everything i released in 2022 !

thank u sm :) <3

☆2022☆

★i don't wanna be another face in crowd..★

[featuring]
@ihateshinigami

[producer]
@uglyzucc

[artwork]
me x @d33pcutx0

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/going-down-w-shinigami-prod-uglyzucc-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
would you tell me?
would you tell me?
would you tell me?
would you tell me?

why have i been
working so hard all this time
after she
after hatsune gave me a reason to live

nothings changed
im still so powerless
not a damn things changed

hook: (scoobert)
remember
what you said
running through my mind
oh god not again

every single day
yeah i lose another friend
say it to my face
tell me will this ever end

remember
what you said
running through my mind
oh god not again

every single day
yeah i lose another friend
say it to my face
tell me will this ever end

bridge:
would you tell me?
would you tell me?

verse: (scoobert + shini)
would you tell me
if its worth it
im feeling like a ghost now
i guess ill fade away..

or not

but if i tell you the truth now
i dont think it would solve it
but i could be wrong
yeah

im so sick of waking up
feeling fucking empty
like a broken memory
i feel like you'll forget me

i dont wanna think about that

no

my life is like a rollarcoaster
and its going down
down to the ground
i dont wanna be another

face in the crowd
down to the ground
im not going up
im going down

bridge: (scoobert + shini)
down! (im going down)
down! (with my face in the ground)
down! (were going down)
down! (with my dogs in the pound yahh yahh)

repeat hook:
remember
what you said
running through my mind
oh god not again

every single day
yeah i lose another friend
say it to my face
tell me will this ever end

remember
what you said
running through my mind
oh god not again

every single day
yeah i lose another friend
say it to my face
tell me will this ever end

remember
what you said
running through my mind
oh god not again

every single day
yeah i lose another friend
say it to my face
tell me will this ever end

remember
what you said
running through my mind
oh god not again

every single day
yeah i lose another friend
say it to my face
tell me will this ever end

[extra thingy]
no lie making a song with shini has been like a dream since like 8th grade so im beyond fucking ecstatic to share this slapper with u guys. i hope u enjoy :) <3

★streaming★

★going down!★ w/ shinigami (prod. uglyzucc)

★but i still care deep inside..★

[producers]
https://soundcloud.com/benjithemachine
and me lol

[artwork]
myself lol

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/i-still-care-prod-benji-the-machine-x-scoob-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

hook:
so all my friends have gone away
ill take ur hand as i sink in the grey
i dont have much but i can say
i tried my best (yeah)

treading lightly on these waves
i lose control, i lost my way
i dont have much but i can say
i tried my best (yeah)

verse:
every single day ive been caught in a rut
i tried to justify it and say it was love
but im no longer blind, im seeing the flags
waving and waving i cant get the time back

so save 
your words tonight
i dont wanna hear them
i dont wanna talk to you

so take
care of ur life
i may hate ur guts
but i still care deep inside

i still care deep inside
i know that i shouldnt
i wish that i didnt
but im not built that way

repeat hook:
so all my friends have gone away
ill take ur hand as i sink in the grey
i dont have much but i can say
i tried my best (yeah)

treading lightly on these waves
i lose control, i lost my way
i dont have much but i can say
i tried my best (yeah)

ending:
so save
ur words tonight
i dont wanna hear them
i dont wanna talk to u

so take
care of ur life
i may hate ur guts
but i still care deep inside

★i still care★ (prod. benji the machine x scøøb)

★now i stand here, looking starstruck!★

[featuring]
@bedhead2001

[producer]
@uglyzucc

[artwork]
@d33pcutx0

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/starstruck-w-bedhead-prod-uglyzucc-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
i finally caught you
dont run away from me ever again
please tada
dont go where i cant reach you

stay with me forever!

hook:
i am feeling like an outcast
surrounded by the silence
calling out is all i do

why cant i fall asleep forever
i hate this more than ever
waking up is hard to do

ill scream out
into the void
yeah i know its all in vain
but i just cannot explain

why it helps me feel better

verse one (scoob):
every word that u said
has been scrambled in my head
swear u left a mess yeah
swear u left me staring

at the life that u lead
now im all alone in bed
swear i miss ur touch girl
swear i miss it all bad

now i stand here, looking starstruck
and i am cause u know i miss it so much
and im having nightmares, really bad ones
could u stop them, please come back n stop them!

