lalala

dropped out i was 17
wasting all my money mixing dope and lsd
man
momma said don’t get ahead of me
but i don’t wanna go to college I got hella dreams
i don’t know what’s gotten into me
ever since i stopped pretending it was history
dropped out i was 17
now i got more freedom than i’ve ever seen

life don’t have directions
and i’ve been tryna quarantine the thought of heaven
in the meantime
i realized ive been there before
all the doors i’ve closed wanting so much more
now it’s nice to know
there’s no inner me or a victory
it’s all costumes, funny dances to play my mind

dropped out i was 17
wasting all my money mixing dope and lsd
man
momma said don’t get ahead of me
but i don’t wanna go to college I got hella dreams
i don’t know what’s gotten into me
ever since i stopped pretending it was history
dropped out i was 17
now i got more freedom than i’ve ever seen

i love my momma don’t wanna be apart man
but my brother sajes gon get an apartment
flipping pages to get into the garden
by now the mara taller, climb it with a god damn
feelings rolled up and it’s bout time
exhale and the ninth cloud cloud nine
i got money i’ll expand on itp
cancel your plans authority couldn’t handle us
this the type shit make my hands fall asleep
low blood sugar and some more caffeine i don’t
need loving but i want that cheap
so much luck that i laugh to peices
looked inside for some consolation
i found a bi dime and some pride embraced it
and learned it was never complicated
you are who you are don’t keep you waiting

dropped out i was 17
wasting all my money buying 1-P lsd
man
momma said don’t get ahead of me
but i don’t wanna go to college I got hella dreams
i don’t know what’s gotten into me
ever since i stopped pretending it was history
dropped out i was 17
now i got more freedom than i’ve ever seen

dropout

@50Landing

i’m never gon let u down again
i’ll fuck you good as i imagine
said nothing changed but i doubt it
wouldn’t leave you in the past tense
i’m never gon let u down

ghost for a whole week
thought i really want your love but you don’t know me
text you all damn night hour unholy
i couldn’t get a second of sleep when i found out you were just my type 
it was dead wrong but it felt so right when you
caught my gaze with those dark green eyes
and i’m never gon change thinking bout that twice
it’s all chords changes and vocal lines
i’m a mess and it looks like you got your shit together
but despite all of the firsts impressions
i can imagine what’s gonna happen when you get your ass back here

i’m never gon let u down again
i’ll fuck you good as i imagine
said nothing changed but i doubt it
wouldn’t leave you in the past tense
i’m never gon let u down again
can’t get you out of my head
said nothing changed but i doubt it
i wouldn’t leave you in the past tense

if all is lost i got the peace in my mind we’ll probably be fine
i was scared of what you’d say but since i made some more mistakes

nosering (ft. 50Landing)

slow down
breathe
what’s in the ground beneath your feet?
get out that screen and let it go
a blue check screams
i always whispered what you want
and it was right here all along

cos i found something with a taste you can’t describe
you take it in and all your roots get intertwined
and every time i call you back you’ll know you’re fine
i know you’re fine

there’s no cancer in the water
it’s not an answer or a dream
your mother and your father would rather blow it all on ginger tea
more than offer than a feed

you’re ready for it
think it’s for the best you leave this town
you’re ready for this now

breathe
slow down
breathe

terrified when i’m bout to be brave
since danny hit me i been killing the game
power to you if you’re riding the wave
could give a fuck about the money or fame
take you and your girl right back to my place
cos man or woman i’ma fuck you the same
picking me up when she’s back in my state
a quick flight to nyc for some cake
touch down 50 came in the clutch
my boys bound for something bigger than us
cuts deep like a knife it’s some shit you can feel
my momma love me and her willpower steel
ex’s heart bouda beat out my chest
i’m sorry bout me and i wish you the best
i just wanna fuck
the marajuana got me scared of trauma but i’m gon be okay
good sex every day
green checks life ain’t grey
this is fate
fill my plate with acid salad and breaks
i get drunk and she gets stupid high
i just chilled cos I don’t wanna try
when i don’t know what the fuck to say
i don’t know what the fuck to say
i don’t know what the fuck to say

ginger tea

drank 3 of my parents' craft beers to make eye contact with you (ft. login)

@majentmusic

i know you wanna...
i know you wanna be me
i did it is so y’all really don’t have to
eat fuck and make beats then i fall backwards
could live my whole life on a twin mattress
just had to realize that it’s all practice
dropped out and two weeks i got no manners
she say she wanna fuck with the synth nerd
from the suburbs 
ain’t a lover or kisser
she don’t care if you don’t follow her twitter
she said her kink is people being honest with her
i’ve learned to do that
now i don’t overthink shit i assume absolute fact
kenny road on my way in the cold to get tools for when old thoughts make me loop back
the crew mackin i knew jack before we met
school was trash i got new cash and I’m not impressed
psyched out I’ll fly south by southwest
and meet friends from featuring on svnset
fuckboy thinks comments are gonna stop me
dismiss that, this shit’s not a hobby
more than enough sauce in this skinny body
big chilling like harlow my ice sonic
so now ima really jot these visions for 2020 when I’m landing at 50s spot-
ify had no streams we would still feel a milly hot
cos i got a best friend now we need to meet out the box
no
now I’m really popping
eight feet down get it out then i’m city hopping
and even though not one tescher would catch me stopping
i gotta slow down look around and enjoy the small shit
so i’ll picking up when my mamma calling
if you wondering i probably don’t care about it

brakence 2.0 freestyle (ft. Majent)

