medicine

prod. Bezimeni

lyrics:
I'm waving a white flag
I just wanna go back
I'm missing you so bad
Wish you were missing me like that

But I'm probably not on your mind
But I guess that's fine
Because I was a bad guy
And you probably hate me right?

But I'm probably not on your mind
But I guess that's fine
Because I was a bad guy
And you probably hate me right? Right?

Writing these songs you don't even care about
When was the last time you even checked my soundcloud?
Cause I've been writing these songs about you
Only way I can begin to move on too

But I'm probably not on your mind
But I guess that's fine
Because I was a bad guy
And you probably hate me right?

But I'm probably not on your mind
But I guess that's fine
Because I was a bad guy
And you probably hate me right? Right?

bad guy

prod. threemvsk x cxrter

lyrics:
ive tried every coping mechanism
every fucking breathing exercise
but my body never seems to listen
and i cant get it out my fucking mind

oh its gotten bad again
upped my dose of medicine
i dont think itll ever go away
i dont think itll ever go away

god i wish that this would end
somedays even wish for death
its hard to even make it through the day
its hard to even make it through the day

they keep putting me on prescriptions
and honestly im just praying for the best
i cant stop myself from reading the descriptions
and panic about every side effect

oh its gotten bad again
upped my dose of medicine
i dont think itll ever go away
i dont think itll ever go away

god i wish that this would end
somedays even wish for death
its hard to even make it through the day
its hard to even make it through the day

side effect

prod. Seri Hill

lyrics:
I can't let it go again
Hiding cuts underneath my cardigan
I don't know why I try and pretend
They keep upping my medicine

I can't do anything right
Try, but been questioning why
Cry, I'm not good at goodbyes
Minds playing tricks on me right? Right?

I really need this to end
God i really need this to end
I can't live another day inside this prison cell
God i hate myself
God i hate myself

I keep falling back
And now you're pulling in
Gotta face my past
I still feel everything 

I can't do anything right
Try, but been questioning why
Cry, I'm not good at goodbyes
Minds playing tricks on me right? Right?

(Minds playing tricks on me
God I really wish they would leave)

I can't do anything right
Try, but been questioning why
Cry, I'm not good at goodbyes
Minds playing tricks on me right? Right?


tricks on me

prod. ?

lyrics:
was it stupid to think, think that someone would care?
maybe you cared about me
was it stupid to think, think that you'd be there
cause right now im lonely

and ive got this hollow feeling
right there lingering in my guts
youve giving my life no meaning
oh look, look what youve done

was it stupid to think, think that someone would care?
maybe you cared about me
was it stupid to think, think that you'd be there
cause right now im lonely

fuck you fucked me over
emotional rollercoaster, baby
now im not even sober
am i just a loser baby?

was it stupid to think, think that someone would care?
maybe you cared about me
was it stupid to think, think that you'd be there
cause right now im lonely


stupid

prod. Bezimeni

lyrics:
Lately hating every song that I write
Maybe written everything i could in my life
Baby, do I still cross your mind?
Crazy, I never get you off of mine

Feels like you're still here
Cause every time I fall asleep
When I close my eyes
You're standing right in front of me
And the moment I wake up
And realise it was just a dream
It kills me to death
The painful shock of reality

Haven't seen daylight
In about two weeks
Gotta get my brain right
I've been thinking deep
Staying up all night
It's hard to fall asleep
Could you hold me tight
Say that you'll never leave (x2)

Tell me who do you need?
I'll be whoever you want me to be
Good at make believe
I've had practice these past weeks

Don't even know me anymore
Wear a mask cos I can't face it all
So used to closing doors 
And spending every night with the same thoughts (x2)


thinking deep

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