target ft. polar

fuck everything its startin 2 bore me
I just been feeling outta energy
I know that its sad they all watching me
kill myself on a motherfuckin big screen
hold my breath like its almost over 
ill feel better when im 6 feet lower

don't talk to me
just leave me be 
ion need breathe 
I just need to sleep
I just need to sleep
just need 2 gut u from me
just need 2 gut me you'll see
just need to cut through from me
just need to gut me you'll see

don't u dare act like you're falling from me
don't u dare act like ur gonna leave me
I just need u 2 promise that you'll never leave me
I just really needed it but everyone deceive me
I think I finally found someone who can hold me
I think I finally found someone who can show me
but im still worried imma die by my lonely
but im still worried imma die by my lonely
but im still worried imma die by my lonely

don't talk to me
just leave me be 
ion need breathe 
I just need to sleep
I just need to sleep
just need 2 gut u from me
just need 2 gut me you'll see
just need to cut through from me
just need to gut me you'll see

drawing blood from a stone [+lil biscuit]

prod by jakeygotit https://www.youtube.com/user/MRtoadsworth1
Vocals & mix by @joshuasageart

Track # 5/10

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Merch

Psychopath

prod @proxensx , @prodhxlcyon , & @joshuasageart

Track # 2/10

Entrance

Vocals & mix by: @JoshuaSageArt
Prod by: @sserae & shigitoriii

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Track # 9/10

Spotify

Living

★never felt better, guess i'll see u never★

[artwork]
myself lol

[producers]
@benjithemachine
@recyclexbin

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/never-felt-better-prod-benji-the-machine-x-recyclebin-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
why you act so sad
guess you fucked up real bad
can't you see that

hook:
running out of options
so this is all i can do
write it in a song
how i wish i never met you

but thats all in the past
cause im doing better
never felt better
guess ill see you never

running out of options
so this is all i can do
write it in a song
how i wish i never met you

but thats all in the past
cause im doing better
never felt better
guess ill see you never

verse:
they just wanna see me go and fall
a few times
guess they always did when i look back
in hindsight

never wanted anything
more than this
guess it goes to show
which friends are ur closest

if u hate on me
then ur a goofy sorry
you think i wouldnt
hear the shit u talk

ha hardly

why u such a lame bro
u should go outside tho
maybe touch some grass
but its up to you tho

bridge:
you both stay here
while i go up yeah
i dont fuck with goofys
get out of my life quick

while i cop some new clothes
i dont care what the price is

repeat hook:
running out of options
so this is all i can do
write it in a song
how i wish i never met you

but thats all in the past
cause im doing better
never felt better
guess ill see you never

running out of options
so this is all i can do
write it in a song
how i wish i never met you

but thats all in the past
cause im doing better
never felt better
guess ill see you never

★streaming★

★never felt better★ (prod. benji the machine x recyclebin)

i love it when you uWu *noahmadethiss*

I don’t wanna be alive 
I’m missing you every night 
I hate that we cut all our ties 
I’m missing you right by my side 
the drugs that I take made me lie 
It’s the same fuck shit everytime 
I need you right back in life 
cuz I can’t hardly stand it 
I miss you’re fucking face when get wasted 
texts typed out saying I love you and I hate him 
I need a vice babe when will I stop breaking 
when will it makes sense 
Oh when will it makes sense 
when will i stop all the drugs that I’m taking 
oh when will the pain hit 
when will I find another way to make it 
lately I’m breaking 
lately I’m faded 
lately I’m wasted 
broken me down 
I’ve picked myself up 
been trying my best 
I been testing my luck 
I’m done with the stress 
it’s over and gone 
you messed with the best 
I ran outta fucks

texts typed out saying i love you and i hate him

prod me. lyrics:

baby let’s dance all night 
we can stay out late
i wanna spend my time and watch it slip away
i wanna feel alright
i wanna be okay 
come on let’s dance all night baby it’s not too late

rinse and repeat it’s a party every weekend
w-with my team we play for keeps we undefeated 
on the air, babe, like im ryan seacrest 
put on a show yea i know they love to see it

i’ll pour a cup i’ll mix it up just like detergent
come on let’s dance i’ll hold your hand if you get nervous

heard a sound that i followed through the forest
led me out, kept me dancing till the morning 

baby let’s dance all night 
we can stay out late
i wanna spend my time and watch it slip away
i wanna feel alright
i wanna be okay 
come on let’s dance all night baby it’s not too late

crystal lake casino
they wanna see the trio
sipping topo chico
3piece b&w tuxedos
we gon party all night long till we hit the pillow
shawty brought it from the wall right back to the windo
after party at the club house baby let’s go
we get silly when the suns down then we let go
i just wanna see you moving on the dance floor
can you do it one more time give me an encore..

apple

all night (uh oh)

NON PROFIT

i think of a wish as im pouring up the styrofoam
taught myself some things im confident that no one else knows
kno i had a bad month baby but im not suicidal
like to keep it lowkey fucking with the blinds closed
remember when u told me u would be wherever i go
i kno i had a bad month baby but im not suicidal

i dont hate u
i just hate myself
cant be see thru
cuz then i played myself
what im wearing u wont be able to find on a shelf
its apparent that none of this is good for my health
love to talk i just hope that one day theyll listen
if i walk out its cuz im tired of the bitching
im in dior i love God so im a Christian
i cant see straight oh God im geeking
i love u bae thats why im tweaking
i drink a bottle and im going off the deep end
thats love cant dodge that feeling
so imma try to keep it
think ab us before u treat me like that
shes praying just for me to unpack
shes laying but shes crying in my lap
i keep on wishing for something that ill never get back

