got me floating with these sad piano ballad type songs

thanks to notahero for his beautiful verse <3

lyrics:
scorpio:
im sick and tired of the way things have been
im feeling something breaking within
all these cuts surrounding my skin
called out for help now im hearing sirens

did this to myself, but its not my fault
couldnt get help, nobody picked up my calls
its like that pain i felt didnt matter at all
paint the room red and watch it drip from the wall

they hear what im saying, but are they taking it in?
i cant do this alone, feel like ive got no friends
this the last time, i cant do this again
i tried the best i could i guess
cant look at my body, its covered in sin
i cant lie to you, you know what i did
razerblade went straight through the mid
how it was right? i was just a kid

i needed you here but you couldnt stay
hope ill see you there by havens gates
yeah, i hope you hear everything i say
every time i visit your grave

notahero:
i hope i say it right cuz i can’t even tell if i’m talking and it’s fucked
i’m running out of drink cuz i think she running out of love
if everything just boils down to not knowing enough then what do i even try for
i call it self love
you call it embarrassing and i should give it up
i’m just tryna alleviate the stress that’s piling up
and lately it’s like breathing oxygens just not enough
sometimes i feel like crying cuz i know that i-

scorpio:
did this to myself, but its not my fault
couldnt get help, nobody picked up my calls
its like that pain i felt didnt matter at all
paint the room red and watch it drip from the wall

they hear what im saying, but are they taking it in?
i cant do this alone, feel like ive got no friends
this the last time, i cant do this again
i tried the best i could i guess
cant look at my body, its covered in sin
i cant lie to you, you know what i did
razerblade went straight through the mid
how it was right? i was just a kid

Heaven's Gates (feat. notahero)

(prod. cxrter & tiedforsilver)

(2x)
text me back
i miss your hands
i know it’s bad
but i’m attached

(KID Benzo)
i just want a text from you
i just wanna know ur okay
i just wanna talk to you
but ur driving me insane

fucked up now im on my own
dont think i can go home
taking pills to kill the voices
taking pills to leave this void

im nodding out now baby help me
im crying on the floor and you reject me
cos i just want you love and a text back
im pleading on the phone cant you see that

(2x)
text me back
i miss your hands
i know it’s bad
but i’m attached

you’re so far and
i cannot stand
this distance
i need your hand

(2x)
text me back
i miss your hands
i know it’s bad
but i’m attached

text (feat. KID Benzo)

Made it to this point last year 
Ruminating what I did to deserve this 
Crossed arms in the blacked out cashmere 
Like this treatment has a purpose 
It’s cold in my chest another rest won’t make it better 
I used to think it had a reason 
It’s rough out west I’ll tough it out like the weather 
We used to always give it meaning 

Take take take from me what you want 
Take take take from me what you need 
And you get it you get it all 
Yeah ascend the filler might 
Dosing again no wonder why 
Going for days alone you might chase it down 
We get it we get it don’t mind 

And these days your heart reflects all the weather
Cause it gets colder in December
And last week when you left thought I’ll get better
But now I wake up with no purpose 
And you’re so damn broken 
Can’t fix your heart it’s frozen 
And I don’t wanna spend another night alone 
You’re all I know

Take take take from me what you want 
Take take take from me what you need 
And you get it you get it all 
Yeah ascend the filler might 
Dosing again no wonder why 
Going for days alone you might chase it down 
We get it we get it don’t mind

you get it all ft. cutdeep (king theta)

prod by melon @melonsly <333

i think its wise
to let it go unsaid
theres words that dont sit right
dont know if id regret em
but youve been so unkind 
were signs i just misread em
these feelings tucked inside 
only show through if i let em

why do i
feel so replaceable 
wonder why
thought i could wait for anyone
this might come back to bite me
if u listen at all
at every step know youl fight me
wont get far at all

u dont understand
i cant talk to u
say it all in ur absense
if i wrote a letter id find it in half 
i thought it'd be better when i got attached
u dont understand
i cant talk to u
say it all in ur absense
if i wrote a letter id find it in half 
i thought it'd be better when i got attached

i think its wise
to let it go unsaid
theres words that dont sit right
dont know if id regret em
but youve been so unkind 
were signs i just misread em
these feelings tucked inside 
only show through if i let em

unkind

Don’t talk to me 
I need some space and peace 
Let me rot on my own 
Let me drown in sorrow 

Tell me I’m not good enough 
Cause I know Im not enough 
So I’m back to nodding off
Zoloft won’t let me feel at all 

Why oh why would you lie to me 
When I know that I’m disguised but still a NEET

Would you give up on me yet 
I know that I’m still a mess 
I can’t leave to find again 
Take a pill then get to rest 

Why does it always follow me 
I try to hide but it glides to me 
And I won’t forgive myself for  me 
And I won’t forget what I’ve done to myself 

