prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor

baby, i don’t wanna die here all alone
my heart’s so cold
my wrist stay frozen

i need a heart to hold the love we’ve cast aside
a part of me had died, the day you said goodbye 

baby, i know i’ma die here all alone
i’ve lost your love, i can’t go home
drink this liquor, you know my eyes stay closed
give up control & lose my soul

i lost my soul..

i can’t relax, i’m relapsin’
throw out all my passion
i understand that it’s tragic
i can’t kick these bad habits

i hide my scars from you
put up my guard ‘round you
baby, i’m turnin’ blue
what the fuck do you expect me to do?

now that we’re through, i feel so used 
my world quit turnin’ ‘cause of you

ion understand at all
this wasn’t part of the plan at all
& now i feel like i can’t stand at all

just break me down
i know you love to watch me fall
now my back’s against the wall..

i can’t relax, i’m relapsin’
throw out all my passion
i understand that it’s tragic
i can’t kick these bad habits

i know i’m gonna be the one to let you go
but while we’re still both layin’ here
i’ll let you know
that i loved you so
yeah, i love you so

i wish you’d stay here close to me
yeah, please don’t go..

i need a heart to hold the love we’ve cast aside
a part of me had died, the day you said goodbye

baby, i know i’ma die here all alone
i’ve lost your love, i can’t go home
drink this liquor, you know my eyes stay closed
give up control & lose my soul

i lost my soul..

die here all alone

prod. cxrter x tahtx

lyrics:
staying up late
and sleeping the day away
there's so much on my brain
i dont even want to be awake

but i see you in my dreams
every time i fall asleep
and i wake up and believe
that you're still right here with me

cant replace you, no matter how hard i try to
and i cant hate you, no matter how hard i pretend to
didn't believe in true love, until you showed up
who knew i could feel so much?

im losing myself
along with everyone else
lately it's been hell
worse than anything ive felt
im trying my best to put up with it all
or at least whats left, i guess i know its my fault

i hate that im staying up late
and im asleep all during the day
how did things end up this way?
i only have myself i can blame

staying up late
and sleeping the day away
there's so much on my brain
i dont even want to be awake

but i see you in my dreams
every time i fall asleep
and i wake up and believe
that you're still right here with me

cant replace you, no matter how hard i try to
and i cant hate you, no matter how hard i pretend to
didn't believe in true love, until you showed up
who knew i could feel so much?



don't want to be awake

SomewhereTropical (bbybleach)

lyrics:

cinniepop:
Oh sweet fern, how I've wished for you
Come home to me, let your leaves settle
You're so far gone, that's what you believe
Come home to me, I'll heat the kettle  

You were wrapped in a golden hue
But now the sun burns you
I've spent all my time searching for you
In the end, I lost myself too

I gave you all that I had
But don't you mind that
it's my bad..

scorpio:
in the end, someones bound to get hurt
make mistakes, but i guess thats how we learn
but for me, it only seems to get worse
three's unlucky, but four, i must be cursed

why does this keep happening to me?
i see you every night in my dreams 
nobody checks on how i've been
maybe it's better off if i leave

Darii:
You always stay stuck in my mind
You're never running out of time
I don’t know where you want me to go
And I don’t know where you want me to stay
I can’t live without you
Yeah I can’t live without you

in the end (feat. Cinniepop x Darii)

prod. oliver01

lyrics:
yea
i look up
at the sky
i don't feel like anything
compared to all the stars tonight
and if we really came from them
maybe that's why we come 2 life
i'm so full of inspiration
i'll give you my heart tonight
i hope that you get me

I’ve been working so damn hard
she went and stole my heart
I really try my best 
But I didn’t make it far 
I’m really tryna be the one 
Tryna come back to life 
Steady grippin’ on this gun
Feel like they threatening my life

Be like hold up, we can roll up 
We can smoke up out the O
We can pour up, till we throw up
That’s all I know
I only feel alive when you be next to me 
Baby I’m confused the way you texting me