i think of a wish as im pouring up the styrofoam
taught myself some things im confident that no one else knows
kno i had a bad month baby but im not suicidal
like to keep it lowkey fucking with the blinds closed
remember when u told me u would be wherever i go
i kno i had a bad month baby but im not suicidal

b** month [prod. rubbish]

fake an aesthetic? i don't even think i have one
everyone inspired but no one knows who inspired em
i was in the fire, you were burning your obsession
certainly impressed but i have some corrections
come correct in the building when i step in
came to collect, i can see the way you're spending
i spent too much of my life without a weapon
shawty you could be the knife up where my chest is
call me on a burner phone cause it's the only one i own
if you don't wanna be alone right now
cause i spend too much time at home and you're the one i wanna hold
and i'm not trying to be bold, pipe down
wanna put me in my place, got a ace up your sleeve
i could see it in your face, nice scowl
making heaters in my space, halloween's a couple days ago
but i'm not taking off this cowl
oh, did somebody run too close to the sun?
i cannot believe what i've found
something must be done if this war can't be won
in our favor then imma back down
i'm not a leader, in school was a cheater
the teachers would all look down
but tonight i can see her, the one that the king thinks he'll take on
will take the crown
i thought i told you to bounce
i'm on another planet that you can't pronounce
now that i know what your plan is, your ways i renounce
i never backed down but i had to dip out
your knees won't give out
if you walked a mile in my shoes to the town
let em see the water dripping off you while i drown
i can't make an offer, you won't stop if i'm around
uh, uh, i thought i told you to bounce
all i need to see is your hands right now
right hand on your left hip now
you could be the star of this whole entire house
i'm tired, you're plotting
so inspired, it's exhausting
extinguished fires, not the smoke screen
loving liars, never joking
oh where you gonna run? think you're brighter than the sun?
i know the day's not even done but the battle has been won
let the cattle out the pen and leave the rest to the dogs

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

the crown

i spoke through my teeth and now im sad to death
i thought it'd be easy to watch you forget
now i lost time in my room, my only thoughts are of you
im sick of every fuckin moment comin back to this
well won't you tell me you're done, you take the u out of fun
and im so sick of it
flood my blood with sedatives
trapped in the moment, i wish that death could control it
you got a heart made of snow and you're probably better alone

im fed up with this, but you said you're better now
oh let that girl breathe but you better hold her tight
several degrees under babe it's a perfect night
every dream of you it's a perfect life

im sick more than death
don't wanna leave you i'm next
oh i'm fucked in the head
don't wanna breathe 'less it's lead
oh i'm in love with your body
you know when i'm not that sorry
i'll hold you tight round your chest
til you cannot breathe but just hardly

i spoke through my teeth and now im sad to death
i thought it'd be easy to watch you forget
now i lost time in my room, my only thoughts are of you
im sick of every fuckin moment comin back to this
well won't you tell me you're done, you take the u out of fun
and im so sick of it
flood my blood with sedatives
trapped in the moment, i wish that death could control it
you got a heart made of snow and you're probably better alone

degrees (lostcage)

lyrics:

i know you'll hate me for this
but i have to do it
pretend that everything's okay 
before it ends in ruin

and if you leave me one day
then i'll say fuck it screw it
i never felt as though i mattered
now its really proven

and i don't wanna spend my last few minutes 
with a bad tasting tongue and a bullet in my innards

so i digress 
never win these fights i guess
there's no point to all the stress 
i give myself on a daily basis

walked into the function smelling loud 
i bet you know the fragrance
i can tell because the look they got on all their faces

all eyes pointing this way
but i hate to be the center of attention
never know what they'll say

i know you'll hate me for this
but i have to do it
pretend that everything's okay 
before it ends in ruin

and if you leave me one day
then i'll say fuck it screw it
i never felt as though i mattered
now its really proven


i know you'll hate me for this

pretend that everything's okay 


i know you'll hate me for this

but i have to do it

pretend that everything's okay 

before it ends in ruin

bef0re it ends in ruin

(LetsGoXO)

These niggas, they movin' demonic
I got G-O-D, I'm solid
Run it up fast like I'm Sonic
Sippin' on gin like it's tonic
If you got a plan, then move on it
The haters a plague like bubonic
Baby mama, wear a bonnet
If it's a problem, we on it
Woke up again in the dark
Same ghost on my back
Tellin' me I'm not enough
Got me stuck inside that same trap
Outside world in HD color, all I saw was shades of gray
Pop another pill to feel sumn, to chase the pain away

Shawty, your love got me in a daze
Girl, I fell in love with your ways
When you with me, girl, do you feel safe?
If they tweak with you I spray 'em like mace
Oh, yeah, yeah
This shit is just the beginning
I talked to God, said I'm tired of sinnin'
Can't wait till me and my niggas, we winnin'
Every day, it feel like it's a battle
Me and my twin in the field just like cattle
Don't get in that field if you don't wanna get tackled
Them niggas some snakes, them niggas gon' rattle
These niggas up snitches, they all gon' tattle
I pray that God, free me from all of these shackles
Yeah, I'm pour a four in my Snapple

These niggas, they movin' demonic
I got G-O-D, I'm solid
Run it up fast like I'm Sonic
Sippin' on gin like it's tonic
If you got a plan, then move on it
The haters a plague like bubonic
Baby mama, wear a bonnet
If it's a problem, we on it
Woke up again in the dark
Same ghost on my back
Tellin' me I'm not enough
Got me stuck inside that same trap
Outside world in HD color, all I saw was shades of gray
Pop another pill to feel sumn, to chase the pain away

Pain Away

Rockstars

Blue

21 | they/them
you'll always have a home with me.

nightcore versions: @cutemfontheblock & https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr
b-sides @scoobert-doobert-1738

★never felt better★ (prod. benji the machine x recyclebin)

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