Guts (prod. s0ftskelet0ns)

Always Welcome (prod. s0ftskelet0ns)

prod. noise complaint 

lyrics:
i just want to speak, and get it off my chest
its painful leaving this unsaid
the memories keep playing in my head
seeing you in my dreams again

oh, is there something that im missing?
just tell me
oh, im ready to listen 
im sorry
know its my bad
i always worry
i miss you here
baby, come hold me
hold me
hold me

flesh:
I've been holding the door closed
It's been harder to take a breath
And part of me wanna step outside
But I wanna let you know
How beautiful you are to me
I didn't mean to be hurtful
I wanna be your armor
When you put your arms around me
I can feel my heart beating stronger
I swear I'll tell you everything
Be honest, keep no secrets
We'll bear this hell, you and me
Help each other fight our demons



hold me (feat. flesh)

Momento Mori album 2025

Vocals by Vails & Neverxhappy
Production by Irby

(Vails)
I swallow what I wanna say, keep it locked behind my teeth
If I told you what I’m thinking, would you ever look at me?
I’m breaking in a silent way, a fracture no one sees
But I’d rather hurt myself than let it bleed

These words cut my tongue when I bite down
I can’t let them spill and bring your world down
I smile so you never feel the rain
But inside I’m screaming out your name

So I’ll hold it in, keep it in, suffocate the truth
I’d rather break myself than break what’s left of you

(Neverxhappy)
With these broken words
I’ll fall again 
Like the raindrops on my window pane 
Like how the snow inside my nose heals pain 
But I guess that I am broken 
Can’t get out of my own head i’m hopeless 
I’m just my own prisoner  
When will Iearn? When will I learn? 
I keep on pushing myself to these limits 
I’m sorry that I put you through this 
But you stay 
And I’m to blame 
Cause I’m going insane 
With these broken words 

I’m so broken 
I’m so hopeless

#emotional #music #pop #hyperpop #sad

Broken Words (feat. neverxhappy)

Disneyland Youtube Music Video:

https://youtu.be/yeoSoinOkM0?si=A18ymdnOpuydzy1o

Lyrics:

life hasn’t been easy, and I’ve been so caught up with lies
counting all these ceiling cracks, at 3am each night
thinking of the things I said, wishing I could make it right
but every time I open up, I end up in a fight

I keep these words beneath my tongue
bleeding silence when I’m young
my voice is trembling like these strings
played out of tune in everything

and I’m sorry I don’t talk much anymore
my room’s a mess, my mind’s a war
I’ve been holding on to empty air
And you’re not here,  it’s so unfair

every sunrise feels the same
grey horizons, pouring rain
I’m so tired of feeling numb
tell me where did I go so wrong?

days blend into empty weeks, I can’t keep up with time
my friends all say I’m distant now, I tell them that I’m fine
but every street I walk alone still echoes with your name
I guess I lost myself the day you went and walked away

I keep these words beneath my tongue
bleeding silence when I’m young
my voice is trembling like these strings
played out of tune in everything

#rock #metal #music

Beneath my tongue (MV in description)

prod. ?

lyrics:
was it stupid to think, think that someone would care?
maybe you cared about me
was it stupid to think, think that you'd be there
cause right now im lonely

and ive got this hollow feeling
right there lingering in my guts
youve giving my life no meaning
oh look, look what youve done

was it stupid to think, think that someone would care?
maybe you cared about me
was it stupid to think, think that you'd be there
cause right now im lonely

fuck you fucked me over
emotional rollercoaster, baby
now im not even sober
am i just a loser baby?

was it stupid to think, think that someone would care?
maybe you cared about me
was it stupid to think, think that you'd be there
cause right now im lonely


stupid

prod. Bezimeni

lyrics:
Lately hating every song that I write
Maybe written everything i could in my life
Baby, do I still cross your mind?
Crazy, I never get you off of mine

Feels like you're still here
Cause every time I fall asleep
When I close my eyes
You're standing right in front of me
And the moment I wake up
And realise it was just a dream
It kills me to death
The painful shock of reality

Haven't seen daylight
In about two weeks
Gotta get my brain right
I've been thinking deep
Staying up all night
It's hard to fall asleep
Could you hold me tight
Say that you'll never leave (x2)

Tell me who do you need?
I'll be whoever you want me to be
Good at make believe
I've had practice these past weeks

Don't even know me anymore
Wear a mask cos I can't face it all
So used to closing doors 
And spending every night with the same thoughts (x2)


thinking deep

Dissociations (prod. jeweleryboy)

Change like the tides by vails & Mackk

Lyrics below:
(Vails)
There’s no doubt in mind, that I’ll change like the tides
Every single step I make, I’ll have to rewrite
Wasn’t born with the answers, I just learn when I try
I’m still reaching for the stars, even lost in the night

Tides come and they go
but I’m steady in motion
Heart heavy with weight
but I move like the ocean

People switching like the seasons I can’t waste no breath
Had to cut away the pieces just to find what’s left
From the shadows of my past to the dreams I protect
Every moment that I stumble is a moment I reset
I was drowning in the current, couldn’t fight the flow
Now I’m surfing on the pressure let the struggle grow
Every setback was a map every scar a road
Painted pain into the canvas let my story be told no

(Mackk)
I know I'm dead in the water
I'd only dive in for you
I won't let you falter
But this current's got a hold of me too 

There's no doubt in my mind 
I can feel you here
Hope you'd give me a sign
Only when you're near 

'Cause now every time I say it
You're the one replaying
I'll let the water take it all.

(Vails)
There’s no doubt in mind, that I’ll change like the tides
Every single step I make, I’ll have to rewrite
Wasn’t born with the answers, I just learn when I try
I’m still reaching for the stars, even lost in the night

Change like the tides (feat. Mackk)

prod. ?

lyrics:

Scorpio:
i miss us talking
about nothing at all
staying up till the morning
on a video call

i wanna chitchat
babe i really miss that
whyd we have to go and break apart like a kitkat?
said youd stick around but where are you now?
i see you out and about with a new crowd x2

Liru:
you dont get how much I needed that
woke me up and now I feel too bad
I been looking for some reasons 
on why you cant believe me
it was never meant to last

yeah and you say you dont love me anymore
but you dont even listen to your heart girl
I been feeling different now its over
I been acting different now im older
yeah and maybe one day you might just come over
maybe one day you might just get over it
girl your lips taste better than a soda
damn I miss the time when we were closer

he4vy:
difference in your actions yeah i saw it
dissociated never bought it
passions not a part of being toxic
i still have my issues being honest 

only feelin better with a 3.5
focus on yourself i said ill be fine
smoke until i feel it in my damn spine
hate to admit it but youre my life line

hate to admit it
yeah i tell when youre distant 
we used to talk everyday 
now its like you never listen 
wanna go back to the days 
we used to smoke in my kitchen
different time different place 
different life i was given

scorpio:
i wanna chitchat
babe i really miss that
whyd we have to go and break apart like a kitkat?
said youd stick around but where are you now?
i see you out and about with a new crowd x2

i miss that (feat. Liru x He4vy)

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