hiraeth - puppet (heyzbee remix)

Through the Night (prod. s0ftskelet0ns & irby)

Paralyzed (prod. s0ftskelet0ns & IzoBeatz)

Written by: Lizzie Calisto,  @kiddamo
Produced by: Tiresss (IG: @tiressssss)
Mixed/Mastered by: @killzoltar

Song on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3KT2vSSMrQRTUG4GjHeJg8?si=95b95307ea744da0

Watch my music video: https://youtu.be/tELz2vfQ9gg?si=nN3SMFjPfO6HezNF

//Lyrics//

How does it feel to know that you were the one
How does it feel to know that you were the only one
Then you go breakin' my heart, and now the damage is done
How does it feel
How does it feel
How does it feel
Now that we are done

Lights out at the house
I don't think anybody's home
Shadows following me home now
It seems the moon is not alone
I cry out
All I want is for you to take me home
But time stopped
So I'm stuck here on my own

How does it feel
How does it feel
Now that we are done

(How does it feel)
(How does it feel)

[KiddAmo]
How does it feel… feel
You don't wanna tell me how you feel
Feels like I'm trippin out, like is this even real
Even though you're mad at me, but time will heal
But I don't really wanna feel
So hurry up and crack the seal
And just tell me how it feels
You don't know what I think when I think 'bout you
Used to stick to myself, now I stick by you
Fk a sidekick, you know that this Glock's the only side I choose
(Only side I choose, only side I choose)

How does it feel to know that you were the one
How does it feel
How does it feel to know that you were the only one
How does it feel

How does it feel to know that you were the one
How does it feel to know that you were the only one
Then you go breakin' my heart, and now the damage is done
How does it feel
How does it feel
How does it feel
Now that we are done

how does it feel (ft. kiddamo) (Prod. Tiresss)

prod. noise complaint 

lyrics:
i just want to speak, and get it off my chest
its painful leaving this unsaid
the memories keep playing in my head
seeing you in my dreams again

oh, is there something that im missing?
just tell me
oh, im ready to listen 
im sorry
know its my bad
i always worry
i miss you here
baby, come hold me
hold me
hold me

flesh:
I've been holding the door closed
It's been harder to take a breath
And part of me wanna step outside
But I wanna let you know
How beautiful you are to me
I didn't mean to be hurtful
I wanna be your armor
When you put your arms around me
I can feel my heart beating stronger
I swear I'll tell you everything
Be honest, keep no secrets
We'll bear this hell, you and me
Help each other fight our demons



hold me (feat. flesh)

prod. threemvsk x cxrter

lyrics:
ive tried every coping mechanism
every fucking breathing exercise
but my body never seems to listen
and i cant get it out my fucking mind

oh its gotten bad again
upped my dose of medicine
i dont think itll ever go away
i dont think itll ever go away

god i wish that this would end
somedays even wish for death
its hard to even make it through the day
its hard to even make it through the day

they keep putting me on prescriptions
and honestly im just praying for the best
i cant stop myself from reading the descriptions
and panic about every side effect

oh its gotten bad again
upped my dose of medicine
i dont think itll ever go away
i dont think itll ever go away

god i wish that this would end
somedays even wish for death
its hard to even make it through the day
its hard to even make it through the day

side effect

prod. Bezimeni

lyrics:
Lately hating every song that I write
Maybe written everything i could in my life
Baby, do I still cross your mind?
Crazy, I never get you off of mine

Feels like you're still here
Cause every time I fall asleep
When I close my eyes
You're standing right in front of me
And the moment I wake up
And realise it was just a dream
It kills me to death
The painful shock of reality

Haven't seen daylight
In about two weeks
Gotta get my brain right
I've been thinking deep
Staying up all night
It's hard to fall asleep
Could you hold me tight
Say that you'll never leave (x2)

Tell me who do you need?
I'll be whoever you want me to be
Good at make believe
I've had practice these past weeks

Don't even know me anymore
Wear a mask cos I can't face it all
So used to closing doors 
And spending every night with the same thoughts (x2)


thinking deep

Taylor -  

I shoulda let you go cause my demise is your endeavor, 
I knew you would leave I prayed we got  stuck in that elevator , I wish that u stayed forever
 guess it’s another fever cause the tears are dropping hot as ever , 
hands they steady shaking cause this alcohols my decompresser, 
substances are like you my endeavor , substances always get my through the weather , but I can’t eat no I can’t sleep, morbid thoughts up in my mind since every tie w you got severed  

a brand new day, the same ole vice , another full moon where I’m alone all through the night , mistakes are not mistakes if they’re repeated more then twice , lately I been low as fuxk  unless I’m higher than a kite , and I know we can’t be together but its only right , but if it’s up to you you’ll take a blade and put it through my Spine, rigor mortis creeping through my bones again , I knew when you walked up out that door that we were over with,

Hook 

Brecken- 

i hate this dumb cycle that ive been for too long 
make it stop
pull the lever make it better knock it off
i know i cant fix my temper unless i got alcohol
i hope im wrong
but i wish that i could do it but i crawl back
i wish i could tell em how i felt without a rematch
they’ve been telling me im nothing they think i should be in rehab
but i think that its bullcrap i been doing everything i can to make it out
atleast thats what it feels like when i been feeling down
i been in a draught for way too long i wanna drown
you cant tell me how im feeling if you hardly been around
in a way i think its healing cuz i hardly hear you shout

I shoulda let you go cause my demise is your endeavor, 
I knew you would leave I prayed we got  stuck in that elevator , I wish that u stayed forever
guess it’s another fever cause all of these tears are dropping 
dropping hot as ever , 
hands are steady shakin cuz thus alcohol my decompressor
daily takin substances cuz thats whats been relieving pressure
lately i been running far away looking for better weather
and i know i cant stay right here 
id rather write a letter states away

My endeavor ? W/ brecken (Cxrter)

waste it (hollowprpl)

Idle hands W.MisFiiT(emory x stingerbeats)

glow.

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