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prod @prod-rioxion and I

I felt like it

lyrics:
I will never care enough
I would never give a fuckk
I got no time to talk
I would never wanna talk

I don't have the heart to run
I don't ever wanna fix it
I don't have another option
I don't have another option

Put my head on ice n my brain froze
Don't remember when I ever felt able
They just wanna reduce me to a label
I'm not who I say I am, that's all

I would never move careful
Tryna find my way out the rainfall
Stuck to my bed like I'm stapled
I was never ready for it at all

N I could never fold
All the shit that's going on n up tenfold
All this fake shit never was simple
Lost all of my patience in the intro

I don't need you here to say I'm nothing
When they said they cared about me I could tell that they were bluffing
Ik I said that I don't have a need but yk I'm still rushing
Both my legs are broken from the pressure but I'm still here running

You never apologised but that's not what I'm asking for
I just found myself but really I don't need me anymore
Keep it in my mind, don't know what I'm really saving for
Leaving all my logic and my thoughts at the front door

I don't wanna go back ever
I don't wanna die in this render
I'm pacing back and forth like a waiter
Telling me to wait 'till it gets safer

It doesn't ever get safer
I don't wanna be fragile like a wafer
Put a hole in my head with a tracer
I don't wanna go again not later

out (scrambl rioxion)

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