watching my own world fall down in front of me


lyrics and vox: me
prod: me

note: i made a thing
note 2: beat inspired by shrinemaiden - ugh

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why'd you talk to me
one wrong step, you don't wanna see
is it make believe?
i just want you to love me
oooooh
cause in this world of make believe
nooooo
my heart, my mind is crumbling

everything is crumbling
watching my own world fall down in front of me
under the magic tree
i can hear your voice calling me
oooooh
in gensokyo with the family @fabs4k :)
nooooo
there's nowhere else i want to be

High Vox:
turn it back, turn around
fall into my arms this time
take a leap of faith
and come with me and leave your world behind
take a repeat, take it slow
in this endless winter snow
everything will be alright
and the end will be real bright (x2)

Low Vox:
take it back, i <3 you
turn back time
cast our memories aside
hoping you will reappear
and one day we can reunite
but until then hope you know
i will love you to and through
after all it has been fine
but i still want to rewind (x2)

bring you back (remilia)

🔥🔥🔥
w/ @quannnic
prod jane + @bandanabloom + me
mixed by me

06.01.21
08.11.21

THAT'S THAT w/ quannnic

ayogl0ry & gray & wydmichi

double cup imma go n pour the rest in
had to go n get my bag no time for restin
remember days when we was broke ya we was stressin
now we in a good position now we flexin
i like 0s i like bands it's my best friend
groupie hos when i land in my section
with my slimes keep real guns smith and wesson
and yo ho wanna fuck cuz my complexion
ya i might have to pull up in that all black GLE
posted up with slime u kno i posted with my team
ion wanna talk unless we talking bout that green
smoking on that ganja smokin on that russian creame
i done took the pills imma mix it with codiene
i cant love no ho ya i cant love no fuckin treesh
i jus want that dome bitch get on ya fucking knees
bitch im blowin os you kno im smoking on that reef

restin

This Body Is A Prison

thru tha cut! w/ carna 007 (kid sora)

https://open.spotify.com/album/01j9tx0aCDbFCwcxoGYE97

prod me sample: https://soundcloud.com/qxi/eyesore @qxi

tell me how they hate
tell me how they hate this
wish i never sent it
wish i never said shit

wish i could know you
cant seem to know you
i dont think im worth
so i dont think i can blame you
  
everything about you
u dont even 
everythings about to
come crashing down again

dunno if i wanna see your face again
now my heads just messed up

now im messed up
i cant let up
have i been getting better

don't think that ive been feeling any better
any better

but i cant go down
cs ive been too low
but youll never know
what ive tried to do to feel like im better
than what i was but it doesnt matter

i cant just walk away
its far too late 
its just so late
give me a time and date

i cant just walk away
tell me what to say
i dont know how to make you hate a different part of me

feel so bored its just lackign all variety
i cant find myself when drowning in sobriety 
break my neck ten times ill still stand up
does it feel different when its family who fucked up

tell me how they hate
tell me how they hate this
wish i never sent it
wish i never said shit

wish i could know you
cant seem to know you
i dont think im worth
so i dont think i can blame you 

i cant just walk away
its far too late 
its just so late
give me a time and date

i cant just walk away
tell me what to say
i dont know how to make you hate a different part of me

how to hate

"leave that behind you" produced by @prodjayysoul
Performed/Written by @counterxo

leave that behind you

leave that behind you (jayysoul)

Hi


stfu
i i i i i do not care what u say
i just want u to get outta my fuckin way
idgaf what people gotta fuckin say 
why dont you just do ur fuckin
o own thing
im right here sittin at my setup
i just want to get my bread up
why do u even give a fuck 
dont come back to me when i blow up

when i go uppp
stupid bitch u know i dont give a fuck
you know i dont care about you
yeah yeah
i dont care
you know i make money too 
finna shoot him like 50 times like Q
make money til my bodies done 
you fell in love i made u cum (cum)

setup (zy)

prod me @attc and @qlein (juicebutterfly2)
ft @daikyu 
me:
IT
white tees
got my stash out
might need an iv
finna crash out
you dont wanna listen to my beats
they'll make you stack loud
why you think i dont care about your thoughts?
we rolling pack out

yuh
thinkin ima back out (what)
bro really saying he alpha
you live in a crackhouse
aint nobody got your fucking back now
fuck em over got em off the tracks now

i been off this tropicana till i pass out
get the bag with the bro we eating general tso
i just wanna know how
h-how to get involved with no single-outs

bitches fake my god you're so fucking exclusive
i feel so excluded
its probably why you're losin
feel like general shepherd
thats one less loose end
tryna fix my brains internals
all the wires bent

@daikore
what's bad?
can't say
bitch i cant fold
talking shit like you aint driving a rental
turn you into scrap like its mf titanfall
earth shatter 808s but thats been known
send one shot to your head no camcorders
bullets up n down your block hittin every corner
cherry picking all your points like a fuckin orchard
you got drawn up in an etch-a-sketch, shaky borders 

shit, i cant fold
working every day
but i cant let that be known
if they tap into the method
then they still cant be like me
i just do all that shit better
im just someone you cant be
(nettspend reference...)
i cant take no fucking bar
i can't take no fucking part
all your shit stay sub-par
i shoot eagle, goin far

how to hate

zhenyue