Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3o2lH0eWJ9KV0BwSQSzpij?si=03378bdc64ed47ab

@lexycassell

Yeah I'm floating
Feeling like a lost cause
Hold me now
Cause my brains bouncing off the walls

Oh, my memory of you can't come back
I hope it stays that way

Yeah I'm floating
Feeling like a lost cause
Hold me now
Cause my brains bouncing off the walls

Oh, my memory of you can't come back
I hope it stays that way

Take me far away
Cause I can't comprehend no more
Take me far away
Where our photograph once laid

I know you see me
And how could you even think that
I can't hold my place no more
Where our photograph once laid

(Yeah I'm floating)
(Feeling like a lost cause)

(Yeah I'm floating)
(Feeling like a lost cause)

(I hope it stays that way)

Yeah I'm floating
Feeling like a lost cause
Hold me now
Cause my brains bouncing off the walls

Oh, my memory of you can't come back
I hope it stays that way

lost cause

+++making music is much more fun with others:DD
thx sm 2 all my amazing friends who carried these beats:
0:00_--"july" w/ @sourcewho
1:22_--"flora" w/ @lintukoto
2:44_--"shoujo" w/ @rewind214
4:04_--"flutter" w/ @lintukoto

:D

-july clips+++(w/ anka, rewind, pool:)

@y4ndere 
https://youtu.be/iBzyNcpJLIM?si=dtkKtAuUX1nvMFYB - AMV!!

(knew that u would break my heart)
(knew that u would break my heart)

back again
its like everytime i fall right in
swear that i cant leave you
o-our hearts as one girl i need you
all of this was just for you
why do i feel so confused
yea i dont know why i had any trust
w- w- w- when you never even cared for us
useless, i feel worthless
so insecure im hurtin
all those nights waiting for your call
all those "i love you's" never mattered at all
leavin, im leaving you
hurt me, i feel so used
hate me, i know you do
but im crawling back to you

(leavin, im leaving you
hurt me, i feel so used
hate me, i know you do
but im crawling back to you)


i dont understand, why you dont see me
time and time again, feels like im bleeding
guess its supposed to always end like this
all the feelings that i had, guess its really what it is
throw me away n-now 
cant stay the same now
im scared of the future, dont want no changes
me and you till the end i cannot save it

useless, i feel worthless
so insecure im hurtin
all those nights waiting for your call
all those "i love you's" never mattered at all
leavin, im leaving you
hurt me, i feel so used
hate me, i know you do
but im crawling back to you

@afterstoryx @remedysnuts

✰ Back 2 Uu (っ˕ -｡) AMV IN DESC (yandere)

so alone w/aphrodit3(prod.melik)

solo :333
@sensuku

say it cos u are
promise that u crush
stay with ur heart
take me out the dark
i turn you around
u took me so far
tell me why it hit so hard
u know that i loved u

why cant i move on?

would i hurt you? could i feel you
just a single time more?
u were see through and i miss u
ur in my mind more

i feel like im lost inside i talk alone
i feel like i hate myself, im broken for-?  
i feel like im torn inside, could i restore
whats the point in anything if i aint yours

crush (me)

I've thought about you through the years
never thought I'd hear your voice again
this wasn't in the plan
but you came back 2 years later
I always knew I'd be The Waiter
I don't know; will I ever know?

what are your intentions
with me here tonight?
something in my heart
makes me think you want to try
has something changed?
do you wanna be with me?
is this thought my make believe?

I got rid of every trace of you
'cuz I never thought you'd be back through
I really want a piece of you in my life
but I don't know if
I can take just one part
because you had my heart from the start
and it's messing with my head again
I don't think I can be just friends

what are your intentions
with me here tonight?
something in my heart
makes me think you want to try
somethings changed
do you wanna be with me?
are all of these thoughts just my make believe?
when I wrote all of those songs 'bout you
did you ever stop and think about me too?
all my friends were talkin' 'bout how I was such a fool
for being that attached to you far too soon

what are your intentions
with me here tonight?
something in my heart
makes me think you want to try
has something changed?
please just wanna be with me!!!!!
is this all my make believe?
I don't know what's going on inside my head
can you please just make me understand?