It won’t leave 
It owns me 
Controls me 
Let me drown in my waterworks 
You say that I’ve changed but I’m still the worst 
No one can help me on this earth 
So why would I stay another rotation

give up on me (prod.seen)

lyrics //

didnt bother writing
i swore its all behind me
i saw it all play out
i saw the silver lining

guess we both figured out 
the reason weve been hiding
sick of all the run around
im sick of how you want him

you can try, break it off 
turn around take the fall
it was just the two of us
left the town where we grew up

holding onto grudges
im holding on nothing but
use me as a substance
pump me right into ur blood

(pump me right into your blood
im my mamas only son 
im my mamas only son)


i can be the one you want
i cant heal a broken heart
found me in a local bar’s street
find it funny when they run
find a feeling in a cup
fighting ppl that i love

my fist been clinched, i dnd my phone
miss the kid i was but now hes grown
if your the queen
then id be at ur throne
a peasant in the midst of common folk

you can try, break it off
turn around take a fall
it was just the two of us, 
left the town where we grew up
holding on to grudges, i’m holding on to nothing but
use me as a substance
pump me right into your blood

substance [neverforever]

prod. gabeats

lyrics:
why do i treat you so goddamn bad,
when you're all i have?
say things so goddamn mean
but you always come right back to me

baby, i dont deserve this
im too desperate
all i really want is your attention
im so fucked, im a monster
 i really wish i could control my temper

why do you forgive me?
im not worthy
of your love or trust
you should just desert me

and when it all gets bad 
i put it all on you
and when i cant get you back
ill remember all we had
i hope you know that i loved you

baby, i dont deserve this
im too desperate
all i really want is your attention
im so fucked, im a monster
 i really wish i could control my temper

why do you forgive me?
im not worthy
of your love or trust
you should just desert me


desperate

Find my iPhone found you over there 
Calling up your friends have you seen 
Mariette 
Could of been a typo I pray autocorrects
Apparently you misspoke about a guy
You met
We’re meant to be together watching 
Movies we had plans 
This is how the story goes theirs 
Heartbreak in the air 
Sure you’ll call tomorrow dnd spare me
The rest 
You tell me that you’re sorry but sorry
Won’t bring me back 

Sorry won’t bring me back 
I was waiting all night to have 
You laying in my arms 
Wanna watch a movie tell me what’s 
Your favourite one 
Anyhow it doesn’t really matter now 
Crying on the phone to me like darling
Can we work it out 
(No we can’t)
Can’t you see what you done 
Made a mess of it all

Baby stop calling me 
The beds kinda cold it’s haunting me 
It’s hard to breathe like honestly 
Your words cut deep into my artery
Sending you one too many type of texts
Saying that I’ll block you but I never did
Cutting through my feelings cutting
Through my skin 
Told you don’t call but I’ll never let it ring 
Bet he’s looking over your shoulder why you text me
Grabbing on your body

Find My Iphone (Afterlife & Irby)

lyrics:

cinniepop:
Oh sweet fern, how I've wished for you
Come home to me, let your leaves settle
You're so far gone, that's what you believe
Come home to me, I'll heat the kettle  

You were wrapped in a golden hue
But now the sun burns you
I've spent all my time searching for you
In the end, I lost myself too

I gave you all that I had
But don't you mind that
it's my bad..

scorpio:
in the end, someones bound to get hurt
make mistakes, but i guess thats how we learn
but for me, it only seems to get worse
three's unlucky, but four, i must be cursed

why does this keep happening to me?
i see you every night in my dreams 
nobody checks on how i've been
maybe it's better off if i leave

Darii:
You always stay stuck in my mind
You're never running out of time
I don’t know where you want me to go
And I don’t know where you want me to stay
I can’t live without you
Yeah I can’t live without you

in the end (feat. Cinniepop x Darii)

prod. Thesoundclown

lyrics:

scorpio:
throwing in the towel
stuttering my vowels
wasting all my hours
my eyes are raining showers (x2)

heyzbee:
I been on this tower
Staring here for hours
Losing all my powers
Sitting with the flowers
My mood has become sour
My soul she has devoured
She sees my iridescent skin
And screams that I’m coward 
I’m covered in the powder that’s been seen to devour 
Stars they have aligned anytime that Im around her
I been in a bad place somewhere that I scour 
Lemme know right now so I can tell you bout the counter
I been searching everywhere like I been on the browser
Epistemic views make it impossible to empower
You don’t see the vision I guess that’s you are a doubter
I been cooking up I use this beat like it’s some flour

scorpio:
throwing in the towel
stuttering my vowels
wasting all my hours
my eyes are raining showers (x2)

Noise Complaint:

Put my life on the sideline
If you talk me again that’s fine 
It just doesn’t feel right 
When I spend hours wasting my god damn time 
Feeling nothing bleed all my thoughts online
Feel the pain then it’s also mine 
But it doesn’t matter
Soon I’ll make a decision and fall off this tower

Throwing in the towel 
Throwing in the towel
I’ve been staring here for hours
I’ve been standing here for hours
I’ve been staring here for hours

throwing in the towel (feat. heyzbee x Noise Complaint)

March 9th

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