bridge:
ill say this once
so i hope you'll forget it
ur on my mind still
i fucking hate it

so take ur leave girl.. because!

repeat hook:
i am feeling like an outcast
surrounded by the silence
calling out is all i do

why cant i fall asleep forever
i hate this more than ever
waking up is hard to do

ill scream out
into the void
yeah i know its all in vain
but i just cannot explain

why it helps me feel better

and u told me that the old me
was the one was yr one and only
if it’s one and done then fosholy
i would hate for this to be boring

i’ve been staring at the ceiling
wallpaper peeling
my fingers bleed when i’m anxious

u thought that i was appealing
so what is the deal then
tell me right now i can’t take this

ending (bedhead + scoob):
ok maybe i can take it for a little while
i’d do anything for u baby to make u smile
there’s a reason i come to you from like any mile

i know it’s many miles
but u won’t need me til i’m gone

i am feeling like an outcast
surrounded by the silence
calling out is all i do

why cant i fall asleep forever
i hate this more than ever
waking up is hard to do

★starstruck!★ w/ bedhead (prod. uglyzucc)

★it feels live forever, its never getting better★

[featuring]
https://soundcloud.com/frankiedoppler

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/uglyzucc

[artwork]
me lol

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/haunt-me-w-frankie-doppler-prod-uglyzucc-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
it's raining
you should have gone home a long time ago
but if you came after i left then we wouldn't be able to meet here to play
there was no guarantee that i would come was there

yeah i swear you haunt me
i see you in my bad dreams
and i know your gone forever
but I swear your-

hook: (scoobert)
i don't wanna call back
if you won't answer
i'm getting really tired
of all these games

and i know that you know that
but you won't text back
oh i wonder if
i'll move along

yeah i swear you haunt me
i see you in my bad dreams
and i know your gone forever
but i swear it's killing me

bridge: (scoobert)
and i know your gone forever
but i swear-

verse: (frankie)
it feels like forever
it's never getting better
baby i just wish that i could hold you tight tonight

like when we first met
baby you were perfect
i knew the second that i looked into your eyes

baby just text back
i swear that i just wanna talk yeah
i swear to god
your all that i want
but everything's wrong yeah

all i need
is just hear you say my name yeah
your just like heaven
and it's driving me insane yeah

bridge: (scoobert)
every word that you said
is still fresh in my brain
but i have to move on
yeah i have to stay strong

and i know it'll be hard
but i'll be okay
i still have those memories
at the end of the day

i don't wanna call back
if you won't answer
i'm getting really tired
of all these games

and i know that you know that
but you won't text back
oh i wonder if
i'll move along

yeah i swear you haunt me
i see you in my bad dreams
and i know your gone forever
but i swear it's killing me

★haunt me★ w/ frankie doppler (prod. uglyzucc)

★never wanna speak to u again..★

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/uglyzucc

[artwork]
https://twitter.com/vulpix4444

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/roaring-tides-prod-uglyzucc-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
please just stay away
i- i mean you don't have to worry about me
just worry about ryou
she's your girlfriend, not me

who cares
your still my friend and your about to catch a cold
stop, I said no
leave me alone, just go away

don't bother with me anymore alright
go away

hook:
every word
i wish i never said it
but i did
and god do i regret it

you did me wrong
god your so pathetic
never wanna speak to you again

said i loved
but go on just forget it
but it stuck
you said I never meant it

but it's just a lie
but you won't give me credit
tired of all this now

don't ask me when
i'll come back
probably never ever
if i'm being honest

but i know that
all you said are lies
and i'm better off
all alone

bridge:
don't waste your time on me
you're already
the voice inside my head
(i miss you, i miss you)

verse:
the past two years
have all been for naught i guess
falling in and out again
don't know what went wrong

but i know it's for the better now

said hindsight twenty twenty
could've used that, long ago
but the damage is done, i've now moved on
i hoped i learned a lesson now

repeat bridge:
don't waste your time on me
you're already
the voice inside my head
(i miss you, i miss you)

repeat hook:
every word
i wish i never said it
but i did
and god do i regret it

you did me wrong
god your so pathetic
never wanna speak to you again

said i loved
but go on just forget it
but it stuck
you said I never meant it

but it's just a lie
but you won't give me credit
tired of all this now

don't ask me when
i'll come back
probably never ever
if i'm being honest

but i know that
all you said are lies
and i'm better off
all alone

ending:
don't waste your time on me
you're already
the voice inside my head
(i miss you, i miss you)

