautiful to you darling? (@bonedoji moment)
i just wanna know why your sitting here crying
didnt take a bullet but i know im dying
yea i know your afraid of the next lie

"am i still beautiful to you?" no (high note)
in the end of it we'll never know
oh oh, mm ya oh
oh oh, mm ya oh 

we could talk it out, i promise that'll make it work
we could work it out but right now your making it worse
but you can't just blame me, You don't tell me what I've done, hu-huh
but id like you to know

I could never love the trust within greed, and it's sickening me
Yet I never pushed it back right
but you can't just blame me, You don't tell me what I've done
Man, this shit is draining, I don't wanna talk it out

And I'll end it with me, still sickening me
That I never got to hold you tight
but you can't just blame me, You don't tell me what I've done, hu-uh-uh
C'mon tell me what I need to do

chicken scratch (with JAYOVSN & Serena Liars)

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