i dont wanna talk
you have no future prospects
i think your fucking dumb
and your life serves no purpose

stop making me interact with these
mouthbreaking fucking freaks
it fills me with disgust
just to be in their presence

the way you talk is forced
nothing about you is unique
youre just a normalfag
and with no real personality

stop making me do group projects you dumb bitch

please don’t drag it on
why can’t you see my jeans drag
i even dyed my hair black
you look sad alone
come be sad with me
i’ll keep you company in bleeding 

with your fingerless gloves
sharing razors when we cut
i’m not alright 
with your fingerless gloves
sharing razors i’m not

please don’t drag it on
you make me feel like nothing
tell me that means something
you look sad alone
if you’re hurt and bleeding
i want to be the reason

every time you feel loved
i’ll tear you down and tell you off
i’m not alright 
white with a black wolfcut
yeah you can ruin my life
i’m not alright

with your fingerless gloves
baggy jeans 19 enough

Sharing Razors

lyrics:

I want to go
to a far off land
where bullets buzz 
around me

I know my mom will cry
when she hears the news
youll never recover my body 
say goodbye to me

I want to die
in a far off land
to die with honor

I want to die
figthing for a cause ill 
never understand
for a nation that will never
repay back

I want to go
to a far off land
where bullets buzzing everywhere
make me deaf to my ears

I know my mom will cry
when she hears the news
youll never revocer my body 
its beyond recognition

I want to die
in a far off land
to die with honor

I want to die
figthing for a nation 
that will never repay its debt
that will never respect my death

want to die in a far off land

Tapestry

Warlord

Slime St8

I know it's nice to pretend 
Things get better in the end
One thing that I know when it hurts
It's only gonna get worse

Which leads me to my final request
It may be hard to digest
But when I'm gone don't bury me 
Just throw me in the garbage please

When I die just throw me in the trash
It's where I always belong yeah
Spent so long living on this lonely earth
A garbage can is the only grave I'm worth

Wasted body wasted soul
Flesh and bone turn to mold
Nothing gets better every day's the same
Living my worthless life in this planet of pain

Planet of pain, throw me away
It was always meant to be this way
I'm just filth, get rid of me
Lay me down to rest so I can sleep happily



Planet Pain

Mattress on the floor
Where I am I can't tell
A stomach full of vomit 
A head full of dead braincells

So don't tell me to take easy
That's all I really do these days
Kill myself or kill some time
It's cool with me either way

I don't belong here
But whatever it's cool
Well I don't belong here
No you won't be seeing me at school

I don't belong here 
But I don't care
Well I don't belong here
Life ain't meant to be fair

Puke Pile

(Re-Upload since I forgot to record a backing guitar in the first cut and it sounded not great)

Hanging out with my pals, goofing off and joking around
I tell them I been thinking lately about putting myself in the ground
They just look around at each other and laugh really loud
I laugh too and we soon forget what we were talking about

After school I'm walking home, talking with my best friend
I look him in the eyes and say "you might not ever see me again"
He just laughs and punches my arm and says "y'know what man"
"You got a sense of humor I just don't understand"

I don't have to cry for help, everybody can already tell that
Me being here means I'm too scared, and even if I wasn't they wouldn't care
I'm only alive on this earth because I can't get the nerve 
To do what everybody wants me to

Die, please die, please die. please die
And cry if you need to
Die, please die, please die. please die
And please, do it soon

I'm sitting on the couch with my mom, watching what's on the TV
I ask her if she'd do it all over, and if she'd wanna keep me
She doesn't say anything at all, just looks at me and blinks
Then she says of course but I can tell that she had to think

My little sister calls me up sometimes just to ask me how I am
She tries to empathize and pretend she can understand
I drop some hints here and there about my thoughts of death
She just sighs and says that I should do what I think is best

I don't have to cry for help, everybody can already tell that
Me being here means I'm too scared, and even if I wasn't they wouldn't care
I'm still only on this earth because I can't get the nerve 
To do what everyone wants me to

Die, please die, please die. please die
And cry if you need to
Die, please die, please die. please die
And please, do it soon

Everyday the feeling grows and everyone around me knows
No one says anything, they're all ready to see me go
Always used to wonder if my life was meant to be
I don't have to anymore, everybody made it plain to see

Everyone wants me gone and I'm happy to oblige
Frankly speaking I'm tired of seeking love I'll never find
Friends and family all wanna see me underneath the ground six feet
So when I leave don't make a scene and act like you're gonna miss me

I don't have to cry for help, everybody can already tell that
Me being here means I'm too scared, and even if I wasn't they wouldn't care
I'm only alive on this earth because I can't get the nerve 
To do what everybody wants me to

Die, please die, please die. please die
And cry if you need to
Die, please die, please die. please die
And please, do it soon

Die, please die, please die. please die
And cry if you need to
Die, please die, please die. please die
And please, do it soon

Please Die

whenever i'm awake i'm always
thinkin about when i get to sleep again
i can't really remember what it feels like
not to count down all the hours till then

i'd rather dwell in all the things i can't change
than think about everything that i can
it's way more easy to live in familiar pain
at least that's something that i can understand

i know it's not forever, nothing really is
i know things won't always be this way
but it's too scary to face the future 
when i've spent so long running away

Sleep Forever

feat. Augie Deimos on guitar/bass

mean no disrespect when I say that I’m probably not getting off this shit this time
no matter how much I need to, it’s not enough for me to fight through my
whole life is just repeating the same thing, never getting better unless someone makes me and
hating myself more than anyone could possibly hate me as i
burn through my brains doing everything that can sedate me

how long will you believe that I’m still trying my best, as I do everything to show that I just gave up on this
it feels so weird that I’m so free to die whenever I want, while parents, friends, and strangers need me to still carry on 
guess it’s cool as long as I still get to get messed up, that’s the only thing I love and it’s fucked 
and it sucks that I’m spitting on everything that I don’t deserve 
all this love and support just enforces this misguided hurt

I don’t know but I don’t care and I don’t know cuz I don’t care
And I don’t know what’s out there or what comes next or why I’m scared

Circles Of Care

Real Cocoa Beach Rock & Roll!
Truest Space Coast Landmark (1997 - 2018)
Deadly Legacy Will Kill 1000s
https://zoneofscabs.bandcamp.com/

Thank you to everyone who's been with me these last few years, I never could've had this much fun or been this productive without you all. This project might be over but I'll never forget how happy it's made me. Goodbye and thanks for listening!

Slime St8

Scabzone

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