prod @fum1ko
@terastic
@1crusafix
@primmreaperr
@1lucina
(me @cldsummer)
yea im getting big bags nd i leave u behind
im only thinkin bout the dollars, yea u leavin my mind
n now ur crossing the line, ur tellin me that ur mine
go back nd forth all the time
ruthless, idk how much longer i'll do this
ur takin me apart n replacing my parts w toothpicks
ur saying if the shoe fits, but girl it isnt fitting me
ur draining all my energy, nd now im on to better things
counting up my dollar bills, yea they're 100s
u say u wanna date me but this isnt what u wanted
but girl im not ur plaything, no i am not a puppet
u cannot put me on a string, n idc what u think
(tera @terastic)
pills in my system, i might die
yea i dont rly wanna waste my time
gave u everything i had, why the fuck u gotta lie
tell me what u want, baby dont b shy
i know that u didnt rly love me u was fakin
like to talk a lot we cut him up like some bacon
.....

back nd forth + tera, 1crusafix, primm, lucina

@victxrw
@carna007
@resolve1k
@kiryy

lyricz:
[arid]
i always feel like u push me away but idk how i made u feel
yeah idk if its even real
got too many things that i cant conceal
and it goes on and on
yeah i didnt wanna stay around for long
it hurts
everything i tried it doesnt work
u know i only wanted to put u first

[victxrw]
nd even tho I do I still come last :/
it’s always something old, always in the past
I’ll say it again, I still like ur laugh
I’ll say it again, but u just don’t react
can u hear me from ur room
all the yelling that u do
last time u said were through…
all of the blame isn’t on u

I cant function when ur gone
nothing I can call my own :((
trying to find me a home
somewhere someone I’m so alone…

[notelove]
oh the wounds, they cut so deep
im catching thoughts not catchin sleep zzZ..
im bothered by my memories 
you left me out to bleed..
youve taken all of me, wasnt meant to be 
searching for clarity, you were my remedy <#3

it hurts w/ victxrw x carna 007 (inno x kiryy)

https://open.spotify.com/track/2XGKqj1tFL8yGvtD8bSsan?si=b7a283cbf6b845e6

www.instagram.com/01domerz/
https://www.instagram.com/ogpichu/

@domerrz
@ogpichu
@buginfestedfloorboards
--
[@domerrz]
so i guess its just the way its meant to be
got kicked to the curb swore i wouldnt let it get to me it got to me
im face first in the dirt and the one that did its blocking me n dodging me
i cant lie and say it dont hurt that ur the one thats haunting me
ur the one thats haunting me
iknowyouhateme

got kicked to the curb swore i wouldnt let it get to me it got to me
im face first in the dirt and the one that did its blocking me n dodging me
i cant lie and say it dont hurt that ur the one thats haunting me
ur the one thats haunting me
iknowyouhateme

lately ive been thinking ive been drinking
losing sleep all over this
the walls r closing
my mind burdened 
wish I could get out of this
didnt want to lose her love
I feel dumb
didnt wanna lose someone when I had lost so much

so i guess its just the way its meant to be
got kicked to the curb swore i wouldnt let it get to me it got to me
im face first in the dirt and the one that did its blocking me n dodging me
i cant lie and say it dont hurt that ur the one thats haunting me
ur the one thats haunting me
iknowyouhateme

spotify

#Iknowuhateme (pichu + soju)

https://open.spotify.com/track/6dT0a5McywD5bNFpJDaS0I?si=8ed7201a58324df5

@h3artch3rades prod me

lyrics:

[victxrw]

oh my god how have we got here?
i cnt sleep sound, when ur not near
so hold me tight like how u hold her
or every night feels a little colder...

cuz u can be my remedy with everything u say
nd maybe u can make me feel tht everythings okay
i did everything i could 2 make everything stay in place
then i think abt ur face nd then my stomach starts to ache
yea my stomach starts to turn and flip
yea my life is like a sinking ship
we align just like a full ecplise
nd ur words break my bones just like with stones and sticks

