Lyrics:

Verse:
What do you know about me
Woke up in a fever dream
Nothing but lost souls around me
It's like who am I supposed to be

Never gave me much to go on
Yeah I’ll figure this shit out myself
It’s like how much longer can this shit go on
I ain’t ever ask for help

Hook:
Woke up sweating, 
Woke up fighting demons from the night before
Where am I, what happened
Shit is too much to ignore

Insomniac lil maniac
Can you just try and take me back
To when I wasn’t fighting demons

Verse:
Beautiful mind she says it’s one of a kind
Well, nothing like she’s ever seen before
If it’s so damn beautiful
Then why is my circadian rhythm such a chore

I don’t get it
I don’t get it
You put me to bed
Just to wake me up again

My brain is going fucked
I guess I’m out of luck
Bury my face in the pillow and let it get stuck

Hook:
Woke up sweating, 
Woke up fighting demons from the night before
Where am I, what happened
Shit is too much to ignore

Insomniac lil maniac
Can you just try and take me back
To when I wasn’t fighting demons

Verse:
All new lows but you have seen my highs
But they’re when I’m awake not when I’m in bed dying
I said my mind’s on fire but thats a different time
And now it feels so real baby I’m not here lying

Watch myself explore while I’m laying in bed
I don’t know what’s going on inside of my head 
Have the out of body experiences
All my life I have been experimenting

With how I’ll heal 
With how I’ll heal from my pain
With how I’ll get through the storm 
And I’ll wash off in the rain

I manifest dreams but they don’t seem to come true
The only thing I dreamt of that’s now real has been you

Hook:
Woke up sweating, 
Woke up fighting demons from the night before
Where am I, what happened
Shit is too much to ignore

Insomniac lil maniac
Can you just try and take me back
To when I wasn’t fighting demons

INSOMNIAC

Lyrics:

So I,
guess this is goodbye
sorry things didnt work right
but youll always be the love of my life (x2)

And although it hurts
ive got to put you first
if theres one thing ive learned
is to not run back to her

ive got to give her
the life she deserves
even if mines worse and it puts me in the dirt
i know, that ive done one good thing
by giving you a life without me
and although it might sting
at least youll be free

vails:
I only said goodbye so you would say I’ll see you soon
Breaks my heart each time that you walk away into the distant moon light 
Cus I’m sat here waiting 
And it’s so frustrating 
I struggle with this puzzle in my head 
It sends my heart decaying dead

goodbye (feat. vails)

(Vails x Blxde)
Lyrics:

(Blxde)
A distant echo is still roaming through the halls
I wish I could turn back time to the way it was before
The feeling of your head upon my chest
The taste of your lipstick when we kissed

Now I'm laying all alone inside our bed
The biggest heartbreak that I ever had

(Vails)
You loved me too much 
That led me walking away
I’m retracing my steps
Hoping ill see the day
It hurt me more as I left 
wasn’t ready for yoy
Now I’m beginning to fade 
Into the person we knew 

I remember when you used to love me, But now it feels like a distant memory.
Our love was once so strong and true, But now l'm left feeling so blue.
I miss the way you held me tight, And how you made everything feel right.
But now you're gone and I'm all alone, Just wishing for a love that's known.
But I'll move on and find a new start, Knowing that I deserve a love that won't depart.


You loved me too much 
That led me walking away
I’m retracing my steps
Hoping ill see the day
It hurt me more as I left 
wasn’t ready for yoy
Now I’m beginning to fade 
Into the person we knew

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You Loved (feat. Blxde. + IOF)

u_n_k_n_o_w_n_(prod_dercept_x_ayoley).mp3

The dragon within the Grotto has awoken. His heart pure mind strong, and growth apparent; we see what he has become. Frozen but powerful, his mind, body, heart, and soul are seen throughout this mixtape. We are one with the Grotto and one with the dragon and his heart.