but I don't think I'll ever get it
ooh, oooh
I don't think I'll ever get it
ooh
la lalala la lalal la la la
I'm not sure i'll ever get it
oooh

its been so long, but_everything feels the same.. i don't think i'll ever get over you

it felt like i was dreaming.. @_@ 

@domerrz 
@owtiss 
@makemeapromise
@44yy

[@domerrz]
do you mean it ,yea 
what do you see in him?
it's my season, yea
heart still bleeding, yea
give me a reason
and maybe I'll believe it...
girl i can see everything inside your eyes, your weakness yea

[@owtiss]
you!
cant see reason
why should i stick around?
think I've seen enough
to be certain of the outcome
wanted to believe
that to you I'm not just backup..

but i see u for who u rly are.

all u do is put me down..
honestly its gone way too far
all i rly wanted was someone to believe in ;|

[@domerrz]
every time you calling on the phone I gotta block the number 
telling me you really wanted me I know there is another
somethings going on I'm feeling sick i think I'm going under
don't wanna be right

[@domerrz + @owtiss]
wanted me when I know there's another 
i thought our hearts were tethered 
i feel under the weather 
don't think ill be here forever

tryna piece my heart back together
never care to see my side of the matter
whatever!

Its too bad, you're too late...

that's something u cant take back
u know that?

there's nothing you can save

i don't care if u got that
wont call back

weakness w/ owtiss (surgeon, 44y)

ft. @emybun
prod. muzcean
<3

lyrics:
[isa]
You came back
I didn't see that coming
You haven't changed
Well that's just a shame
'cuz I don't think that I'll be okay
I missed you in my life
so I'm glad 
that you decided to be here again

[chorus]
oh, oh
I'm so happy you're back around, my friend
oh, oh

[emy]
stay a while
don't let this go
you are what fills
this empty hole
can we just dance?
around till we die?
for you i'd give
all of my life

[chorus]
oh, oh
i really hope this dream never ends
oh, oh
i'm so happy you're back around, my friend

stay a while and don't let me go

ִֶָsorry for the unusual not-so-pretty lyrics recently

go show some luv to the prods! 

Yukiko: https://soundcloud.com/shikaiii/tracks
Bonka: https://t.me/headache112

maybe im not made for this

 𓂃˖˳·˖ ִֶָ ⋆★⋆ ִֶָ˖·˳˖𓂃 ִֶָ

(pre-chorus)

I hate making music
it probably hates me back around
steady standing still here
while everybody finds their sound
its the-
worst ending I could possibly have
just end it now
end it now before it gets worse!

(chorus)

yeah, I think I lost it
im stuck here thinking of the past tense
nothing ever makes sense
I don't feel right I wanna die
everyday I wanna die!
I cant do this anymore everything makes me wanna cry!
yeah I wanna give up
I feel like im lost and alone
and I cant talk a lot
I wanna be on my own!
youre not my friend
why do I always fail in the end?
just watch the numbers rise
is that all I ever really meant?

(post-chorus)

ive had enough, its the worst that Ive ever been!
im not so gifted, just a mess living inside their head
I sleep next to maggots
gotta forget it
punch down my head in
I don't know where im headed!

(bridge)
?

(verse)

but fuck that shit i dont even really care anymore
ill blow the candles out myself
they dont understand, ill be fine
and no im not alright
it doesnt matter anyways
cause theres ppl singing the same shit
i dont do this for the fame

in need of help
but theres nobody near
but its fine
ill be fine
cause ill take it one step at a time
its like what they said
cause im living in a fantasy
i dont care 'bout myself
ill die right next to my last symphony

(chorus)

yeah, I think I lost it
im stuck here thinking of the past tense
nothing ever makes sense
I don't feel right I wanna die
everyday I wanna die!
I cant do this anymore everything makes me wanna cry!
yeah I wanna give up
I feel like im lost and alone
and I cant talk a lot
I wanna be on my own!
youre not my friend
why do I always fail in the end?
just watch the numbers rise
is that all I ever meant?

its been so long, but_everything feels the same.. i don't think i'll ever get over you

isabella