ask me if i'm okay

sad sad tunes

lyrics:
you you said I should change 
my heart was just a game
you tore it out its gone

I'll change the way I am
I'll be a better man
I'll make it all okay

I should've known
I was wrong
I'm so dumb
i'm so numb

crush crush me down to bits
pour me in a glass
and boil away my skin

i stare stare into a mirror
see my stupid face
and wonder when I'll change 

I should've known
I was wrong
I'm so dumb
i'm so numb

dumb

ask me if i'm okay album - coming soon -

lyrics:

i want them to look me in the eye and say they care, 
when i need someone to talk to no ones here,
I think i make things worse, so they're all scared 
I cant seem to look both ways, nothings clear

I hope they leave my casket open. I don't wanna die alone,
I always end up losing more friends, I don't wanna make them go.
I never get a happy ending, the page is gone i'll never know,
and I just wanna know my feelings, feelings I will never show.

i'm deep i'm deep in your thoughts, i'm lost i'm so fucking lost
you know that i cannot see, all the things that happiness brings
I lay I lay in my bed I don't feel a thing I don't feel a thing

I hope they leave my casket open. I don't wanna die alone,
I always end up losing more friends, I don't wanna make them go.
I never get a happy ending, the page is gone i'll never know,
and I just wanna know my feelings, feelings I will never show.

I hope they leave my casket open. I don't wanna die alone,
I always end up losing more friends, I don't wanna make them go.
I never get a happy ending, the page is gone i'll never know,
and I just wanna know my feelings, feelings I will never show.

open casket

what, what am i doing now?
why do i feel this way?
I can't seem to figure out,
I don't even like my name.

I get out of my bed,
I forgot things I said.
you know it hurts my head,
when you leave my words on read.

all my words just seem to leave a mark,
everything is just a little dark.
musics just another form of art, 
singing songs about my broken heart.

what am i doing?

i woke up yesterday, on the wrong side of bed.
I come on just to play, with a small group of friends.

I look out in the mirror, let me crawl out of my skin
I'm tired of this face, I dont like how I've been

I dont know what is wrong with me
I'm staring out and wondering
no wonder I cant sleep at night 
is it too late to say goodbye

I've boarded up my windows 
I think I'm fine this time
My life just flashes by me 
I wanna find some peace

I love my family dearly 
but they can't tell im sad
I know that it's not funny
but I can't help but laugh

window

ask me if i'm okay  - coming soon -

i cant feel my heart. you know im not strong
Im so sick and tired, i dont know whats wrong

i dont wanna make any mistakes now
I've done too much you know what i am talking bout 
im self depracating and i know its not okay 
all this humilation is filling up in my place

hold up hold up i just wanna think a second 
dont you know that know thats my heart that you keep on stepping
but i know that im not taking every moment of my chance 
ive filling up my thoughts with stupid pictures of my past
i dont wanna be the boy you keep leaning on for cash
i just wanna be a kid and never think about my path

i can't feel my heart

take care of yourself

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@cdotc
@maggery
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@quibby

window

sanjay.