Too Numb

One Day at a Time feat. AutumnIsEnding (prod. Gh0stb0y & Cxrter)

(prod. cl6udy & 5head)

lyrics:
You coulda fooled me
maybe the old me
he dont know the story
all the things that haunt me

the skeletons in my closet
the reasons i cant sleep at night
baby if im honest
i still want you to hold me tight

isn't that fucked?
im prepared for the reaper when he comes
i wont lie that's not in my blood
i should leave, i would if i could
i should leave, i would if i could

and i would die for you
anything i could do, i would do for you
put my body on the line, bleed out for you
put my body on the line, bleed out for you
yeah you know this true

isn't that fucked?
im prepared for the reaper when he comes
i wont lie that's not in my blood
i should leave, i would if i could
i should leave, i would if i could

but i wont
if you're about to say i should, then don't
i dont ever wanna let you go
you're the only thing i know

You coulda fooled me
maybe the old me
he dont know the story
all the things that haunt me

the skeletons in my closet
the reasons i cant sleep at night
baby if im honest
i still want you to hold me tight

isn't that fucked?
im prepared for the reaper when he comes
i wont lie that's not in my blood
i should leave, i would if i could
i should leave, i would if i could

and you know me well enough for that
never wanna leave ill want you back
and you know me well enough for that
never wanna leave ill want you back

You coulda fooled me
maybe the old me
he dont know the story
all the things that haunt me

the skeletons in my closet
the reasons i cant sleep at night
baby if im honest
i still want you to hold me tight

isn't that fucked?
im prepared for the reaper when he comes
i wont lie that's not in my blood
i should leave, i would if i could
i should leave, i would if i could

fooled me

<3 on all platforms
prod. @whos-that-clown

LYRICS: 
Back before i was in university
I would nightly cry myself to sleep

I didnt like it thats why i fixed it
It wasnt easy i got off my ass and acted on intuition
My mother helped me out without her idk if i couldve did it
But i try my best in every situation
I may be lacking confidence but i got conversation
Words can mean a thousand things with many combinations
Watch what you say, something you dont mean could go a long way
And honestly i care too much about the popular opinion
Not of things but of me, and what the people ‘round me see
I wouldnt want a faulty picture of my individuality 

I used to be nervous stepping into class
Head down, long hair outfit all black
Well the hair i guess i never changed,
consistent with my life and honestly i like it just that way
But back then i was different if problems arose id run away
Now im medicated, in a calmer state
Even when things get hectic i stay focused and conversate
Management position taught me alot and what i know today I owe to that,
out at night flip the camera if the photo black
I remember back in high school, staying late out after dark
I smoked my first bowl for a dollar in the woods behind charles park

A downstem of pen, into a gatorade bottle
I coughed so much god damn it awful
But at that time in my life i wasnt feeling like myself
I had a girlfriend in those days but i dont know if all the fights helped
I made changes to my life to better my health and now im feeling better

I didnt like it thats why i fixed it
It wasnt easy i got off my ass and acted on intuition
My mother helped me out without her idk if i couldve did it
But i try my best in every situation
I may be lacking confidence but i got conversation
Words can mean a thousand things with many combinations
Watch what you say, something you dont mean could go a long way
And honestly i care too much about the popular opinion
Not of things but of me, and what the people ‘round me see
I wouldnt want a faulty picture of my individuality 

Back before i was in university
I would nightly cry myself to sleep

individuality [prod. the sound clown]

DUCATI (PROD. TENAY)

Need A Hug ( Julioo! X 2002jvdw x sayquizzy)

„Wenn sie lacht“ – ein Song über Liebe, Stärke und diesen einen Menschen, der dich besser macht.

Der Track zeigt meine ruhigere, ehrlichere Seite – abseits von Dembow und Funk. 
Ich hab ihn geschrieben, weil manchmal Worte nicht reichen, aber Musik es kann. ❤️
Für einen ganz besonderen Menschen.

#Javolito #WennSieLacht #GermanRap #LoveTrack #EmotionalTrap #NewSound

Wenn sie lacht

discord: scorpio4488

side project w/devin's world: @frozen-grotto

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