We Chase the Wind

Hindsight

singing -maori kinjo
https://www.youtube.com/user/MAnelaK98

Will He -Joji (maori kinjo)

yo, its your favourite lo fi producer, saying a lo fi thank you for lo fi 700 <3

lyrics:

You been doing it again, 
Playing games with my head. 
Crossing over riddles to whatever you meant.
Man, I had enough of playing hide and seek 
Because you Peak arguments by blaming them on me. 
And I know you got a lot going right now,
Feel free to vent it out in every little sound I make.
Talking in my sleep, ridden by mistakes in not sure that if I made,
But I'll take them for your sake.  

You push it off as family,
But a family can only be if you're part of me. 
And partly guess you are, still i water the plants hoping we'll grow out eventually.

Always saying things accidentally,
Like a broken record, always on repeat. 
Tried to be honest, tried to be me, 
Kept your feet on it, tried to break free, 
But you're Still on it.

You say you've been having nightmares, 
tired changing the colour night wears. 
Staring down the monster in the closet.
Even if I was scared, I was taught to love it 

Learned that when I need it most, I won't be heard,
Everything I get is what I deserve,
All the grades that I write are my worth,
Keep going down cos im getting worse.

//

And damn 
I never meant to hate you.
Hate whats brewing up inside you.
That brownish goo of always too much 
disgust,
No love, never enough. 

Not really Shure what to do now.
Bound to your power, chained to the way out.
Ive been losing my mind, tryna figure out
If it's true what you say, cos I always find doubts.

Running in this crazy shit.
Come an have a laugh down at our circus pit.
We don't show clowns, just a crazy bitch, 
Pulling out her hair because she's loosing it.

/

its been getting worse

we're all just spirits drifting through this life, finding our own reasons and our own motivations to keep on drifting.

mine is music.

come drift with me for just a moment <3

artwork by chrosky

all production (excluding the song Sometimes) by me

features by love-sadKiD, Atwood, and Chris Wright

Special thanks to Miles Landry, ETHERIO, love-sadKiD, Duke Ducas, and many others for helping me shape this record into what it is

SPIRITS

Again With You (feat. Chris Wright)

So this year I've made some income from music, made some close friends, and I've even met some of them in real life too. I'm happy and grateful that people tune and take time out of their day to listen to my stuff. That shit warms my heart yo. Happy new year and see you in 2019. 

Producer: https://soundcloud.com/juniordbeats
Artwork: https://soundcloud.com/ocoenia

Lyrics:
It's hard to love others, I'm flawed and it's hard to love myself
Need a reverend, need a cross because I'm exorcising 
Demons from my mind, line'em back to hell
I see hella peeps yeah comparing on my IG feed
Hive-mind always saying oh so and so has it better than me
I'm guilty of that too, but there's more to life 
Than screens telling you what you can or can't do
Look in a mirror the person holding you back 
Is the person on the other side, but I know you know you knew that
I'm speaking only truth from my own point of view 
Make a choice you need to choose, make a point you need to prove

Art help me do it 
Fusing both sides a whole with my music
When I write so conclusive
Yin yang truces 
Damn now new phone who this

It's livid I kill it my spirit, spit it so vivid, my image
A scrimmage, I pillage the village yeah, pilling the pain yeah
Painting a picture of what's in my brain
Blood stains on a stained glass yeah
Flood rains on terrain fast yeah
My neck on a noose why death what I choose
bad parts need to lose, sad heart see the bruises

Art help me do it 
Fusing both sides a whole with my music
When I write so conclusive
Yin yang truces 
Damn now new phone who this

It's livid I kill it my spirit, spit it so vivid, my image
a scrimmage who this
It's livid I kill it my spirit, spit it so vivid, my image
a scrimmage who this

Spotify

Who This (Prod. jrd.)

i really wanted to make something because I was in the moment but this is how it turned out.

if you're wondering where the anime is from in the cover picture it is called Usagi Drop.

if i had a backyard

The second installment of hrtbrk x mental is now on display!

Thank you to everyone who supports me. Ily all frfr

Prod. @mental
Mixed and Mastered by @kyaruok
Cover by @iamhrtbrk

thank you (prod. mental) [Available On Spotify & iTunes]

It's amazing what you can get done on a depression day lmao 

Lyrics:

Friends with my demons 
They suit me well 
I don't need a reason to find a home in hell 
How I've been feeling is 
On show so don't tell 
Feels like I'm breathing but I'm somebody else 

I don't mind the symptoms 
If they are worth the drug 
Thought about it sober 
Till I started tasting blood
Voices in your mind 
Match them if you know 
Out of all your pretty faces 
Who do you show?

Promise to be better now 
Know that what you want will only let you down 
Promise to be better now 
Stars are only sun's who've yet to know they're out
before you're out 

Quiet the words 
You'll say them again 
guess thats just the way we do

Live what we're taught 
Give what we hold 
but if they ask for you 

Who do you show? 

//

Drums taken from looperman
Vocals, beat and the whole rest by typx
I do not own the art

//

thank you for listening :)

fractions

. . . and we haven't spoken since the quarantine, and we may not speak again 

Video: https://youtu.be/dl7TkF61Ta0

Stream

she left her ukulele at my house

Shiver(prod.tennis player)[COVER]

take care of yourself

clean friends
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@gylsmusic
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if i had a backyard

sanjay.