Chivalry is Dead (prod. 03reiko)

Showman (prod. s0ftskelet0ns & Ryan Kelly)

Life Ain't Fancy (prod. 03reiko)

prod. noise complaint 

lyrics:
i just want to speak, and get it off my chest
its painful leaving this unsaid
the memories keep playing in my head
seeing you in my dreams again

oh, is there something that im missing?
just tell me
oh, im ready to listen 
im sorry
know its my bad
i always worry
i miss you here
baby, come hold me
hold me
hold me

flesh:
I've been holding the door closed
It's been harder to take a breath
And part of me wanna step outside
But I wanna let you know
How beautiful you are to me
I didn't mean to be hurtful
I wanna be your armor
When you put your arms around me
I can feel my heart beating stronger
I swear I'll tell you everything
Be honest, keep no secrets
We'll bear this hell, you and me
Help each other fight our demons



hold me (feat. flesh)

prod. Bezimeni

lyrics:
I'm waving a white flag
I just wanna go back
I'm missing you so bad
Wish you were missing me like that

But I'm probably not on your mind
But I guess that's fine
Because I was a bad guy
And you probably hate me right?

But I'm probably not on your mind
But I guess that's fine
Because I was a bad guy
And you probably hate me right? Right?

Writing these songs you don't even care about
When was the last time you even checked my soundcloud?
Cause I've been writing these songs about you
Only way I can begin to move on too

But I'm probably not on your mind
But I guess that's fine
Because I was a bad guy
And you probably hate me right?

But I'm probably not on your mind
But I guess that's fine
Because I was a bad guy
And you probably hate me right? Right?

bad guy

prod. threemvsk x cxrter

lyrics:
ive tried every coping mechanism
every fucking breathing exercise
but my body never seems to listen
and i cant get it out my fucking mind

oh its gotten bad again
upped my dose of medicine
i dont think itll ever go away
i dont think itll ever go away

god i wish that this would end
somedays even wish for death
its hard to even make it through the day
its hard to even make it through the day

they keep putting me on prescriptions
and honestly im just praying for the best
i cant stop myself from reading the descriptions
and panic about every side effect

oh its gotten bad again
upped my dose of medicine
i dont think itll ever go away
i dont think itll ever go away

god i wish that this would end
somedays even wish for death
its hard to even make it through the day
its hard to even make it through the day

side effect

prod. ?

lyrics:
was it stupid to think, think that someone would care?
maybe you cared about me
was it stupid to think, think that you'd be there
cause right now im lonely

and ive got this hollow feeling
right there lingering in my guts
youve giving my life no meaning
oh look, look what youve done

was it stupid to think, think that someone would care?
maybe you cared about me
was it stupid to think, think that you'd be there
cause right now im lonely

fuck you fucked me over
emotional rollercoaster, baby
now im not even sober
am i just a loser baby?

was it stupid to think, think that someone would care?
maybe you cared about me
was it stupid to think, think that you'd be there
cause right now im lonely


stupid

.never thought.

.smashing mirrors idc about bad luck.

prod @aprilstalisman
lyricz
she don't want me, maybe that's insightful
Hit me in the chest like kick back from a rifle
Creativity it's nothing to be unspiteful
Turn me to your art project, imagine us at Michael's 

Two shots, clip reload, gunpowder watch it explode
Honeymoon in Monaco, anywhere you wanna go
Too fast, too slow, consequences dominos 
We can dance to rock n roll, get drunk end up on the floor

Oh shit, didn't really care about me I didn't notice, well I guess that's just how love feels, honestly unreal, shake my hand and its a done deal
Farewell, to my friends and all my enemies
I don't even love myself why are you defending me?
Back n forth getting heated over text
Bout why we said what we said cancel that make out and have sex

Hardship, emotions tend to barge in
Uncontrollable pieces that we gon have to harness
Love is not a guarantee but im committed regardless

she don't want me, maybe that's insightful
Hit me in the chest like kick back from a rifle
Creativity it's nothing to be unspiteful
Turn me to your art project, imagine us at Michael's 

Two shots, clip reload, gunpowder watch it explode
Honeymoon in Monaco, anywhere you wanna go
Too fast, too slow, consequences dominos 
We can dance to rock n roll, get drunk end up on the floor


gunpowder. [prod. aprilstalisman]

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