[h3artch3rades]

that's the perfect exit
trying not to exist
you still feel my presence
feel it with no pretense
you still want my essence
love for you is different
your love's not equivalent
so we should keep our distance

i cant stand the dissonance
inner thoughts keep listening
you're far away from innocent
that's not a good precedent
so i can feel it pressing in
cuff my hands and take me in
feel it like my loose lips
the same ones that can sink ships

[victxrw]

oh my god how have we got here?
i cnt sleep sound, when ur not near
so hold me tight like how u hold her
or every night feels a little colder...

cuz u can be my remedy with everything u say
nd maybe u can make me feel tht everythings okay
i did everything i could 2 make everything stay in place
then i think abt ur face nd then my stomach starts to ache
yea my stomach starts to turn and flip
yea my life is like a sinking ship
we align just like a full ecplise
nd ur words break my bones just like with stones and sticks

Stomach Ache ft h3artch3rades

@domerrz
@ddertbag
(@owtiss on the lil end part yep shoutout that guy)

www.instagram.com/01domerz/
www.instagram.com/ddertbag/

[@domerrz]
think I had lost my feelings
this time I really mean it
words cut deep, I lost all meaning
wounded heart, but I'm still gonna heal it

It's eating me up inside, don't know who you really are
like what you're really like, tell me who you truly are
I know that these feelings come and go
yeah, its quite bizarre 
losing my body, no self control, I'm not going far

and idk why it happened to me 
I took every path and it led back, I feel weak as hell
going round in circles is bad for me
just cut the talk, yea I'd rather throw my pain in a wishing well

SPOTIFY

feelings (ddertbag)

Love you all
ft & prod @lynyou
Lyrics:
Take it one step a time
I know it wasn't right
I gotta tell the truth, baby, I can't live a lie
I wish it wasn't you
I wish I was that guy
The one that hold you down
& tell you it's alright

Cause every time I close my eyes I'm seeing you
Replay the moment in my head like What'd I do?
Said that I'd change but we know I won't follow through
Pointing out my mistakes like I don't even have a clue

I got a lot of love to give, but it's hard
The way you talk to me, you're tearing me apart
All these things on my mind, wish you'd said from the start
Now you're walking away with your new broken heart
But it's not the same for me
It's not what I had planned
I'd do whatever you say, but I know that I blew my chance

@v_letical
Something I wanna know
How long will it take to get back home
It's been too long, can't find my hope
They all watching, star of my show
And it's my fault, I waste my time
Yeah don't get involved, don't cross that line
I'm so exhausted, I'm so damn tired
This what you wanted, but it's not right

@cld
Cause every time I close my eyes I'm seeing you
Replay the moment in my head like What'd I do?
Said that I'd change but we know I won't follow through
Pointing out my mistakes like I don't even have a clue
Cause every time I close my eyes I'm seeing you
Replay the moment in my head like What'd I do?
Said that I'd change but we know I won't follow through
Pointing out my mistakes like I don't even have a clue

replay w/ lyn ↺↺

sample: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jslXH90KMMo
I, cant let it go
cuz ik Id miss u moree,,
I,,, cant let u know 
everytime I feel ignored :/
give u the most n u just want more//
its never enough! just the same as before.. 
tried picking u up , but im dragging u down 
it all plays out how it sounds </3
u make my head spin, cuz knowing ur intentions,, 
Idk how Im not dead...? 
how am I not 6ft under.....
so used to just pretendin, ur the one ill be dead with
I hope u get the message...

@1akura -
sick to my stomach when ur calling me
its a struggle everyday i cant fall asleep
tell me - tell me is it gonna end
need u - need u right by my side but ik u cant
but i need u so bad
but ikk that we wont lasttt
js know that i miss u morreee

miss u moreee (decago)

@whyhaze @hartfxlt @1akura

[victxrw]

(bye byes are harder than u think
its harder when its just u and me
trying not 2 remember everything
close my eyes ur the thing tht i see)

like baby whatchu say abt me in the dark
is that truly what u think inside ur heart
if i had another chance id press restart
looking for any signs inside of the stars

nd baby i know
maybe this is not for us maybe we should let go
nd baby i know
itll all work out we jus need 2 take it slow