★roaring tides★ (prod. uglyzucc)

★now i swear my heads a mess again..★

[featuring]
@ilyaxhes

[producer]
@uglyzucc

[nitecore mix]
soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/elkia-w-ashes-prod-uglyzucc-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
the boy told the adults
whatever they wanted to hear
and grinned at everyone
with a fake empty smile

the girl said to him
the first words she had spoken in a long long time

hook:
sitting down is all i do
bored until i thought of you
now i swear my heads a mess again
(left my head a mess)

sick of all this empty space
won't you come and find a place
fill the hole that you left again
(fill the hole that you left)

won't you call
(won't you call again)
trapped in walls
(i can't leave my room)

verse: (ashes)
your so toxic
feel so nauseous
i don't get it
i don't want it

bones are breaking
i been drowning
money i'm counting
hands still shaking

friends still faking
my heart is aching

bridge:
hope one day I'm better
than i am
i know it won't happen overnight
i know that

sitting down is all i do
bored until i thought of you
now i swear my heads a mess again
(left my head a mess)

sick of all this empty space
won't you come and find a place
fill the hole that you left again
(fill the hole that you left)

won't you call
(won't you call again)
trapped in walls
(i can't leave my room)

ending:
you seem so empty

★elkia★ w/ ashes. (prod. uglyzucc)

★..i'll tell you everything is copacetic..★

[producers]
@uglyzucc
@kkkarasu

[artwork]
https://twitter.com/vulpix4444

[nitecore mix]
soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/copacetic-prod-uglyzucc-x-karasu-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

intro:
you'd rather pass in your sleep
than stay here with me
you told me to not take it personally
but i did

woah, i did
i did

hook:
you'd rather pass in your sleep
than stay here with me
you told me to not take it personally
but i did

woah, i did
i did

i thought that we were forever
but ties have been severed
never had thought that this would end never
but it did

woah, it did
it's gone

in silence i'm calling
out to you again
i just wish i could move on
and forget you

[bridge]
i'll tell you everything is copacetic

verse:
i've been thinking hard for awhile
but i was stuck in denial
staring at the ceiling tile
stuck inside my head

but it's not like you care now

i wish you the worst
(i wish you the worst)
you inflicted a curse
(you inflicted a curse)

now i can't stop thinking make it stop
(now i can't stop thinking make it stop)

bridge:
i'll tell you everything is copacetic
i'll tell you everything is copacetic
i'll tell you everything is copacetic
i'll tell you everything is copacetic

repeat hook:
you'd rather pass in your sleep
than stay here with me
you told me to not take it personally
but i did

woah, i did
i did

i thought that we were forever
but ties have been severed
never had thought that this would end never
but it did

woah, it did
it's gone

ending:
in silence i'm calling
out to you again
i just wish i could move on
and forget you

★copacetic★ (prod. uglyzucc x karasu)

★..everything here just leads straight to u..★

[producer]
@jason22k

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/annually-prod-jason22k-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
hook:
another year has passed
but im still not quite dead
i know that im young
but i have my regrets

but i guess that is life
i expect nothing less
its true
but ill do what i have to

waking up tired
surrounded by mess
i swear that im lazy
and not just depressed

whatever will stop
all the questions i guess
its true
but ill do what i have to

verse:
i get inside my head
then im doing nothing
trying really hard
just to make it something

i swear
that i wont go down
without a fight
yeah

i know that its bad
but what can i do
everything here
just leads straight to u

feeling real sad
but what can i do
everything here
just leads straight to u

what

but i know that i shouldnt
but i know that i want to

bridge:
want to try again
when will this ever end
i dont care how long now
ill keep on pushing through

repeat hook:
another year has passed
but im still not quite dead
i know that im young
but i have my regrets

but i guess that is life
i expect nothing less
its true
but ill do what i have to

waking up tired
surrounded by mess
i swear that im lazy
and not just depressed

whatever will stop
all the questions i guess
its true
but ill do what i have to

★annually★ (prod. jason22k)

