one of my favorite songs of all time, thank you for this

And After all this time - this song still hits, still hurts.

Love this song so much. Can’t stop listening....  i love your music so much.... What’s the background picture from?? Love the art too....

@basicinternetwannabe: aw man i appreciate it thanks, i was really nervous if the song would translate from vocal to instrumental

derek jeter took my head the heater
at the time i swear that i wont leave her
pull the trigger to my head
i forgot about what you said
all these damn things i regret
one more word and i'll be dead

derek jeter took my head the heater
at the time i swear that i wont leave her
derek jeter took my head the heater
at the time i swear that i wont leave her
pull the trigger to my head
i forgot about what you said
all these damn things i regret
one more word and i'll be dead

Ms. Wright Put The Trigger To My Head

Limbs Vermilion

i got a cellphone but it don't ever rang
ain't never gave a fuck about anything
meet me in the trees, no one hears you scream
can never, ever, ever, ever go to sleep
i just be flexing in my truey jeans
i just be rocking in my rocker jeans
i just be flexing in my truey jeans
i just be rocking in my rocker jeans

there's no tomorrow, so don't be sad today
tell that fool i'll kill him if he come 'round my way
the way this earth is, it hurts me
too many knives in my fucking jeans
ain't give no fuck, i'm walking on the interstate
cutter sing pretty, give ya' angel wings
hollows like to stay where the hollows stay
true religion rockers, but we don't pray
haunted mound still laughing through the pain
stay true for me, it's all fake
truey jeans on, it's a lovely day
i can't ever really feel anything

i got a cellphone but it don't ever rang
ain't never gave a fuck about anything
meet me in the trees, no one hears you scream
can never, ever, ever, ever go to sleep
i just be flexing in my truey jeans
i just be rocking in my rocker jeans
i just be flexing in my truey jeans
i just be rocking in my rocker jeans

truey jeans (sematary cover)

Grass

lyrics:

verse 1 
so you really wanna make it
do you really wanna make it
theres something you can do 
to make it all come true

pre chorus
you could be a household name just like kurt kobain
you could be everything

Chorus
And I know what I want I just dont know how to make it but I know how to fake it
and when things get that low you know ill never let go under a pale moon glow

verse 2
On every morning of november from 12 to 2am under a full moon light you can embrace its lies

Pre chorus
you could make hit after hit and be bigger than taylor swift

Post chorus
It hides behind the cloak of night obscures its scars in the moonlight
It fears no God no man no creed, it serves its own indignity

*warped vocal part* 
"hard work is not enough, you need a wingman"

Moonlight

Slime St8

I'll have to grow up someday
When that is I can't say
but I've still got dna 
to throw away

An empty void I see
Whenever I feel happy
With a life that I don't need
In a world that never fuckin needed me

Never cared to much about myself
But I can still pretend
When I close my eyes at night
I say a prayer to not wake up again

I spent enough time alone 
to understand
I'm always gonna be on my own
And no one's there to hold my hand

Say A Prayer

The afterlife sounds scary
An eternity just existing
I don’t want to
I’d rather sleep, please thank you
Something that’ll never cease
Something held without release
Doesn’t matter what it is
I’m sure I’ll get sick of it
God please help me
Help me understand what You mean
In the phrases and hymns that I read and sing
And the feelings I feel every Sunday morning
Nothing makes sense it’s all too complex
And I’m too stupid to try and do it anymore
Now I’m just trying to live through it
Antidepressants, pills and therapy
All they can offer to me to answer the question that’s always there staring right back at me
Why are we here, it’s not just adolescent fear
About future things it’s about human beings and the fate of all of us that’s unclear	
Nobody knows, nobody knows and I’m so 
Frustrated with the problem of where I’ll go when I’m dead and alone
Is there Heaven and Hell? I couldn’t even tell you
Where I would end up, I’m just fed up running around not knowing what I’m afraid of
OUTRO
Where will I go, is my soul all alone?
Am I just floating and looking into places unknown?
Am I nothing or something? Is something wrong?
Am I just here to hold this place until something new comes along?

Void

whenever i'm awake i'm always
thinkin about when i get to sleep again
i can't really remember what it feels like
not to count down all the hours till then

i'd rather dwell in all the things i can't change
than think about everything that i can
it's way more easy to live in familiar pain
at least that's something that i can understand

i know it's not forever, nothing really is
i know things won't always be this way
but it's too scary to face the future 
when i've spent so long running away

Sleep Forever

rather die than try to fix my life
cuz it's easier that way
run away and hide, never face what's wrong inside
so everything stays the same

hurting yourself is lame and fucking gay
but no one's gonna stop you
no one's there to say "hey are you ok?"
so waste your life if you want to

I live lifeless, i don't even try to fight this
cuz i don't really care
i'm used to the silence when i call out
and nobody's there

nobody's there because 

i lie to myself
and say i always wanted to be alone
i don't really know myself, don't know anyone else
so i just guess i'll get stoned

i guess i'll get stoned

Fugue Life

feat. Augie Deimos on guitar/bass

mean no disrespect when I say that I’m probably not getting off this shit this time
no matter how much I need to, it’s not enough for me to fight through my
whole life is just repeating the same thing, never getting better unless someone makes me and
hating myself more than anyone could possibly hate me as i
burn through my brains doing everything that can sedate me

how long will you believe that I’m still trying my best, as I do everything to show that I just gave up on this
it feels so weird that I’m so free to die whenever I want, while parents, friends, and strangers need me to still carry on 
guess it’s cool as long as I still get to get messed up, that’s the only thing I love and it’s fucked 
and it sucks that I’m spitting on everything that I don’t deserve 
all this love and support just enforces this misguided hurt

I don’t know but I don’t care and I don’t know cuz I don’t care
And I don’t know what’s out there or what comes next or why I’m scared

Circles Of Care

🕊 Waste your life if you want to 🕊

CIRCLES OF CARE 
https://world4.bandcamp.com/album/circles-of-care
VOID
https://world4.bandcamp.com/album/void

Sleep Forever

Wasteland, USA

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