Hop in the whip and I’m pulling up 
I got your back got a hold of you
You so damn perfect I hope that you know it
She said she got insecurities 
Baby stop the please
Let me be the one you love 
Bae you got me on my knees

i'll never give it up, give it up
i need that encore, encore
but i can't feel enough, feel enough
i think i want more, want more

come2life ft. treez (oliver01)

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor

runnin’, runnin’, runnin’ 
runnin’ through my mind
lets kill the time
gettin’ high.. it’ll lead to my demise

i can’t tell my wrongs from rights
& my hearts as cold as ice
baby, look me in my eyes
& tell me everything’s alright

but i know that you hate me
i’m crazy.. but soon i’ll push up daisies
feel like Lil Pump in 2018
yeah, i’ll just say the same thing

runnin’, runnin’, runnin’ 
runnin’ through my mind
let’s touch the sky.. my bitch, she bi..
but she still tell me i’m that guy

i’m cryin’ rivers ‘cause i miss her
in my hearts a fuckin’ a blizzard
she burnt our pictures
i’m drinkin’ liquor; tryin’ hard jus to forget her

it’s so tragic, i’m batshit
just put me in a casket
my heart, you can fuckin’ have it
she said i’m melodramatic..

..

you got me thinkin’ pretty hard
but we both know i’m not that smart
remember when i crashed that car
my soul almost went to the dark..

just look at the stars
forget who you are
rlly never thought things could be this hard

you’re raisin’ the bar
i’m smokin’ on tar
gettin’ fucked up but i ain’t at no bar..

i think i might barf
new Fendi scarf
you told me i’d lose
i still shot for the stars..

i shot for the stars
you make it so hard
baby, you know that i’m fallin’ apart

you won’t ever remember me
the thought of you’s heavenly
until it’s unsettling & i’ll get to trembling

the weather’s so awful
& i feel so hollow 😔
i’m just prayin’ to God that i’m gone by tmrw

i watched her drown in her sorrow
bitch, i’ll drown in this bottle
you can beat me to death
i got love you could borrow..

kill the time

Mix/Mastered by @reosai

[Lyrics:]
said I’m fine
But I lied
I said I’m done
But I never was
You were the glitch
I couldn’t debug
And now I’m screaming into a plugin

But you liked my post, then you fkn unliked it
But that's cool and subtle.
I read the room, then left it
Full throttle.
You said “we’re good,” then dipped like
a TikTok trend
Guess I’m just a phase
That you will never loop again

I’m in my room with the lights all red
Playing your playlist until I forget
Every beat’s a landmine
Every line is a text

ctrl+alt+delete me, I’m done
You left, I crashed, was it fun?
Said you’d call, then threw your phone
Now I talk to myself alone
Buffering love, it's glitching out
I scream in all caps, you just log out
ctrl+alt+delete me, that’s fair

I texted you "hi," you left me on "read"
So I wrote a diss track inside my head
Your favorite song? Yeah, I pulled it apart

Switched up the tempo, now it’s a bop
Put our breakup in the drop
You got closure, I got streams
I am just living my dreams, you can't take that by
any means

I tried to talk, you changed
Now I’m stuck here, just a lurker
Muted calls, but I still listen
Guess I’m just built for reminiscin’

ctrl+alt+delete me, I’m done
You left, I crashed, was it fun?
Said you’d call, then threw your phone
Now I talk to myself alone
Buffering love, it's glitching out
I scream in all caps, you just log out
ctrl+alt+delete me, that’s fair
x2

enjoy. ily all <3

control me? [+ 6astardcanrise]

thank u for listening 🖤
hope u enjoy 🦇
BATCLIQUE ^,..,^

beanie on my head ft. vexle (prod. jissa)

XELFIY_BDAY_2K25 ft XELFIY (ROLLIE)

This is an alternative take on the original I released where it is more gentle and calm.  Predominantly the ballad highlights the lyrics.  It encompasses Alzheimers and Dementia, both of which have affected my family.  Photo from Unsplash by Linford Miles

Set free (Piano)

Past Behind, Path Ahead

discord: scorpio4488

side project w/devin's world: @frozen-grotto

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