★just leave my brain and give me peace..★

[producer]
@uglyzucc

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/easier-said-than-done-prod-uglyzucc-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
sora!
you wanted one didnt u?
a paopu fruit
if two people share one

their destinies
become intertwined
they'll remain
apart of each others lives

hook:
i cannot shut these sleepy eyes
i bare it all so deep inside
i hate the way i feel tonight
im reaching out no hand in sight

i wish my tears would cleanse my mind
i cannot cry oh god i tried
i wish i was still shining bright
im reaching out no hand in sight

bridge:
no hand as far
as i can see

verse:
so thats it
thats all u had to say
after everything u put me through
and everything i gave

its fine
i guess
its all just in the past now
i still wanna forget you

but its easier said than done
im trying hard but u still won
just leave my brain and give me peace
before i take this boundful leap

bridge 2:
your countless words
still have a grip on me
on my state of mind
please get your hands off me

repeat hook:
i cannot shut these sleepy eyes
i bare it all so deep inside
i hate the way i feel tonight
im reaching out no hand in sight

i wish my tears would cleanse my mind
i cannot cry oh god i tried
i wish i was still shining bright
im reaching out no hand in sight

i cannot shut these sleepy eyes
i bare it all so deep inside
i hate the way i feel tonight
im reaching out no hand in sight

i wish my tears would cleanse my mind
i cannot cry oh god i tried
i wish i was still shining bright
im reaching out no hand in sight

★easier said than done★ (prod. uglyzucc)

★..but i guess it was never meant..★

[producer]
@uglyzucc

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/believe-it-prod-uglyzucc-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
thank you for all the hard work
and for keeping the promise we made
miss, who are you?

oh.. so thats how things roll

hook:
i feel it all once again
i dont know how i can send
myself off to the near end
but i guess it was never meant

i feel it all once again
i dont know how i can send
myself off to the near end
but i guess it was never meant

bridge:
but i guess it was never meant

verse:
and im empty and its all ur fucking fault
believe it
im stuck here as a nervous fucking wreck
believe it

now i know
i was just ur fucking toy
so im tossed aside
to make room for another

and i hope he treats worse than u to me
believe it
im sick of putting up this damn facade
believe it

i hate your guts
and i hope u hear it clear
and i wish the worst
for my past lover

bridge 2:
i was just ur fucking toy
to make room for another
and i hope u hear it clear

repeat hook:
i feel it all once again
i dont know how i can send
myself off to the near end
but i guess it was never meant

i feel it all once again
i dont know how i can send
myself off to the near end
but i guess it was never meant

★believe it★ (prod. uglyzucc)

★..but it took so much, he doesnt feel hes enough..★

[producer]
@ihateshinigami

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/perish-song-prod-shinigami-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
theres no way i can talk to you guys about this
im lucky to have you as friends
so when we hang out
i wanna laugh

hook:
im sinking deep
as i fall through the sheets
of a man once held
by sorrow and grief

till he left his room
swore it wasnt that deep
but it took so much
he doesnt feel hes enough

isolation
all through his life
he never asked
if this was alright

but he kept on going
past all the lies
but he kept it up
even when it was rough

verse 1:
everything i tried to do
blew up in my face
im so scared of failure
i just might not try

u say that its bad
but arent u no better
i know that it hurts
when ties become severed

ive seen it all before
i dont want this no more

bridge:
but real friends support each other
they talk
if ur hurt then say something
i know we can help you if u just let us

and what kind of people would we be
if we could sit and laugh while ur suffering alone

repeat hook:
im sinking deep
as i fall through the sheets
of a man once held
by sorrow and grief

till he left his room
swore it wasnt that deep
but it took so much
he doesnt feel hes enough

isolation
all through his life
he never asked
if this was alright

but he kept on going
past all the lies
but he kept it up
even when it was rough

verse 2:
like a firefly
as i dance through the night
shining bright
till i burn out and die

i wont live forever
go till my time

ill make a change
this time is no lie
ive seen it now
the bright future lights

i wont live forever
go till my time

ending:
im sinking deep
as i fall through the sheets
of a man once held
by sorrow and grief

till he left his room
swore it wasnt that deep
but it took so much
he doesnt feel hes enough

do you ever think about wanting to die
i do.. everyday

★perish song★ (prod. shinigami)

