all the songs i dropped in 2023!
(minus one for soundcloud copyright bs)

i hope u enjoy & stick around for next year

☆2023☆

★but i dont wanna believe you..★

[featuring]
@fijimar

[producer]
@sleepsx

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/i-wish-that-i-was-better-than-this-w-fijimar-prod-xysoftshade-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

hook:
i dont wanna another fight
not today
i just wanna feel like im alright
that im okay

say that im just fine but i know
it wont stay
i dont want nothing else then for you
to just stay

verse:
i dont wanna know
what its like without you
i know its hard though

i dont wanna be
afraid of my own bed
tripping over words
i wish i said

i know that you wanna leave
but i dont wanna believe you

and it gets harder to breathe
when thinking of you and me
k i s s i n g
in this life what do you see

girl you're the reason i bleed
you cut so deep like the sea
in this life what do you see
k i s s i n g

repeat hook:
i dont wanna another fight
not today
i just wanna feel like im alright
that im okay

say that im just fine but i know
it wont stay
i dont want nothing else then for you
to just stay

ending:
i wish that i was better than this
i wish that i was better than this
i wish that i was better than this
i wish that i was better than this

ill pack my bags and run
far away from here
i can never face myself
and i hurt the ones i love the most

i wish i wasnt like this
i wish i wasnt like this
i wish i wasnt like this
i wish i wasnt like this

★streaming★

★i wish that i was better than this★ w/ fijimar (prod. xysoftshade)

★cause theres nothing.. that you wouldn't do★

[artwork]
@junixo

[producer]
@prodgrayskies

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/dance-with-me-prod-grayskies-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

verse:
ive been picking these flowers
to know that.. she loves me
but oh my god
i guess i got tied in my words

bridge:
i can feel it
when your talking to me
all of my worry is gone

chorus:
cause theres nothing
nothing
that you wouldnt do
(that you wouldnt do)

cause theres nothing
nothing
that you wouldnt do
(that you wouldnt do)

just to feel me too

verse:
but i know that you care
but im lost in my ways
a symbol of regret

cause i wish i was better
and treated you best
better than.. anyone could

bridge:
i can feel it
when you talk to me slow
cause all of my worry is gone

chorus:
cause theres nothing
nothing
that you wouldnt do
(that you wouldnt do)

cause theres nothing
nothing
that you wouldnt do
(that you wouldnt do)

just to feel me too

ending:
so wont you go and just
dance with me
silently
feels like im lost

wont you
dance with me
silently
feels like im lost

please just
dance with me
silently
feels like im lost

when you
dance with me
silently
feels like im lost in you

★dance with me★ (prod. grayskies)

★..your smile fades in the summer..★

[producer]
@shikixo
@noahmadethiss

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/i-know-that-u-feel-me-prod-shiki-xo-noahmadethiss-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

intro:
fate fell short this time
your smile fades in the summer
place your hand in mine
i'll leave when i wanna

hook:
since when do i talk like that
had conviction but it all fell flat
hide my feelings in a brand new tat
i know that you feel me

im lit but my songs all sad
stats up so my cheque is fat
driving fast dont know where im at
i know that you feel me

verse:
cause theres something in my head
but i cannot seem to lose it
i dont wanna feel like
im going through the motions

i dont wanna be
just another memory
(just another memory)
(just another memory)

ill change enough
till i think im getting better
but i dont know where to start
with these letters

fall back to my old self
unless i take measures
i dont wanna give
you back your sweater

bridge:
fate fell short this time
your smile fades in the summer (so lost in these illusions)
place your hand in mine
ill leave when i wanna (so lost in these illusions)

repeat hook:
since when do i talk like that
had conviction but it all fell flat
hide my feelings in a brand new tat
i know that you feel me

im lit but my songs all sad
stats up so my cheque is fat
driving fast dont know where im at
i know that you feel me

ending:
fate fell short this time
your smile fades in the summer
place your hand in mine
ill leave when i wanna

★i know that u feel me★ (prod. shiki xo & noahmadethiss)

★..just so i can hold on to all of this..★

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/kingtheta

[artwork]
myself lol

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/all-of-this-prod-king-theta-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

verse one:
you dont have to say another word to me
i know when to call it quits, theres clarity in all of this
cause i was too stubborn and had to be right
i never could listen, without a fight

pre chorus:
but all that i wanted in here in my arms
im sorry for everything i know its been hard
i promised a change and i swear that its true
it may take some time but i want it more than anything

chorus:
i cant, remember that
guess i have to write it in pen
that i am the cause of this
just so i can hold onto all of this

i cant, remember that
guess i have to write it in pen
that i am the cause of this
just so i can hold onto all of this

verse two:
you know that i care,
im just shit at showing it
the stitch is undone 
and i am sowing it

cause after everything you said
i took some time to self reflect
way way back to when we met
before i fucked it up

pre chorus:
but all that i wanted in here in my arms
im sorry for everything i know its been hard
i promised a change and i swear that its true
it may take some time but i want it more than anything

chorus:
i cant, remember that
guess i have to write it in pen
that i am the cause of this
just so i can hold onto all of this

i cant, remember that
guess i have to write it in pen
that i am the cause of this
just so i can hold onto all of this

ending:
just so i can hold onto all of this
just so i can hold onto all of this

★all of this★ (prod. king theta)

★..but theres no one listening..★

[producers]
@kkkarasu
@sdssssssssssssssss

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/replay-w-9souls-prod-karasu-x-sds-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

hook: (scoob)
I know things I shouldn't know
wish that I could just let go
tap out of my life for good
but its not that easy

I feel tempted everyday
my attempt is on replay
I wish that I didn't fail
but its never easy

I've been calling out
but there's no one listening
I've been screaming loud
but I guess no ones listening

I've been begging loud
but there's no one listening
guess the time is now
because no one listening

verse: (9souls)
find out things you shouldnt know
ill do whatever you say so
gossip girl but ur not privy
9souls scooby we so pretty

pretty pretty pretty pretty pretty

you think im a monster now
because my skin is glistening
we whisper secrets loud
like no ones listening

repeat hook: (scoob)
I know things I shouldn't know
wish that I could just let go
tap out of my life for good
but its not that easy

I feel tempted everyday
my attempt is on replay
I wish that I didn't fail
but its never easy

I've been calling out
but there's no one listening
I've been screaming loud
but I guess no ones listening

I've been begging loud
but there's no one listening
guess the time is now
because no one listening

★replay★ w/ 9souls (prod. karasu x sds)

20 | they/them
you'll always have a home with me.

nightcore versions: @cutemfontheblock & https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr
b-sides @scoobert-doobert-1738

★all of this★ (prod. king theta)

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