☆+please dont evr give back my sweater!+☆

[Producer]
https://soundcloud.com/wstdyth

[Artwork]
https://soundcloud.com/ihatekamisama

★spotify★

★tell me how u really feel★ (prod. wstdyth)

love spills from my veins

i wouldn't wanna miss this 
5/27

big thank u to these folks!!
blackwinterwells: https://soundcloud.com/blackwinterwells
caspr: https://soundcloud.com/caspr
saint tomorrow: https://soundcloud.com/user-182805726
mastered by frvr&alwys: https://soundcloud.com/frvrndalwys

[lyrics]
skele:
up late
it's all the same
i might pop a blue just to get me through the pain
it's hard to say 
im ok
when every night i have to lay awake
and am i doing better or am i getting really used to it?
i get so fucked i can't even tell the difference
laying on my floor just to ponder my existence
but i wouldn't wanna miss this

i've been thinking about those nights in my bedroom
i've been missing your tattoo
kiss my neck like a taboo
you're always down in a bad mood
always sucked thinking back too 
i really thought that i had you
didn't think you would fall through

i get so fucked i can't even tell the difference 

blackwinterwells:
you know that etching we made is still on the sidewalk
breaking down come on baby where did it go wrong
i dont see no one else stuck here writing love songs
wish i had you to distract me from all my damn flaws 

i just need a break from this i need time to heal
twisting evil alchemy to break down my shield
and now you know you've hurt me so you have no excuse
im leaving now for certain, time's up, you lose

and everytime i feel like my hearts about to break
you just pull me right back in, even though your love is fake
im so tired, of hurting over
people who dont like me

but still everytime you smile i think everythings okay
like im walking on thin air, and forgetting all the pain
and i miss you, for some reason
after all the times you hurt me

skele:
i've been thinking about those nights in my bedroom
i've been missing your tattoo
kiss my neck like a taboo
you're always down in a bad mood
always sucked thinking back too 
i really thought that i had you
didn't think you would fall through

i get so fucked i can't even tell the difference

i wouldn't wanna miss this

taboo (w/ blackwinterwells) (prod. caspr & saint tomorrow)

https://open.spotify.com/track/337H7R2AWIlI9s7M4ugelQ?si=Hw144VyOTiyi8xWOQvyjOQ

was very crazy when i made this

art by @rhodiumnights on twitter

IRIS

remghost: https://soundcloud.com/remghost
jolst: https://soundcloud.com/jolst

lyrics:
i know u like it how i'm messed up
sit back and listen to how my head's fucked
and you're fine without me, didn't mean much
but i keep on dreaming of your touch

i made a bag today 
a lot of these nights spent alone, awake
thinking about what my friends would say
if they knew how i'm bouta go away
i thought of u today
sleeping alone doesn't feel the same
and i just don't know how much i can take 
the old me is gone, have myself to blame

i know u like it how i'm messed up
sit back and listen to how my head's fucked
and you're fine without me, didn't mean much
but i keep on dreaming of your touch

i never saw love in your eyes
so i don't know why when u left it surprised me 
it must've been hard to disguise 
the way that u didn't like what's inside of me

i know u like it how i'm messed up
sit back and listen to how my head's fucked
and you're fine without me, didn't mean much
but i keep on dreaming of your touch

messed up (prod. remghost & jolst)

@hiitshmwav

lyrics:

{wstdyth}
rolling high grade 
put me in a dungeon 
joint to the face 
now i’m faded at the function 
old spells shield me from corruption 
now i’m in the nine 
so high i can’t function 

i'm walking in the mist
nah imma fade away 
shawty sent a text but i don’t know what to say 
smoking in the night 
waiting for the day 
will u ever know what i’m trying to convey

do they see me 
dark force teeming 
she looked dreamy 
she deceived me 
do they see me 
find me healing 
thoughts misleading 
words lose meaning 


number nine tee 
color on my face 
wearing oakley 
ash on the air force ones 
while i’m smoking 
black jeans hide me in the night 
from the soul king 
i can feel the weight of the earth 
now i’m sulking 

u can say what u need 
i don’t really care
know u looking at my face now
i’m not really there 
rolling up the tree 
smoke in the air 
always at my place 
all alone 
i’m a solitaire

{hm.wav}
drippin’ like your nosebleed 
couple racks on it (couple racks on it)
saw you pre the whole fit
couple tags on it (couple tags on it)
I gotta bag it up bag it up
all I want is foreign love
I don’t wanna talk
I just want top
smoke grade A it smell like skunk
tag it up tag it up
I could be your louis plug
everyone I said I loved 
turned their back when I got funds
I getta bag now they all wanna fw me
I be poppin’ tags now
I got prada on me

solitaire w/ hm.wav

21 | they/them
you'll always have a home with me.

nightcore versions: @cutemfontheblock & https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr
b-sides @scoobert-doobert-1738

★tell me how u really feel★ (prod. wstdyth)

☆scøøb☆