★..it's such a pity, that you can't undo..★

[featuring]
@blackfridvy

[producer]
@jason22k

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/violence-w-fridvy-prod-jason22k-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
hook:
violence, is all you do to me
behind walls, where no one can be seen
and oh what can i do
everyone won't blame you

its such a pity
that you cant undo

verse: (fridvy)
(synthetic kids)
yeah these clothes are all expensive
but it doesnt really help
and i swear i just cant be with you
but dont want no one else

i just flex and i finesse
i put some hunneds on my belt
but i still wish i was dead
you never knew of how i felt

it's such a pity
that you couldn't stay away
it's such a pity
cause you know ill never change

i've been counting fifties
in the back seat of the range
but i pop another perc
cause i know i can't see your face

fridvy

repeat hook:
violence, is all you do to me
behind walls, where no one can be seen
and oh what can i do
everyone won't blame you

its such a pity
that you cant undo

★violence★ w/ fridvy (prod. jason22k)

★..wanna be with u forever, guess i'll rewrite..★

[producer]
@uglyzucc

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/rewrite-w-joshuasageart-prod-uglyzucc-nitecore-mix

[lyric]
hook:
memories will fade with you
but thats alright
take me by the hand
and grip it just so tight

wanna be with you forever
guess i'll rewrite
how the story goes
so everything is just right

memories will fade with you
but thats alright
take me by the hand
and grip it just so tight

wanna be with you forever
guess i'll rewrite
how the story goes
so everything is just right

verse: (scoob + josh)
i'll extend my hand to you
i just hope that you'll take it
i'll change myself for you
into what you deserve

yeah i know im not much
but i just wanna help
yeah if thats too hard
guess i didnt try enough

i'll rewrite my code
until till the deed is done
i just hope your here
when everything is done

heard he wanna be like me
im floating off that thc
they used to doubt me
now all those critics are my enemies

im way up in the sky
and i cant feel my feet
i feel just like a monster
When i hit that beat

feel heartless
like a motherfuckin packed toy
you should take a nap boy
you aint in our class boy

yeah
me and scoob just sent it back boy
we gonna drop this shit like it
motherfuckin crack boy

repeat hook:
memories will fade with you
but thats alright
take me by the hand
and grip it just so tight

wanna be with you forever
guess i'll rewrite
how the story goes
so everything is just right

memories will fade with you
but thats alright
take me by the hand
and grip it just so tight

wanna be with you forever
guess i'll rewrite
how the story goes
so everything is just right

★rewrite!★ w/ joshuasageart (prod. uglyzucc)

★..but after all the world ended with you..★

[producer]
@lifepoints

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/all-i-want-prod-lifepoints-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
hook:
i got all i want, but now i have nothing
im trying my best, but god is exhausting
feeling real stuck, the weight is so crushing
and i can't go on

pretending im not, but im always running
they say take ur time, but ill just keep rushing
tell me the truth, was it all for nothing
i don't know

bridge:
everyday that i lay in this bed
fighting these feelings i try to forget
the choices i made left me so blue
but after all the world ended with you

repeat hook:
i got all i want, but now i have nothing
im trying my best, but god is exhausting
feeling real stuck, the weight is so crushing
and i can't go on

pretending im not, but im always running
they say take ur time, but ill just keep rushing
tell me the truth, was it all for nothing
i don't know

★all i want★ (prod. lifepoints)

★..down on my luck but i caught me a blessing..★

[producer]
@uglyzucc

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/safe-haven-prod-uglyzucc-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:

although my heart may be weak
its not alone
its grown with each new experience
and its found a home with all the friends ive made

ive become apart of their heart
just as they've become a part of mine

far from home
tell me is this heaven
im so shocked
just give me a second

down on my luck
but i caught me a blessing
is this a safe haven

hook:

far from home
tell me is this heaven
im so shocked
just give me a second

down on my luck
but i caught me a blessing
is this a safe haven

cross the stars
i cant even question
what i did
for all this affection

found some friends
and im finally resting
is this a safe haven

bridge:
is this a safe haven
yeah

verse:
i found some family in this scene
feels like i can finally
truly now just be me
for real now

