nothing,nowhere. - junior varsity dropout (unreleased)

Alternative rock song in the style of 2000s German indie rock bands, melancholic and intellectual mood, poetic and cryptic lyrics in German. Dry baritone vocals, calm and slightly detached delivery. Minimalistic arrangement: steady mid-tempo drums, warm bassline, clean electric guitar with subtle delay, occasional dissonant chords. Sparse production, raw but intimate, evoking early 2000s indie rock with a reflective and melancholic atmosphere, lyrics: Balkonblumen, music: AI



Astronauten im Nebel

[Verse 1]  
Scarlet silence fills the room  
Every flower starts to bloom  
But the thorns are all I feel  
Tell me which of us is real  

[Pre-Chorus]  
Candle burning in the dark  
Every flame ignites a mark  
Through the ashes, I remain  
Bound to beauty, bound to pain  

[Chorus]  
Scarlet silence, sharp and deep  
Every secret that I keep  
Scarlet silence, never dies  
Every tear becomes the skies  

[Verse 2]  
Silver voices haunt the air  
Every shadow whispers there  
I can’t run, I can’t let go  
But the silence makes me grow  

[Pre-Chorus]  
Candle burning in the dark  
Every flame ignites a mark  
Through the ashes, I remain  
Bound to beauty, bound to pain  

[Chorus]  
Scarlet silence, sharp and deep  
Every secret that I keep  
Scarlet silence, never dies  
Every tear becomes the skies  


Scarlet Silence

reddit found this a few months ago. put it up on YT and forgot SC. sorry.

demo.

never,forever. - minor threat shirt

never,forever. - repairable

Production: me :)
Vocals: @lilxlotus
art: https://twitter.com/lexijohnstonx
Lyrics

I don't think that i'll be fine and I can't do this
It's a struggle every night just to get through it

Look me straight in the eye, am I just wasting my time?
You had me waiting for hours and promised this wasn't good bye
And i'm not feeling alright, but you swear i'll be fine
It makes me sick to my stomach, I can't get you out of my mind
I cant get you out of my mind
My mind
My mind
It makes me sick to my stomach, I cant get you out of my mind

Look me straight in the eye (I don't think that i'll be fine and I cant do this), am I just wasting my time?
You had me waiting for hours (Its a struggle every night just to get through it) and promised this wasn't good bye
And i'm not feeling alright (I don't think that i'll be fine and I cant do this), but you swear i'll be fine
It makes me sick to my stomach (Its a struggle every night just to get through it) I cant get you out of mind
I cant get you out of mind

(look me straight in the eye, am I just wasting my time?)
My mind
(You had me waiting for hours and promised this wasn't good bye)
My mind, makes me sick to my stomach I cant get you out of my mind

And i'm not feeling alright, but you swear i'll be fine
It makes me sick to my stomach, I cant get you out of my mind
I cant get you out of my mind
My mind
My mind
My mind
It makes me sick to my stomach, I cant get you out of my mind

Out Of My Mind (ft. Lil Lotus)

it still hurts, forgetting you

featuring my friend @ihateshinigami

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

lyrics: https://genius.com/thebreathingbackwards-too-long-lyrics

blackheartemoji

spotify

too long (ft. shinigami)

Photo Credit: Tanalee Youngblood
Intro and Outro voice sample from Derek

Lyrics:
Girl I know you must've left for a reason
I feel the time pass I be out here drowning in seasons
I wonder when you'll come back, way you left it was treason
Ooh, thought we had something real but you teasing

So you're gone I don't really give a fuck
Moving on I been living on my luck
Been so long I was feeling like I'm stuck
Staying strong, made me bleed just like a cut

I'll focus on myself and I'll just keep the money coming
I keep the real ones that were there when I just don't feel nothing
And there's a girl that wanna be there anytime I'm struggling
Keep me up and show me light she got my heartbeat humming

Everything is a moment, I'll write it down and I'll fold it
I'll take your heart and I'll hold it, I'll keep you safe and you know it
I roll a swish and I smoke it, she don't like weed but it's okay
She know I'm real in my soul and I chill with friends and my homies

You already know it's been a long time coming
I been working everyday improving who I'm becoming
I get some money I run it, I say the fuck is a budget
And I been putting in this work while everybody do nothing

Stay awake thinking bout how you're not alone
I been back and forth just like a palindrome
Stuck in thoughts like vines that have been overgrown
I been trapped inside my mind I'm tryna let it go

I been sad I been tryna get better
I still got my ring in the drawer it's right next to your letter
I guess I'll burn it it's better, you know I'm still a go getter
You know I work I under pressure, I move along with my ventures

Everyday I know I'm only getting brighter thoughts
Minor shots, fire plots, I spend all my time writing
I kick back with my friends while I be reaching for the lighter
Finally I'm happy reaching higher

Stargazer keep your hopes in the future
Forget about the past we coming clutch how we do it
Reach for the stars yeah you know you'll get through it
I got my head in the clouds like a shuttle I flew it

Raise your hands to the sky if you really feel alive
I know there's more to this life that just trying to survive
I been feeling the light and the warmth from the shine
I promise everything is gonna be alright

stargazer

Track 11 from "Digital Flowerings Vol. 5"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Z9uuNBhrl4&list=PLbKIh585gb8pwb77gaKfu1UehRB5OiBZ-

Softheart/Truett (Artist/Producer)
https://twitter.com/Truettthehuman
https://soundcloud.com/softhert

Internet Hippy (Channel)
https://twitter.com/InternetHippy
https://soundcloud.com/internet-hippy

Softheart - My Poisin Is My Medicine [Prod. By Truett]

scared of breaking down when im around you

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

lyrics: https://genius.com/Thebreathingbackwards-thorns-lyrics

thorns

nothing,nowhere. - MY BONES

https://t.me/nowherenothing
https://t.me/kithandkinblog

nothing,nowhere. - junior varsity dropout (unreleased)

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