[whyhaze]

take it slow, baby we should let go
but its not over, till its over
i got love scars baby tell me your secret
im writing goodbye letters
im just hoping youll read it

when im away
what do you think of me
girl what do you say?
cause i can say nothing
when i look at your face
i think of what it could been
i wonder what you truly think
i hope that you feel the same

[victxrw]

like baby whatchu say abt me in the dark
is that truly what u think inside ur heart
if i had another chance id press restart
looking for any signs inside of the stars

nd baby i know
maybe this is not for us maybe we should let go
nd baby i know
itll all work out we jus need 2 take it slow

goodbyeNotes (hartfxlt + akura) ft. whyhaze

★all that i've loved has died..★

[producer] 
https://soundcloud.com/xysoftshade

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/the-view-from-halfway-down-prod-xysoftshade-nitecore-mix

lyrics:
intro:
never thought i’d be here again
but i’ve been here so long before
this i know will be the last one
because i just can’t take anymore

hook:
i’m standing alone while i’m pushed to the edge
remembering words that were never said
chills in my bones as i picture the end
dissonante birds lay me down to rest

buried alive or so i allege
all those i’ve wronged guess this is revenge
and i can’t survive with this weight on my chest
been buried so long just let me play dead

bridge:
there’s something, that’s coming
so cold & so haunting
i fear that, its over
a small step, to closure

verse:
bury my dreams all that i’ve loved has died
running away disappear in the night
everything’s gone not a soul left in sight
i struggle to crawl but i go toward the light

i try to go on but its hopeless
doesn’t help when nobody seems to notice
as if i could hide that i was soulless
nothing helps in the end its always hopeless

hook:
i’m standing alone while i’m pushed to the edge
remembering words that were never said
chills in my bones as i picture the end
dissonante birds lay me down to rest

buried alive or so i allege
all those i’ve wronged guess this is revenge
and i can’t survive with this weight on my chest
been buried so long just let me play dead

★the view from halfway down★ (prod. xysoftshade)

@k4rson @1akura @kyoakyo @afterstoryx

@k4rson
i dont wanna see u being with someone
i remember when u said i was the only one
we haven't spoke in months
are u with someone?
are u with someone
is he better than me
tell me what u see in him that u dont see in me
why would u be with him if u couldn't be with me
why wont u be with me?
why wont u be with mee

@1akura
why cant u see
u mean the most to me
ur the reason i breathe
we're so outta sync
u tell me to leave
"forever till the end" u said, but thats outta reach
why wont u be with mee

@k4rson & @1akura
be with me x8

@1akuraa
yea u told me to hold you
i got too close look at the things that i go thru
i know u know too
the things that i told u
i wanna be with u
if u go down that road, ill go down that too

im starting to think
that u and me
was just a dream
nothing to believe
u know it hurts me to say u dont love me
just one more time i wish i could make things right

@k4rson 
is he better than me
tell me what u see in him that u dont see in me
why would u be with him if u couldn't be with me
why wont u be with me?
why wont u be with mee

@k4rson & @1akura
be with me x8

karson + akura - be with me (kyoa)

@1akura @rewind214

its been long enough all the tears dried
I started moving on I stopped asking why 
cuz every time I try to trust you all you do is lie
you wont let me in your heart i should just take the sign
its been long enough all the tears dried
I started moving on I stopped asking why 
cuz every time I try to trust you all you do is lie
you wont let me in your heart i should just take the sign

Im way too wishful
I just keep on getting hurt it adds the insult
and it just keeps on getting worse Im so forgetful
I dont wanna think bout her I get remissful
I keep tripping myself over Im falling down and down
you kept giving me cold shoulder and now youre not around
and even though that we dont talk I just hope youre happy now
cuz what I want for both of us is to be just safe and sound

wishful (akura + rewind)

21 | they/them
you'll always have a home with me.

nightcore versions: @cutemfontheblock & https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr
b-sides @scoobert-doobert-1738

★the view from halfway down★ (prod. xysoftshade)

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