i'll scream
your name
so loud
it echos away

i can't breathe
oh ur not right here with me
oh such a shame
shame

i've got your blood
all on my hands
oh what a mess
that i have made
i froze im stuck
tell me what the next step is
cause i don't know
how to control
myself

i want this
im watching
like tell me
how do you want love?
im nauseuos
i lost it
right before us
cant help it
im obsessed
with the way you touch
i need you
i cant help 
but feel im not enough


its all okay
maybe that was a lie
you wont ever know
i wont see your face
i do this for nothing
i wake up 
just to find out
its all the same

i've got your blood
all on my hands
oh what a mess
that i have made
i froze im stuck
tell me what the next step is
cause i don't know
how to control
myself

oh what a mess that i have made [muzcean]

You move with intent,
like something wearing your skin.
The air folds around you,
pulling me into the centre
whether I want it or not.

Drag me down.
Strip the light out of my chest.
Let the shadows do the talking.
... Take me under.

Your hands hit like ritual,
pressure sharp enough to claim.
There’s an old hunger in your breath—
not yours,
but using you to reach me.

Break my balance.
Hold me where the room turns black.
Don’t let me rise.
... Take me under.

Something crawls through the silence.
Something answers your touch.
It wants me too.

No rescue.
No mercy.
Just the weight and the pull.
... Take me under.

Take Me Under

lyrics
lock me in the studio, ill be fine 
every time i sleep she hears my teeth grind
ill give u my heart girl ion need mine
ill just let it go but can we rewind
this shit way too fancy, i got red wine
[REDACTED]
when im in the booth i feel my tears dryin
ill just chalk it up to some bad timing

i just wanna go back to my home , do u understand 
body parts enclosed inside this frozen land
i got a sixth sense the ghosts try grab my hands 
shawty u can see me thru the grains of sand
sands of time have fallen like the ottoman
i sit in these leaves , im the autumn man
i sit in these flames like im the fireman
oh ontop my desk u can see plenty cans

lock me in the studio, ill be fine 
every time i sleep she hears my teeth grind
ill give u my heart girl ion need mine
ill just let it go but can we rewind
this shit way too fancy, i got red wine
[REDACTED]
when im in the booth i feel my tears dryin
ill just chalk it up to some bad timing

the autumn man (branwen)

let u go w/ yungcray (sorrowbringer x luffy)

you ft Wraith

prod everestdidthis

[HKFiftyOne]

So you’re forgotten
This beautiful cold and small planet
The pitiful metaphors for this feeling
They're all grieving while you’re believing

Already know how this goes
I'll float away on my own
I know that no one will know
Will know

And if I implode real soon
I hope you tell all my moons
I swear I didn't mean to go
I just can't do this all alone

[saturns construct]
So i lethe
Shelter
Me
Guide 
Me
Past this asteroid belt and beyond the stars

i promise that im better than mars
or on par with the one we call ours

[HKFiftyOne]

So I'm forgotten
I know I'll get lost in
The stars that I'm drifting far beyond
I'm just an asteroid
Unclaimed in the black void
Some planets remember you but Pluto can't

Just forget me
Just forget me like you do

lethe (feat. HKFiftyOne)

pretty stupid

lyrics ⬇️

im not one to stop and look both ways
no chance ill be out there when the road way
blocked
stop and stare until urhead shakes 
wont wake up unless i turn all the lights off
what a way to live my life i wanna stand tall
i need the rays from the sunshine but the rain falls
i cant explain the way i change when both my fists are folded
all the anger up in me starts to hone in

know this every time you spot me ill be hoping
closest memories you hold to me are broken 
potent every single line and every notion

wake me up when its over
ill be there when ur sober
only
i dont like it when you slur your words
cheap liquor only makes it worse

i know you know it that i dont like these emotions much
when you throw it ima hold it til you make me budge
yea thats all that i know
everything goes wrong 
but anything that works

i knew it what was up before its over
i shoulda spoke up but i was scared id be a loner
i think its a bright idea if i dont poke the ogre 

something in my noggin said that it’d hurt like an ulcer
so i didnt choose it by myself
it was all up in my brain got no feeling that you felt
u been ignoring all my phone calls made my own lil personal hell

and you a poser you aint worried bout my health
youd rather watch me in my cell
i hate the steel bars that you put across my face but say oh well

not a thing id rather see more but i wish that you could tell
how i mean to sound i dont wanna scream i swear i hate to yell
but you give me no choice you folded over the second you felt ur frail

disassociating ever time im worried ima fall
its been tauntng me when someome walk by with a simialr smell
i think it’s obvious im worried til im sick and ima spill

you been rockin out at parties without me im feelin ill
if you saw me id say sorry seconds later i would dip
i been so sloppy i wish that you understood and it made sense
it been awful since you lead me on and made me feel like this
 like its coffee you were hot u til ur cold before I flinched 

i been lonely but in your eyes you think I deserve it
not a trophy but at one point you made me feel amazing
whh dint u show me what you really meam liek really say it
ill be here until it’s right and u aint rlly playin

senseless (under the maple tree)

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broke every rule i had sorry just kinda pours out of me u know :\

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