☆2021☆

☆never forget my heart, that you crossed☆

[featuring]
https://soundcloud.com/itsbr3xx (mixed by https://soundcloud.com/yung-jza-shawty)

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/kidtrashpop

[artwork]
me lol

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/im-so-lost-w-brexx-prod-kidtrashpop-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

intro: (brexx + scoob)
(brexx)
yeah your swisher sweet
cherry dynamite
kiss me under moonlight
what you did was not right

hold me tight like corset
girl on you my hearts set

(scoobert)
im just so lost
never forget my heart that you crossed

hook: (scoobert)
yeah i get so lost inside
of your eyes and how they shine
words cannot just come to mind
need you on my worst days

you just know what to say

but i know ill say goodbye
ill forget about those times
ill shut up i wont just whine
i wish that you would stay

now im caught in a daze

im just so lost
never forget my heart that you crossed

verse: (brexx)
yeah your swisher sweet
cherry dynamite
kiss me under moonlight
what you did was not right

hold me tight like corset
girl on you my hearts set
the stars align when our eyes met

said you love me yeah i bet

no call no text
say you love me yeah i bet
no call no text 
its brexx baby

repeat hook: (scoobert)
yeah i get so lost inside
of your eyes and how they shine
words cannot just come to mind
need you on my worst days

you just know what to say

but i know ill say goodbye
ill forget about those times
ill shut up i wont just whine
i wish that you would stay

now im caught in a daze

im just so lost
never forget my heart that you crossed

[personal shoutout]
s/o https://soundcloud.com/screwyounick for uploading this song on soundcloud while i was out in orlando. ilysm broski thank you for having my back <333

★streaming★

★im so lost★ w/ brexx (prod. kidtrashpop)

☆spread your wings, just like a fairy!☆

[featuring]
https://soundcloud.com/adharmasatru

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/uglyzucc

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/fairy-w-adha-prod-uglyzuccnitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
ever since i heard you lost your wings
but still did your best to not give up
to try to face him regardless
i wanted to hold u just like this 

i know how hard it must've been
im proud of you

hook: (scoobert)
spread your wings
just like fairy
when ur not with me
the world seems so scary

feeling surrounds me
leaving me wary
days roll on by
the love it may vary

from day to day
but still i will need it
heal me with time
the pain will be needles

missing ur touch
a drug that i cant quit
say that im fine
if on the surface

i know what to say
until i see u
holding u tight
promise we'll get through

all of the shadows
as they are shallow
but who will know
as love is so fallow

bridge:
spread your wings
just like fairy
when ur not with me
the world seems so scary

feeling surrounds me
leaving me wary
days roll on by
the love it may vary

verse: (adha)
fairy wings on an angel
when im with the worlds less painful
i feel confident and i am able
to love myself could u make me so grateful

you build me up
and you changed my life
and i fell so hard
i didnt even have to try

years pass, tears fall
waiting for your call
but ur calling me
like every night

i wish that i could find
the words to say to you
although i tried
nothing comes closer than

i love you

repeat hook:
spread your wings
just like fairy
when ur not with me
the world seems so scary

feeling surrounds me
leaving me wary
days roll on by
the love it may vary

from day to day
but still i will need it
heal me with time
the pain will be needles

missing ur touch
a drug that i cant quit
say that im fine
if on the surface

i know what to say
until i see u
holding u tight
promise we'll get through

all of the shadows
as they are shallow
but who will know
as love is so fallow
--------------------------
happy new year ily <3

★spotify★

★fairy★ w/ adha (prod. uglyzucc)

☆your voice sounds like heaven, when u talk to me soft!☆

s/o yungjzaisdead ily <33

[original song]
https://soundcloud.com/yung-jza-shawty/soft

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/dead-gio

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/soft-yungjzaisdead-cover-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
hook:
i promise all this is over as soon as you walk through that door
and nothing feels better than when you're here in my arms
and I stay close to the phone, waiting for you to call
cause your voice sounds like heaven when you talk to me soft

verse:
talk to me like you used to
so soft, baby, so soft
i miss you, yeah, I still do
when you're gone, yeah, when you're gone, yeah

waiting for you 'til you show
getting close, I'll never know
i know you're never home
and it seems that life is going
almost feels like that's a past life

yeah

repeat hook:
i promise all this is over as soon as you walk through that door
and nothing feels better than when you're here in my arms
and I stay close to the phone, waiting for you to call
cause your voice sounds like heaven when you talk to me soft

