Depression

Look Down.

@arr_eeh


Cuz I'm a narcissist
But optimistic, I'll get better with time
No I don't listen, I'm persistent
Keeping grudges in mind
But I try, and you don't
Guess I lie, cuz you won't
And tell you everything's okay
Even tho we both know
It's no communicating
Every thought that passes me by
Can't get a break, there's no escape
And I'm a wreck but I try
But that light, in your eye
When you tell me we're fine
Do you believe that honestly
Cuz up to me It's goodbye

Maybe It's too late for me
Maybe It's too late for me
Maybe It's too late for me

I tell myself that I cant let go
I tell myself that they're the one
But they made me feel like I got no one
By my side
No one by my side

Oh, I dont feel okay
Okay, okay, okay

Cuz I'm a narcissist
But optimistic, I'll get better with time
No I don't listen, I'm persistent
Keeping grudges in mind
But I try, and you don't
Guess I lie cuz you won't
And tell you everything's okay
Even tho we both know

Maybe It's too late for me
Maybe It's too late for me
Maybe It's too late for me

Oh I dont feel okay
Okay, okay, okay

Narcissist w/ Re:

shiloh dynasty - Endless (Rough)

I'm standing right in front of you 
but you always see right through me 
and it hurts, so much more than I thought it would 
and I hate that you won't even look at me
throw myself on the platter
but you're never there to eat
I'm the lint in your laundry 
the change in your jeans 
and all I really want is you to notice me
I'm looking back in the mirror (I'm looking back in the mirror)
who'd wanna be with me?
and I hate every piece of me 
so tell me would you even notice me?
alone again alone again
alone again alone again

ghost (demo)

@rxseboy - Anthony is really tired (prod. neverforever)

this is a song about dissociating 

produced by fats'e 
soundcloud.com/youngburial 
twitter.com/youngburial 

art by ghostly pixels 
twitter.com/ghostly_pixels

lyrics:
laying alone, i dissociate 
laying alone 

i saw a pictureframe 
and it turned out to be a mirror 
my reflection's so much clearer 
when i'm not aware it's me 

i saw a maple tree 
it was growing in my head 
when everybody else was dead 
and i climbed up it just to see 

i saw myself again 
but i stood outside my being 
i could understand that being 
isn't all there is to be 

i see the future now 
got too distracted by the present 
to remember that my head is 
not a vehicle for fear 

and it's a long way down if you fall 
and it's a long way up if you don't 

and it's a long way down if you fall 
and it's a long way out, so 

i sit in the center 
and i ponder my disinterest 
for it all 

it's a lot easier 
to imagine ending things 
(to imagine ending things) 
when i'm watching myself 
from the third person 
(from the third person) 

it's a lot easier 
to imagine changing things 
(to imagine changing things) 
when i'm watching myself 
from the third person 
(from the third person)

dissociate (prod. fats'e)

download <3

i had it removed because I didn't like it as much as my other songs but its gotten quite popular on spotify so it's back up.

lyrics:
in just a couple months I'll be turning 17,
18s just another year away and im still processing.
I'm still not big yet and my grades havent rised
I kept my hopes low and there's still no still no surprise but
I'll make it somehow 

This is not a song about you this is a song about me instead
I'm tired of writing shitty love songs on a paper that will never get read
I try to sleep comfortably but there's bed bugs on my bed
I wanna make some better songs but I can't find the chords in my head

I told myself that I would fix my overall mentality 
Aprils almost coming soon and the third days just for me
There's peoeple and dreams that all stop me from dying
but all this bullshit just makes me wonder why
I'll make it somehow

This is not a song about you this is a song about me instead
There more you hear the song again you might think that I'm a hypocrite 
but this is just what i'm saying and it all comes from my head
I'd write a lyric here and there but I think I'll stick with this instead

not a song about you

I hate this feeling of sadness and loneliness....
Mixed by: @skitallraps
Art: https://www.pinterest.com/pin/787567053558067159/

spotify!

Alone ft. ivri(prod. ocean)

Adonis

Got Me! (feat. Re:)

*streaming everywhere!*

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Got Me! (feat. Re:)

Distractions

11:47 (Interlude)

take care of yourself

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ghost (demo)

sanjay.