nothing,nowhere. - LOVE::LOSS (unreleased)

nothing,nowhere. - junior varsity dropout (unreleased)

nothing,nowhere. - break me (unreleased)

even though you used to call my name, 
i turned a cheek; i looked the other way
my hands are weak, my soul is laced with shame 
'cause i'm the only one whose left to blame 

it is what it is

An album blending our love of electronic music and math rock. 

[Verse 1]
No more he cried out in pain
He tore a hole in his disdain
Alas he would grow more
Than he could ever know
He tried so hard to be understood
Son of a preacher never heard
Before he could make it home
Gentle whispers stand alone

[Chorus]
Hold me close
Set yourself
I never meant to let the light burn out
Hold me close
Be my friend
I never want you to be misunderstood

[Verse 2]
No more he whispered slowly
His words were left unanswered
Trying to make amends
For all the things he never said
He tried so hard to be understood
Son of a preacher never heard
Although the words echo through him
Gentle whispers grow so loud

[Chorus]
Hold me close
Set yourself
I never meant to let the light burn out
Hold me close
Be my friend
I never want you to be misunderstood

[Outro]
(No more he cried out in pain)
(No more he cried out in pain)
(No more he cried out in pain)
(No more he cried out in pain)
No more he cried out in pain
He tore a hole in his disdain
Alas he would grow more
Than he could ever know
He tried so hard to be understood
The son of a preacher never heard
Before he could make it home
Gentle whispers said alone
No more he cried out in pain
He tore a hole in his disdain
Alas he would grow more
Than he could ever know
He tried so hard to be understood
Son of a preacher never heard
never heard
Before he could make it home
Gentle whispers said alone

Hold Me Close

demo.

never,forever. - Repairable

never,forever. - to be you

lyrics:
sometimes i just don't wanna wake up
other days i just wanna get my bread up
sometimes i just wanna make music 
other days i just wanna drink and lose it
i don't know, i don't know, i don't know man
i've been wasting time feeling like an old man
and i don't really wanna fucking go do shit
and i don't really care about what's popping
rather stay inside my head always throbbing 
rather stay inside and pet on my dog man
it's the only thing i ever fucking trusted
everything else always let me down 
but that's okay cause i let me down too
but that's okay cause i let me down too 

i'll let you down
i'll let you down 
i'll let you down
i'll let you down

sometimes i just wanna wake up 
look up in the mirror and not feel hated
not the best but i feel underrated
i've been down but i know imma flex up
me and gang some angels, yeah we next up
feeling cursed like damn baby i'm hexed up

sometimes i just don't wanna wake up
other days i just wanna get my bread up
sometimes i just wanna make music 
other days i just wanna drink and lose it
i don't know, i don't know, i don't know man
i've been wasting time feeling like an old man

sometimes (prod. flwrs)

guitar, production -https://soundcloud.com/poppytears

shout out to https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s for jumping on this one with me  

"Behind Screens" full album: https://open.spotify.com/album/25XjozBMStYBDrlGk3wqHw?si=xAQ3iCJaTb6kz4hOhSMS0g

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/familypet
https://soundcloud.com/4ever-falling https://soundcloud.com/lilhappylilsad
https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s

cover art: www.instagram.com/kenny_ravee/

Bandcamp link: https://lilsedative.bandcamp.com/track/healthy-relief-ft-9tails-remastered

love you all

LYRICS: 

9TAILS:
not much i can do
pretty girls always needed more acceptance from you
i told her I'd
love if we ran away
cheap grams and cheap faith arent much of a reason to stay
and we could come back anytime but my souls had enough for today
enough with these moodswings i love you i love you but please go away
she feeds me real great
i can only wait so long
i can only show you once
december weather got my fingers numb
we end with the day
were gone with the sun

Poppy Tears: 

You call yourself a rockstar 
and you can't even play the fucking guitar
I know it isn't in your heart 
couldn't give two fucks about the art

we all fade away like a picture losing colour inside it's frame 
are we all waiting for the day, the day we look back upon what we made

like was it worth it 
Am I deserving
I'm still learning 
with death I'm flirting 

I slow my heart rate 
I've made that mistake 
feel my bones shake 
and find my own lane

✧ spotify ✧

healthy relief w/ 9TAILS (prod. poppy tears)

produced by jay vee, pharoah vice, & boyband
@jvbeats666 @pharaoh-vice @aloneinaboyband

I saw an old friend today
We were never that close 
Always had something to say
Never doing the most 
He was grinding 9 to 5
Said he getting back in it 
Back to writing and lyrics 
Said he quit the prescriptions
But them eyes still hollow 
Like the ice on the linen 
And that bag still empty
When you cop it 
or fill it

So I wonder what he meant
We all have definitions

Broke my back tryina help 
In the same damn position 
Lost my sight 
Out of mind
When I made that decision
Should've trusted my gut
Yeah I had premonitions
Imma young dumb fuck
Never learned how to listen 
So the words I sew
Never fully envisioned 
If the shoe don’t fit
Better make an incision

So don’t wonder what I meant
We all have definitions

When I’m awake too late I get nervous
When I sleep too late I get certain
Spending time worried just a burden
Keep my flashlight behind the curtain

When I’m awake too late I get nervous
When I sleep too late I get certain
Spending time worried just a burden
Keep my flashlight behind the curtain

When I’m awake too late I get nervous
When I sleep too late I get certain
Spending time worried just a burden
Keep my flashlight behind the curtain

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i saw an old friend today w/ jay vee

my skies are gray
produced by https://soundcloud.com/kanjoprod

❀lyrics❀

it's all the same, my skies are gray
without you baby, i'm wasting away
it's all the same, my skies are gray
without you baby, i'm wasting away

you don't hear the thoughts
the voices i hear
more often than not, my love
i wish i'd disappear (ooh)
i've been waiting,
so long for this
brush me off,
but its important

save me

my skies are gray *p. kanjo*

https://t.me/nowherenothing
https://t.me/kithandkinblog

nothing,nowhere. - junior varsity dropout (unreleased)

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