★soft★ (yungjzaisdead cover)

☆lets dance so slow!, yea with the lights out u glow </3☆

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/yung-jza-shawty

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/snowdance-prod-yungjzaisdead-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
hook:
l-l-lets dance so slow!
yeah with the lights out u glow
u can stay here i-i-i- know
and im always so sad to see u go

baby when i see u my heart glows
yeah its so soft like snow
and my mind wonders like woah
how tf u do that please show me

verse 1:
yeah its alright say what u want
ur all that i need its u that i want
b-b-but i feel down when out and about
but i know why without a doubt its u

when ur so far away from me
its so plain to see
so why dont u be with me
for all eternity

bridge:
for all eternity

repeat hook:
l-l-lets dance so slow!
yeah with the lights out u glow
u can stay here i-i-i- know
and im always so sad to see u go

baby when i see u my heart glows
yeah its so soft like snow
and my mind wonders like woah
how tf u do that please show me

verse 2:
i just want forever with u
its all i want to do
but i cant promise never no
it hurts me so bad it hurts me so bad

enough
ive had about enough
of life its so damn tough
i guess im outta luck

★snow//dance★ (prod. yungjzaisdead)

☆u give me butterflies, every week!☆

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/adharmasatru

[artwork]
https://soundcloud.com/dead-gio

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/xoxo-prod-adha-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
u give me butterflies every week!
with u i feel so complete
i saw a firefly dance on ur cheek
and i knew it was forever just u and me-

sigh i had so much i was
going to say once i finally got to talk to u
but now that your here and i can see ur face for myself
none of it seems so important anymore

hook:
u give me butterflies every week!
with u i feel so complete
i saw a firefly dance on ur cheek
and i knew it was forever just u and me

when were alone i just cannot speak!
im lost ur just so unique
even though i know that im weak
falling deep in love i just cant compete

verse:
yeah i fell harder then a raindrop
loving u i cant stop
swear that ur my desktop
laying in my bed while were watching goofy tiktoks

ur the only one i wanna know

y-y-y-yeah this is a love song
that comes of as too strong
but i hope u dont mind
cause i know u waited too long

so this is a message
ill put in a bottle
throw across the sea
while i wait for tomorrow

bridge: s/o nickasaur
cause ur supercalifragilisticexpialidociously cute
sweeter than a 12 pack of juicy-fruit
surreal but i know this isnt a dream
we go good together just like coffee and cream-

repeat hook: 
u give me butterflies every week!
with u i feel so complete
i saw a firefly dance on ur cheek
and i knew it was forever just u and me

when were alone i just cannot speak!
im lost ur just so unique
even though i know that im weak
falling deep in love i just cant compete

ending:
o-o-o-o-o-oh i wanted to say
senpai i- ever since that day
ive finally been living for myself, as myself
and from now on, i always will


happy valentines day ^-^
[also s/o nickasaur i interpolated his song for the bridge <33]

★xoxo★ (prod. adha)

☆please be wary, tread with caution!☆

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/jason22k

[artwork]
https://soundcloud.com/dead-gio

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/exausted-prod-jason22k-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
hook:
down bad but u know
im still breathing
heart broke on the floor
im bleeding

but soon i promise
ill be leaving
passed out from fear
but im dreaming now!

know that i am out of options
please be wary tread with caution

verse:
everyday i wake up
exhausted, honest
cant take much more
not the strongest, promise

yeah i know im not
what u wanted
but still i try
my absolute hardest

i can reach the top
will i make it?
tell me when it stops
cant take it

cant control the sobs
cant shake it
ohh i know

bridge:
everyday i wake up
exhausted, honest
cant take much more
not the strongest, promise

yeah i know im not
what u wanted
but still i try
my absolute hardest

repeat hook:
down bad but u know
im still breathing
heart broke on the floor
im bleeding

but soon i promise
ill be leaving
passed out from fear
but im dreaming now!

know that i am out of options
please be wary tread with caution

★exhausted★ (prod. jason22k)

20 | they/them
you'll always have a home with me.

nightcore versions: @cutemfontheblock & https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr
b-sides @scoobert-doobert-1738

★im so lost★ w/ brexx (prod. kidtrashpop)

☆scøøb☆