and im staying up like all night
tryna catch a quick flight
visit all my friends
yeah i swear it just feels so right

when our bond is real tight
swear i find some delight
in being with them
when im with them

yeah i swear im alright

bridge:
yeah im feeling alright
when you guys are at my side
i love you all
i mean it

repeat hook:

far from home
tell me is this heaven
im so shocked
just give me a second

down on my luck
but i caught me a blessing
is this a safe haven

cross the stars
i cant even question
what i did
for all this affection

found some friends
and im finally resting
is this a safe haven

ending:
and if they think of me now and then
if they dont forget me
then our hearts will be one
i dont need a weapon

my friends are my power

★safe haven★ (prod. uglyzucc)

★..i hope he treats u well and that we never meet again..★

[producer]
@lifepoints

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/never-meet-again-prod-lifepoints-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
hook:
i feel you were just everything i wanted
its true but, i just cannot take this anymore
if everything you said was true
you would have never left

now my head is being torn
im hanging by a thread
but i still have those white polaroids
i guess this is the end

i hope he treats you well
and that we never meet again

verse:
and i cant feel a thing
i am numb
i still feel you in my bed
feeling stuck i feel regret

every word that i had said

theres nothing left for me
your all i had to lose
it all just ends with you
it all just ends with you

repeat hook:
i feel you were just everything i wanted
its true but, i just cannot take this anymore
if everything you said was true
you would have never left

now my head is being torn
im hanging by a thread
but i still have those white polaroids
i guess this is the end

i hope he treats you well
and that we never meet again

ending:
yeah i hope he treats you well
and that we never meet again
yeah i hope he treats you well
and that we never meet again

yeah i hope he treats you well
and that we never meet again
yeah i hope he treats you well
and that we never meet again

★never meet again★ (prod. lifepoints)

★never felt better, guess i'll see u never★

[artwork]
myself lol

[producers]
@benjithemachine
@recyclexbin

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/never-felt-better-prod-benji-the-machine-x-recyclebin-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
why you act so sad
guess you fucked up real bad
can't you see that

hook:
running out of options
so this is all i can do
write it in a song
how i wish i never met you

but thats all in the past
cause im doing better
never felt better
guess ill see you never

running out of options
so this is all i can do
write it in a song
how i wish i never met you

but thats all in the past
cause im doing better
never felt better
guess ill see you never

verse:
they just wanna see me go and fall
a few times
guess they always did when i look back
in hindsight

never wanted anything
more than this
guess it goes to show
which friends are ur closest

if u hate on me
then ur a goofy sorry
you think i wouldnt
hear the shit u talk

ha hardly

why u such a lame bro
u should go outside tho
maybe touch some grass
but its up to you tho

bridge:
you both stay here
while i go up yeah
i dont fuck with goofys
get out of my life quick

while i cop some new clothes
i dont care what the price is

repeat hook:
running out of options
so this is all i can do
write it in a song
how i wish i never met you

but thats all in the past
cause im doing better
never felt better
guess ill see you never

running out of options
so this is all i can do
write it in a song
how i wish i never met you

but thats all in the past
cause im doing better
never felt better
guess ill see you never

★never felt better★ (prod. benji the machine x recyclebin)

★..it'll be like this forever..★

[artwork]
myself lol

[producers]
https://soundcloud.com/kkkarasu
https://soundcloud.com/april211k

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/silhouette-prod-karasu-x-april21-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
you know i havent slept
since u left
but for me thats progress
for me thats progress

hook:
i saw ur silhouette
dance across the dull grey sky
but i wish that it would fade away
but regardless yeah it always stays here

it always looms over me
taking all my energy
leaving me a husk yeah
happy now ill never be

say its all in my head
but im not alive now
i wish that i was dead
maybe third times the charm now

i saw ur silhouette
dance across the dull grey sky
but i wish that it would fade away

bridge:
i never wanted this
i never wanted you
i just wanted someone there for me
yeah im really sorry

but i know that wont cut it
it doesnt matter anymore
whats done is done forever
and u cannot change the past

verse:
switchblade on my wrist
cant cut deeper than u did
it'll be like this forever
get out of my head

