https://open.spotify.com/album/01j9tx0aCDbFCwcxoGYE97

prod me sample: https://soundcloud.com/qxi/eyesore @qxi

tell me how they hate
tell me how they hate this
wish i never sent it
wish i never said shit

wish i could know you
cant seem to know you
i dont think im worth
so i dont think i can blame you
  
everything about you
u dont even 
everythings about to
come crashing down again

dunno if i wanna see your face again
now my heads just messed up

now im messed up
i cant let up
have i been getting better

don't think that ive been feeling any better
any better

but i cant go down
cs ive been too low
but youll never know
what ive tried to do to feel like im better
than what i was but it doesnt matter

i cant just walk away
its far too late 
its just so late
give me a time and date

i cant just walk away
tell me what to say
i dont know how to make you hate a different part of me

feel so bored its just lackign all variety
i cant find myself when drowning in sobriety 
break my neck ten times ill still stand up
does it feel different when its family who fucked up

tell me how they hate
tell me how they hate this
wish i never sent it
wish i never said shit

wish i could know you
cant seem to know you
i dont think im worth
so i dont think i can blame you 

i cant just walk away
its far too late 
its just so late
give me a time and date

i cant just walk away
tell me what to say
i dont know how to make you hate a different part of me

how to hate

drink

"leave that behind you" produced by @prodjayysoul
Performed/Written by @counterxo

leave that behind you

leave that behind you (jayysoul)

lyrics:

lemme get away from here,
walk up to my room where i disappear,
maybe im scared yeah its just fear,
do i even know myself? unclear

i dont even feel needed right now,
im unavailable and lazy now,
i just feel worthless on the ground,
or is it just my thoughts being loud?

once im in my bed i dont wanna wake up,
feeling dead but ill try to make up,
i dont meant that i wanna live,
but all this shit is killing me

why would you want me?
im nobody special,
am i just weird?
i want to be normal,

my screen is my best friend,
cause when i walk into the crowd i have my intent,
im good at interacting but i dont stay with them,
cause i just hop from person to person instead

thoughts are stuck inside my head,
care bout everything u said
wouldnt it be easy to live without responsabilities?

☾⋆⁺ 3amsynthwave [self-prod]

prod me @attc and @qlein (juicebutterfly2)
ft @daikyu 
me:
IT
white tees
got my stash out
might need an iv
finna crash out
you dont wanna listen to my beats
they'll make you stack loud
why you think i dont care about your thoughts?
we rolling pack out

yuh
thinkin ima back out (what)
bro really saying he alpha
you live in a crackhouse
aint nobody got your fucking back now
fuck em over got em off the tracks now

i been off this tropicana till i pass out
get the bag with the bro we eating general tso
i just wanna know how
h-how to get involved with no single-outs

bitches fake my god you're so fucking exclusive
i feel so excluded
its probably why you're losin
feel like general shepherd
thats one less loose end
tryna fix my brains internals
all the wires bent

@daikore
what's bad?
can't say
bitch i cant fold
talking shit like you aint driving a rental
turn you into scrap like its mf titanfall
earth shatter 808s but thats been known
send one shot to your head no camcorders
bullets up n down your block hittin every corner
cherry picking all your points like a fuckin orchard
you got drawn up in an etch-a-sketch, shaky borders 

shit, i cant fold
working every day
but i cant let that be known
if they tap into the method
then they still cant be like me
i just do all that shit better
im just someone you cant be
(nettspend reference...)
i cant take no fucking bar
i can't take no fucking part
all your shit stay sub-par
i shoot eagle, goin far

coworker music w daikyu

hello @oneshotniko
i love my friends and i love you

lyrics
-
somehow i always wake up on the wrong side
shit i didn't start come back to the fault line
problems always online
don't got that ego back behind the screen
i can't tell you what it means
its the writings on the wall
symbols in between all the other drawings in the hall
if you fw me i fw you i really got no problems
if you start w me i wont respond n you can fuckin solve it on your own

while you keep talking
I stop watching
I'm working on it
stuck on tonic
no space, iconic
its all harmonics
see you walk in
got me shaking like plate tectonics

method locked in
you cant stop shit
bitch i cant quit
bitch i cant slip

you wont ever catch me stopping
everybody talkin
w my bros we get to chopping shit up
we get to stoppin you bums
looks like you're shit outta luck
looks like you're fresh outta funds
you know i keep it a buck
cuz i got dollars in my pockets in my pants
everybody dance
who are you to make demands
i can't figure out
don't know who you think you are but keep my name out ur mouth
gaf about the numbers, don't believe in amounts
if they fucking w you 4 the digits cut em up
ppl telling me i'm nothing gotta shut em up
i'm w aisle 4 the final score is 10 to nun
im w zy you got a problem we gon light it up

Ijon (scrambl)

prod takuori + synnheaven

my work around worked so I'm uploading from my phone

lyrics
-
worlds gon pass me by
i cant go to sleep at night
i might stop breathing
i cant even rlly fuckin die
its a fucking cycle
falling but i idle

do you know whats behind the castle wall?
its the same box, same as it was before
its oblivion im stuck where i cant see the floor
so that's how it is, so that's how it is

i stop existing for a moment
materialize in front of you, i get reloaded
stuck inside a pyramid i get decoded
please never set me free, i dont wanna warp away
the world doesn't know where im at, at
they watch me all the time behind my back, back
just another life to throw away, trash
i cant be the only one that sees it

do you know whats behind the castle wall?
its the same box, same as it was before
its oblivion im stuck where i cant see the floor
there's nothing behind the castle at all

how to hate

zhenyue