get out of my head

yeah i hate this
i'll feel like this forever
i'll die inside my bedroom
seems like that no one gives a damn

but its okay
wont try to go change it
u might think that is crazy
no point in trying to fight fate

bridge 2:
no point to try

repeat hook:
i saw ur silhouette
dance across the dull grey sky
but i wish that it would fade away
but regardless yeah it always stays here

it always looms over me
taking all my energy
leaving me a husk yeah
happy now ill never be

say its all in my head
but im not alive now
i wish that i was dead
maybe third times the charm now

i saw ur silhouette
dance across the dull grey sky
but i wish that it would fade away

ending:
all things eventually come to an end

★silhouette★ (prod. karasu x april21)

★..i wont remember you..★

[featuring]
https://soundcloud.com/bedhead2001

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/benjithemachine

[artwork]
https://twitter.com/vulpix4444

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/tartarus-w-bedhead-prod-benji-the-machine-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:

please sign ur name there
its a contract
dont worry
all it says it that you'll take full responsibility for ur actions

y'know the usual stuff

hook:
im anxious
feel it in my heartbeat
so just take my hand

with every word i said
i just dont know what to do
i know its all my fault
but i dont know what to do

yeah i wish i wasnt empty
so i could be just like you
after everything is done
i wont remember you

bridge:
i wont remember you
i wont remember you

verse: (bedhead)
i cannot remember what i said 
that made you so mad
every thought that’s in my head 
is always so bad

i thought you would know this 
baby you should know that
i been losing focus 
gotta keep me on track

off track switching lanes 
i’m a maniac
where’s the person that told me that 
they were gonna save me at

had to jump up off the building 
now i’m laying flat
make sure all your friends are filled 
in how yr playing that

make sure make sure 
play p p playing that
make sure all yr friends are filled 
in how yr playing that

savior complex real talk 
you can’t fake that
i done got my heart frozen 
you can’t break that

repeat hook:
im anxious
feel it in my heartbeat
so just take my hand

with every word i said
i just dont know what to do
i know its all my fault
but i dont know what to do

yeah i wish i wasnt empty
so i could be just like you
after everything is done
i wont remember you

ending:
no one can escape time
it all delivers us to the same end
you plug ur ears
and cover your eyes

★tartarus★ w/ bedhead (prod. benji the machine)

★ghosts will call ur name..★

[producer]
@uglyzucc

[artwork]
twitter.com/vulpix4444

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/i-watched-the-ghosts-dance-prod-uglyzucc-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

intro:
if we kiss
it'll probably hurt
a lot

well, did it?
yeah a little
kinda rough and dry
but also burning hot

hook:
we watched the ghosts dance
and fly away with you
you took everything i had
then dipped right out of the blue

but here and now
i guess will have to do
i'll call you out
on what you put me through

we watched the ghosts dance
and fly away with you
you took everything i had
then dipped right out of the blue

but here and now
i guess will have to do
i'll call you out
on what you put me through

ghosts will call ur name
then give back all you gave
i hope ur ready
as the time will come soon

bridge:
i hope ur ready
as the time will come soon

verse:
i know every lie you said
but it wasnt quite enough
u thought u were in the clear
that no one would call ur bluff

so just go and play the victim
yeah i guess u had it rough
but when everything is done
i'll make sure u had enough

i got my stacks
and i got my racks up
ur boyfriend such a lame
all he does is fucking act tough

say u want me back huh
dont even make me laugh yuh
im a pretty bitch
cuter than u with some make up

yah yahhh

bridge:
i hope ur ready
as the time will come soon

repeat hook:
we watched the ghosts dance
and fly away with you
you took everything i had
then dipped right out of the blue

but here and now
i guess will have to do
i'll call you out
on what you put me through

we watched the ghosts dance
and fly away with you
you took everything i had
then dipped right out of the blue

but here and now
i guess will have to do
i'll call you out
on what you put me through

ghosts will call ur name
then give back all you gave
i hope ur ready
as the time will come soon

ending:
we could always try again
if you want

★i watched the ghosts dance★ (prod. uglyzucc)

20 | they/them
you'll always have a home with me.

nightcore versions: @cutemfontheblock & https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr
b-sides @scoobert-doobert-1738

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